CH76 Tears Of A Child
Am I Living It Well ?I wish I had a destination in mind
But my tired eyes starring ahead without any aim
With every tick off the clock , my heart die a little more
It's hard to understand
But I'm the kind of person that will punish myself for not doing well
These days , I haven't been sleeping at all
Trying to wash down this pain with some alcohol
What becomes of me?
What else am I going to do?
In search for the lost
Getting all cooped up
Forgetting how to even feel
Somebody please tell me that I'm not the only one (no no not alone)
I hate it when the hope was full of nothing but and an ending
Tears of a child
The feeling of absolute despair stabbed me directly in the chest
Maybe all I ever need is a hand to hold
A pair of ear to listen
And a heart who understand
Sadly, only in silence I find no rejection
Keeping myself away from everybody
Sometimes I'm young and reckless
I was anything but me
It's a feeling that I can't fight
I want the things that I can't have
I chase for a dream that no one believes in
It's like a cycle that doesn't end
Was too young to give up (we have many more days to live)
Too proud to admit defeat
So I came back , a different person
My thoughts are even more beautiful now
I can feel it
I can tell
The thrill in my heart
It's a new high
Young soul with many dreams
Like the universe
I'll spread my wings
Legend has it
It's not something that you can learn
Scars like medal
That's wisdom learn by heart
Before you knew it
That's what people like me do
Finally worth right at the end
I'm that everyone will see
There's something in every nothing
An award that is fufilling to the heart is one love by many around the world
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