I notice my head was getting closer to hers, and nearer her and the next thing I knew,,,,

 

Lips almost touch, but the next thing I knew.. taeyeon  stand up and run away from me, I felt dumbfounded and look at where she run, I just stand up and followed her I thought she’s in the living room but she was gone and I hear the door close loudly and I jump a bit cause I was started, I wanted to followed her but maybe she was mad at me?

 

Pabo! Pabo! ____!!! Why did you do that? Are you out of your mind? I thought to myself while grabbing my hair, I feel frustrated now,

 

 

I’ve been sending message to taeyeon or even calling her, but she’s not answering it, god she’s really mad at me? I was actually getting worried now, I should have followed her, your really are pabo ____. I was seating in the living room, still calling taeyeon and was hoping she would pick up the phone, while biting my fingernails. But all I could hear is her voicemail,, argggghhh … I’m tired now, I look at my watch and its 12 midnight, I should sleep now , I still have an early class. I stand up lock the door and go to my room.. i was still worried about taeyeon and my head is hurting now, I think I need shower, so I just grab my towel and put my phone on the nightstand and went to the bathroom,,

 

As i was done, I went to my bed and get my phone, I hope tae would message me but to my dismay I didn’t receive any, im feeling sad now, I shouldn’t have do that to her, I’m drying my hair and feel sleepy so I just lay down and went to sleep.

 

Morning came, my mom wake me up I just rub my eyes and look at her, while she spoke,

 

Morning my baby , wake up now, you’re going to be late, while pat my head, I just said,

Umma im not a baby, can you not call me baby anymore? While pouting at her, and seating up myself, I hear my mom giggle and said,

Awww your still my baby you know that ___,, look at you, your pouting like a kid, while pinching both of my cheeks ,

Umma let go, im not a kid okay?

Haha okay okay you’re a big boy now. My mom said,

Umma im a girl okay?

Haha but you like girls right?

Yeah I do like girls but im still a girl okay. While whining at her

Okay you little kid, get up now, I’ll make you breakfast. My mom said while I shook my head and said,

umma I just cook for breakfast okay? You look tired, you need to rest too,, go now i’ll be fine myself hmm,?

But ___ I didn’t get to take care of you, can I at least cook for you?

No umma, you take care of me long enough now, and also im old enough to do that, just rest okay, you’ve been working a lot, and I wish I could help you, I said.

Yah ___ you don’t have to help me, you just have to go to school and graduate okay? You don’t need to help and worry youself, umma is okay, you know I’ll do anything to you, you’re my everything ___, remember that.

I was getting teary cause I can feel, that mom is holding her tears, so I just said,

Thanks and saranghe umma, I give her a hug. Which she accept immediately.

Mom releases the hug and telling me that I should prepared if I don’t want to be late in school. So I just nodded but before that I force my mom to go to her room and rest, so she just let me be and just smile at me,

 

 

*At the kitchen*

 

I was cooking breakfast for my mom and I when I heard my phone was beeping, so I get it on my pocket and read it, its from yuri. I thought that it came from taeyeon ,, sigh,, nevermind that,

 

From:yuri

Buddy!!! Hehehe. Good morning my best bud, how r u? What a lovely morning right? Oh yeah,, how was last night? I bet its good, hehehe

 

I was just smiling reading at yuri’s message that tan, she always makes me smile even for the simply things,

 

To:yuri

 

That’s good that your morning is okay buddy, but mine? It was worst,

I send it and waited for yuri, but instead she called me and answer it immediately.

 

Hi

Hi yul

So what happen? I thought tae was there last night?

Yeah she was, I said while cooking some food, and continue, but something happen last night yul. And I don’t know what to do,

Ohh what happen? You confess and got rejected??

The hell yul!! No I ddint confess nor got rejected.

Heheh sorry. So what happen?

I was fighting myself of I tell yul, she knows everything about me though,

Yul I will just talk about it later okay? Im still cooking breakfast and I’ll be late if I story the whole thing happen last night,

Okay buddy you have to tell me or I will bug you all day,

Yeah yeah see you later.

Okay bye,

 

The phone end and I just place the food on the plate and walk to the table and set it up for myself, I just cook eggs bread and bacon, I leave some for my mom. After im done eating, I wash my plate and put it on the cabinet, I walks towards my mom room and knock but she didn’t answer so I just open it slowly and saw her sleeping.. I feel sorry for my mom,  she just raise me on her own. I just went to her and kiss her forehead, and I just whisper goodbye, I get out to her room and closing it gently, I don’t want to wake her up. As I was going out I leave her a note on the table saying, that I have to go now and I love you, after that, I just went out and close the door and went to the bus stop.

 

 

 

@university

 

 

Im on my way to my class when I saw Jessica ahead of me, I just shout at her and said,

 

Hey!! Jessica!!! Jessica turns her body and saw me waving at her, she stop and wave back at me, so I walks where she was and stop in front of her,

 

Hey how are you?

Im good ___ how about you? Jessica said while putting a strand of hair into her ears. She’s indeed gorgeous.

Well im great hehe, while scratching my neck.

So you’re going to class now? I ask,

Na my class will be start later, how about you ___?

Ohh as I look at my watch my eyes widen because im basically late and I’ll be doomed,,

Oh my god!!! I shout, while Jessica get startled and take a glance at my side, I just give her my apologetic smile and said,

 Im so sorry Jessica I really need to go, I’ll see you around okay? Bye, while running my off to the class, I hear Jessica said its okay , I’ll see you later too, I just wave my hands at her while running,

 

 

The bell ring, and my class was over, I’ll be having class later this after, as I was fixing my things, my classmate ask me if I want to join them go to the café, I just told them that, “I have plans and maybe next time” so they didn’t bother me and told me they going ahead so I just nodded at them and said sorry.

 

 

Im at the back of school, and seated myself I thought taeyeon would be here,this is our favorite place on the school. that midget , she’s ignoring me, and I hate it, as I was staring at the ground I heard foot step and when I look up I saw taeyeon standing and widen her eyes, I was about to call her when she run away. That girl she’s running away from me again im not going to let her go now, so I stand up get my bag and running as fast as I can to follow to taeyeon, she thought she’s the only one who can run fast? Well she’s wrong cause I can run fast too, I grab her hand hard and turn her body to me, I was glaring at her, but she just look like she’s scared of me, did I do something wrong?. So I ask her,

Yah tae why are you ignoring me? do you know that I called you last night and messaging you and waiting for your response? Why did you run away? Is it about the game we did last night? Did I offend you? I ask nonstop but this stubborn girl is not talking and looking at the ground like its the most important thing in this world. Im still holding her hand cause if I let go , for sure she will run away from me again. This midget is not looking at me so I cupped her face to my other and ask her again,

 

Tae? Did I do something wrong that might upset you? tae im not used to it that your ignoring me, you know me tae, I hate that you’re not talking to me, as I look at her intensely, so I waited for her, after minutes she spoke up and said,

 

There’s nothing wrong ___ im sorry I run away,

Okay if there’s nothing wrong? Then why you run away?

i-i d-don’t o-okay, she said while stuttering, looking down on the ground again.

Tae, I said and let go of her hand and cupped her face with my two hands, and said,

If you don’t tell me, how am I supposed to understand you? I didn’t know what I did wrong tae, and im worried sick last night, you don’t know how worried and dumbfounded I am tae, but if you wont talk then I wont force you. just don’t run away from me like that, I cant bare the fact that your ignoring me, I said while frowning,  taeyeon  hold  my hands and grab it. while slowly putting it down, and letting it go, my heart hurts when she do that, but I just shrug and look at taeyeon. But she didn’t utter a word again, so I just say,

 

Okay im sorry if I did something wrong that might upset you. ju