Chapter 47

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No one’s pov:

Upon arriving at the destination.. taeyeon look at her side and saw ___’s sleeping peacefully, she notice that the driver had went out from the car and went to unload the things needed for the charity event, she can’t help but stare at her lovingly, a sad smile plastered to her face, feeling of longing and missing ___ a lot, she know that she can’t have her back, she can’t reclaim ___ again because she knows too well that ___ is already move on she don’t have the heart to ruin their relationship just because she still freaking inlove with ___, nothing changes even tiffany is accompanying her and to the fact that she wants to give tiffany a chance, she couldn’t just hurt tiffany too, tiffany didn’t deserve to be hurt just because she couldn’t forget her feelings to ____, she already made up her mind that she will try to love tiffany more than friends but this happens, why ___ and her have to meet.. does the fate playing with them?. Is there’s a reason why things happening now?...

Taeyeon sigh as she felt sad knowing they are strangers now, ___ is still kind towards her, she should receive cold treatment by her and hate her but ___ didn’t, a part of taeyeon telling her that maybe, maybe ___ still has feelings for her…  she shook her head as she doesn’t want to hope now that she witness ___ loves for Jessica.. she slowly lift her hand and tap ___’s shoulder as she decided to wake her up..

___ open her eyes, blinking them slowly while rubbing her eyes, taeyeon smile at the sight she’s seeing, but she held herself and just look at ___,

____ looks at her side and saw taeyeon who’s a mere inches away from her, she immediately sat up straight and clear her voice while saying..

“where are we?” taeyeon take her hand away from ___’s shoulder looking in front and answer her..

“we arrive just a few minutes ago, I’ll go ahead first then”

She open the car door, she breath in and out and closes her eyes for awhile as she turn around and get her things and didn’t bother to look at ___ who’s looking at her, she went to get her things and went out from the car, ___ on the other hand bite her lower lips as her heart beats fast, when she saw that taeyeon was a mere inches away from her, she inhale and didn’t know that she’s holding her breath for a minute or so, she closes her eyes while she couldn’t help but curse at herself for not stopping what she’s feeling right now and she knows that is not right feeling that way, shaking her head and she decided to went out from the car and not forgetting to get her things, she looks at the surroundings and smile looking at the scenery in front of her, she saw people who’s been waiting for them, her smile never leave on her face as she notice taeyeon who’s been talking to yebin, ___ was curious on why on earth yebin is here, she just shrug that thought off and went to youngjae and sulli who’s been helping some staff bringing out the supplies they need later on, she couldn’t help but smile at the two.

They really insist that they want to come with __ and want to help telling ___ their reasons why, telling that they love to help and saw the smile on the people’s who needs help.. some of the staff was too busy preparing for the event, ___ was just admiring the peoples who’s smiling looking at them and she failed to notice that someone is trying to get her attention not when that someone tap her shoulder, she immediately turn her attention to that someone and saw an old man smiling at her, she return the smile as the old man speaks and said..

“are you ms.kang?” she looks at the man and nodded her head.

“yes I am how may I help you? Do you need anything?” the man smile at her and said.

“no I don’t need anything, ms. Jiyeon said you’ll be in charged to cook and prepare the food?” she nods and the old man gesture her to his house,

“I am the head of the community here and you can cook in my house everything is already prepared there, ms. Jiyeon told me that you’ll have your things for cooking, and my house is not far from here” they walk as ___ open and said,

“oh thank you mr.?”

“ohh sorry I haven’t introduce myself to you I’m sorry, I’m kyungmin just call me uncle min” he bow his head as ___ follow him and said at him.

“ohh okay uncle min”

They were about to go to his house when she said.

“ohh uncle min I have to called my employee first so they know where to go, they will be helping me to prepare everything.” He smile and nods as he waited for her.

___went to find youngjae and sulli and couldn’t find them see look everywhere and spotted them talking to taeyeon and was having a nice talk, shaking her head as she went to them and approach as she was meter away from them she clears and said.

“I’ve been looking for the both of you” youngjae and sulli looks at ___ and widen their eyes, when sulli said,

“sorry chef we caught up talking to ms.taeyeon here” ___ look at taeyeon but look away immediately when she saw taeyeon stare at her, as she said.

“we should get going now and we still need to prepare for the lunch” the two of them nodded their heads and they bow at taeyeon and excuse themselves, taeyeon on the other side was about to say something to ___ but she already turn her body and walks away with sulli and youngjae..

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Taeyeon’s pov:

Looking at ___ who’s walking away with sulli and youngjae, as I can’t help but got sad when ___ didn’t even greeted me, I sigh as I went to help the others, I guess I’m being paranoid now, I don’t know why I’m still hoping that ___ would come back to me asking me again, but I guess I’m being delusional thinking about that, I will just hurt myself hoping the impossible, great taeyeon, you’re so awesome, sighing again at the ninth time, I couldn’t help myself for loving her still, I tried, really tried hard to forget her, but my stubborn heart won’t let me even my brain,

taeyeon focus, you need to focus you’re here to help and not planning to take ___ back, if that even possible, okay I need to stop this,

After some hours I felt my legs went tired as I decided to seat at the corner and saw yebin who’s been helping, I smile remembering how she beg me last night because she wants to come here, fanning myself as I notice ___ who’s holding something and place it at the table, ohh I guess they’re done cooking, I smile looking at her, how i miss her cooking, how she would wake me up in the morning bringing food in bed, how she would tease me ,how she would just stare at me, I miss everything we did and everything she did to me, I miss her a lot,

My eyes got teary as I immediately wipe it away, and didn’t bother to look at ___ now, because if I did, I will remember again our memories we shared, biting my lips as I feel vibrating on my pocket, fishing out my phone and saw tiffany calling me, oh damn, I haven’t