"Dad?" A six year old girl in her pjs went to her dad to asks him if he can help her with her assignments, but seems he is pissed. The girl by the name Lauren can feel that there is gap between her dad and her mom but she never felt that her dad doesn't love her and her Oppa

"Yes?" Siwon, yes, Siwon look at his daughter. Lauren went closer to him and kiss him on his cheek. She smiled at him and Siwon can't hide the fact that his kid is really adorable

"Oh? Why my baby sweet now?" he asks as he look at his desktop again. Lauren smiles

"Dad? I am going to be the Princess in our stage play, will you come and watch?" Lauren asks. Siwon stops and look at the kid then look at his desktop again

"I'll see baby" He said and Lauren just nods and kisses him goodnight then went to her room. Siwon loves his kids, yes, he does, but even if he tried million times to shoo this feeling, but there is still a part of him that is guilty that he can't give Aleyna and Kyungsan the time he can give to Lauren and his son Matthew. Siwon is a good father and he loves his kids, all of them, but there is only one woman he loves and the family he wants to be with, so unfair but not his legal family

"Dad?" Matthew suddenly came and kiss him on the cheek. Siwon smiles and ruffles the boy's hair

"Oh? How are you little man?" he asks and that made the boy frowns. "Little man?" he thought. Siwon can see it and pokes the boy's face

"Go and sleep now, you'll have class tomorrow" Siwon said and the boy obeyed

"How is my baby Aleyna?" Siwon called her daughter who is now mad for he called late.

"Fine daddy, mom and I went to mall, we bought dress because I was crying" the girl said and Siwon sighs as he heard it. It's been two weeks now since he went to Korea and visit his family there and he misses them so bad

"Sorry daddy was not there during your stage play" Siwon apologized. Aleyna sighs and Tiffany just continue dancing her little boy

"It's okay. Mom and Aunt Taeyeon was there and I was happy because you called now" Aleyna said.

"Where is mommy?" Siwon asks. Aleyna look at her mom and smiles

"Dancing Kyungsan to sleep" she said and Siwon smiles. Never once he was there to dance Kyungsan, or even Aleyna. He was just sending money and paying all the bills, but he loves them so much, more than anything

"Oh? Kiss him and mom for daddy okay?" He said and Aleyna ran to her mom

"Kiss" she said and Tiffany bends kissing the girl's lips

"Done dad~" Aleyna paused "Dad when will you come here?" Aleyna asks, AGAIN. She always asks if when will his dad stay with them for good and that made Siwon hurt

"You go to sleep now baby" he said and sighs. He decided to cut their conversation, he knows, Aleyna will just cry again

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"I love you~ Wait for me, a little bit more please?" Siwon said but Tiffany on the other line didn't answer and just turn the phone off

"I am so happy dad, you attend on our