DO I REALLY HAVE FEELINGS FOR HER? -TAEYEON

 

yul

 

hmm??

 

why i feel guilty when tiffany saw janhae kiss me

 

i saw 2 reasons for that..

 

then what is it?

 

number 1, maybe you like her, number 2 maybe you love her..

 

aissshh im serious yul!

 

and im serious too..you will not react like that if you dont feel something

 

is that so?

 

yeah .. so whats the plan?

 

huh?

 

are you gonna confess now?

 

aneyo, shes mad at me.. maybe ill make sure first my feelings.

 

arasso.. just tell me, you know ill always support you :)

 

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yoona!!!

 

oh wae???

 

wheres tiffany?

 

wae?

 

just answer...

 

she just call me, she said she wanna go out relieve some stress so she went to mall.

 

so your going there??

 

ne..

 

can i ask fo a favor?

 

what is it?

 

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so this is your way to relieve some stress???

 

what the? what are you doing here,wheres yoona?

 

she's not coming.

 

then what are you doing here?

 

ill come with you, i acompany you

 

why are you doing this?

 

i just want to..

 

are you sure about this?

 

ne..

 

i bet you cant cope with it.. lets see how strong your feet is mr.kim taeyeon, she smirk as he tease tae

 

after 2hrs walking,shopping.. taeyeon really can feel the pain on his knees.

 

are you ok mr.kim taeyeon?

 

ah ne..

 

i didnt force you to come with me.

 

im ok, im ok

 

okay!

 

 

taeyeon hold all tiffany's bought.. then they put it in a car

 

im going tiff..

 

huh?are you not gonna ride?

 

aneyo, ill take a bus :)

 

are you sure?

 

ne.. take care

 

tiffany looking at taeyeon while walking far away..

 

she decide to follow taeyeon^^

 

she saw taeyeon in a rush, he went to a market  and then he take a bus.

after getting off the bus ,she saw taeyeon running with a plastic bag on his hand.

 

when taeyeon finally reached the house she was about to leave and then she saw a plastic bag in her car, unfamiliar bag, he open it and its full of medicines, she thought taeyeon bought it , so out of nowhere she will give it.

 

tiffany knock,about three times but no answer at all, the door was open. She get in, she slowly get in. She saw another small door where taeyeon's mother is, she's sick. Then she look for taeyeon, she saw him cooking.

 

Omma..your now going to eat im sorry for taking so long, and i also bought you medicine. medicine? speaking of it! I forgot the...

 

before he continue panicking, he already saw tiffany..

 

 

what are you doing here tiffany?

 

ahh i i... i was about to give you this, i though its yours, the medicine.

 

ahh ne, thank you..

 

tae.. im sorry that you took so long because of me..

 

its ok, i really want to do it for you. aahh wait you didnt eat yet a dinner, maybe you should join me

 

ah its ok tae, im going home..

 

aneyo, join us :)

 

omma, food is ready, come out now..

 

annyeong -tiffany greet

 

ne annyeong who is she tae?

 

im taeyeon's friend 

 

ah really,i thought taeyeon only have 1friend..

 

aneyo umma, she's tiffany my girlfriend..

 

mwo???

 

ah i mean my friend 

 

thats make tiffany laugh..

 

i bet you like what i said - he whisper to tiffany

 

she hits taeyeon's arms..

 

aw..

 

son what took you so long? you made me starve for so long

 

im sorry omma.. here, eat it all :)

 

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after dinner

 

tae..

 

hmm?

 

before i go home can we take some walk, i just want to feel some fresh air.

 

arasso...

 

SILENCE.

 

they sit on a blocks...with the beautiful view of the lights from the city

 

tae.

 

ne?

 

whats your mother ill?

 

her heart, her heart was weak.

 

do you took her a surgery?

 

i want to, but we dont have enough money

 

wheres your father?

 

he left us.

 

left?

 

he just get my mom pregnant and then after a year,my dads parent dont like my mom so he left us.  My father was rich, we really even know where he is.

 

is that the reason why your cold with me?

 

huh?

 

whenever we argue you always say that im rich, blah blah blah... you dont want that things happen to you right?

 

taeyeon just nod.

 

now i understand, 

 

i really love my mom,so i dont want to cause her trouble especially on her situation. She feel double the pain whenever i feel sad so i always pretend to be jolly infront of her and i avoid myself from getting inlove, maybe not now.

 

but whos janhae? is she your girlfriend?

 

aneyo, were not in a relationship.

 

but why she kiss you?

 

i was also surprise when she did that, maybe my fault too she just fall for me, i flirt her for you to get jelous, and when it haappens you will avoid me.

 

do you dislike me that much tae?

 

aneyo, i just do it for good.

 

for good?

 

like i always said our standard in life were opposite..

 

but you like me?

 

its not hard liking you tiff..

 

Loving someone is not how high or low our standard in life, the heart matters most.

 

thank you tiff..

 

for what?

 

even if i always stub you wayback your always been there.. 

 

you know what tae, its not your  fault that your born poor, it will be your fault if you dont do anything in the future

 

thank you.. your really blessed tiff, your one of a kind. can we be friends?

 

were already friends hehehe as  what you told to your mother,

 

tiff,..

 

hmm?

 

i like you

 

 

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SORRY FOR MY BAD ENGLISH :D

 

btw im a female author here :) can we be friends?^^