I "Jessica... -"  taeyeon didn't know what to say,her mind was a mess

 i love you after all you're my best friend but she kissed me...

"are you done talking ?" Jessica asked them again. Then it hit her, taeyeon eyes filled with worry 

did she not see us...? 

" we had to talk remember"

Taeyeon nodded slowly,  following Jessica. Leaving a nervous tiffany behind.

"so... Talk" Jessica nonchalantly spoke,  she was pissed off,  she did see them.  She was about to yell at taeyeon but she had done the same mistake before and taeyeon didn't know. Or that's what she thought .

She didn't feel jealous tho.  Which she found it weird.  She was pissed by how could they do that behind her back 

"I forgot" taeyeon lie,  she didn't have the courage to look at Jessica or tell Jessica 

"so that is" disappointment was all that Jessica felt

"what do you mean... " taeyeon was confused,  she knew what Jessica meant by her words.  They didn't know what to talk about,  other than cold talks.  Little by little their relationship was growing distant  

" oh nothing,  I had a lot of fun today with yuri and yoona" Jessica said ending their conversation 

 

 

 

 

"sica~" yuri called out her name,  wrapping her arm around her shoulders.  

"yes yuri ah? " she smiled to yuri

" why so lonely " yuri asked her teasingly ,  suddenly a flash back of her and taeyeon came back 

" why so lonely? "

" as if you care" 

"I do,  we're in the same group after all"

She missed taeyeon being caring towards her. 

"Sica are you okay? " worry can be seen in yuri's eyes 

" I am.  I'm sorry"

"don't be" yuri gave her a reassuring smile, holding her hand and squeezing it,  again that feeling inside of her every time yuri touches her 

"do you want to watch a movie with me? " yuri asked her shyly afraid of rejection,  Jessica finds it very cute when yuri acts all shy 

" but don't mickey" Jessica said joking 

"but sica! What is the point then" yuri pouts,  melting her heart 

"I was just kidding seobang,  don't be childish " Jessica rolled her eyes.  

" you know you love me" yuri stick out her tongue at her 

"whatever" Jessica muttered,  trying to hide the blush 

"and I love you too" yuri said intertwining their fingers and going to her room.  

"we're not watching Mickey right? " Jessica raised an eyebrow 

" of course not princess,  that too childish " yuri said rolling her eyes  " is there even a Mickey movie? " yuri frowned thinking about it 

"yah just put the movie"  Jessica throw her the pillow

 "ouch violent sica" 

"mianhe ~" 

 

 

 

Rehearsal rehearsal and more rehearsal,  that was all girls' generation did just to become more successful.  

"I'm tired " Yoona said laying on the sofa as soon as they arrived to their dorm

" move aside, I'm also tired" sooyoung pushes her lightly

"unnie don't push Yoona unnie " Seohyun said to soo

" yah,  how many times I've told you to stop calling me unnie and just soo"

"it's just awkward for me unnie" Seohyun replied her shy

"don't bother  maknae "  Yoona kicked sooyoung out of the sofa ,  Seohyun just gave her a reassuring smile

" yah! " sooyoung complained 

" stop it soo. "  taeyeon passed by them going to her room,  being a leader was difficult,  being her was difficult.

 

 

 

" oh nothing, I had a lot of fun with yuri and yoona"  Jessica said giving for ended our conversation.  taeyeon just knew it,  dont bothering about Jessica attitude at all. 

"tiffany... "  seeing  tiffany in front of her,  took taeyeon by surprise 

" tae. .. I'm - "

" you don't need to apologize fany I understand and I wanted to tell you,  I feel the same" taeyeon spoke happily with every word she said tiffany just got  more confused 

"tae.. I wanted to apologize for that kiss,  I don't want us to be awkward to each other" tiffany said frowning "and feel the same?" 

Oh... Just like a piece of glass being broken was taeyeon heart in that moment. 

" feel?  Oh,  I meant the same so we won't feel awkward after all... We're just best friend right? " taeyeon smiled, she gave tiffany a bitter smile. She was insanely  feeling down. 

Tiffany was taken back,  surprised by taeyeon words so she just nodded slowly.  She didn't mean to say that, but how could she just go to taeyeon and tell her I love you but you're dating my best friend, she couldn't do that not to Jessica. 

"right... So we are good? " tiffany wanted to hear taeyeon answer 

" we are" taeyeon said smiling making tiffany smile, but both of them knew nothing was right

From now on I'll forget about you...  

 

 

Heavily sighing taeyeon sat on her bed,  looking around her room.  How could she forget about tiffany?  When she's always around her 

 

 

 "yuri ah"

"yeah sica? " yuri asked her while looking herself in the mirror,  tonight she had a date well with a friend but still, she needed to look good 

" are you going somewhere? " Jessica raised an eyebrow, looking at yuri from head to toe as she leaned on the door frame 

" yeah,  do I look good? " 

" wae?  Is it important? " Jessica mocked her 

" of course it is,  I need to look good for a date right? " 

Date... Jessica felt pain in her chest,  she felt out of breath at yuri sudden outburst of the word date 

" you look good. " Jessica said nonchalantly being back to her  self, Ignoring the feeling. 

" can you at least say it less cold" yuri pouted "I didn't believe you at all" 

Jessica smiled lowering her head,  yuri  was indeed cute.  Her heart flutters by seeing this side of yuri 

" you look super good yuri ah" Jessica said cutely 

"that's more like it" yuri smiled 

"so will you tell me,  where are you going? "

" I actually did. Date"

"with who? " Jessica raised an eyebrow 

" does it matter? " yuri also raised an eyebrow 

Yes

" no. "  

" see you later" yuri patted Jessica's head 

"yuri ah~" 

"yes? "

Who is your date?.. 

Those were the words she wanted to ask but shes shouldn't bother by this 

" have fun! " Jessica smiled brightly, showing yuri her thumbs up.  Yuri smiled at this sight.  Nodding her head yuri left the room. 

Click... The sound of the door being closed made her return from her daydreaming as her smile slowly faded away. Jessica Jung was unhappy. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

A/N ( so... I'm sorry.  I feel like I need to finish this and I will, even though yulsic is more than dead TT-TT *cries in all the languages *