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I'm Home

 

Luhan walked into M’s dorm. He knew the person he was looking for was by himself right now.

“Minseok?” Luhan called. 

There was no response.

Luhan followed the source of noise and walked into their living room.

Minseok was lying down on the couch, watching soccer. He was mindlessly fiddling with a rubik’s cube while watching the game.

“Hey!” Luhan called.

Minseok looked up lazily. “Oh, hey,” he said, getting up. Luhan went over to sit down next to him.

“Minseok, want to go eat hot pot? My treat,” Luhan said, smiling.

Minseok pouted. “You know I’m on a diet, Luhan.”

Luhan rolled his eyes. “You don’t need to lose anymore weight, Minseok. I miss my boazi~”

“He’s still here!” Minseok puffed his cheeks out playfully and laughed.

They sat in comfortable silence. Minseok’s attention was back on the game.

Luhan stared at the screen blankly. “Minseok, I need to talk to you,” he said after awhile.

“What did you say?” Minseok asked, eyes not leaving the screen.

“I need to talk to you,” Luhan said a bit louder.

Minseok turned to him. “Can’t it wait until after the game?” he pouted.

Luhan shook his head. “I don’t think I’ll have the courage to bring it up again…”

Minseok raised his eyebrows before lowering the volume. “What is it?”

Luhan took a deep breath. “I’m leaving, Minseok.”

Minseok stared at him. He chewed the inside of his cheeks.

Luhan looked back at him and swallowed.

After a long silence, Minseok nodded. “Well, your health comes first, Luhan,” he said, eyes unconsciously trailing over Luhan’s arm. Marks from numerous IV drip injections decorated his arm.

Luhan continued staring at Minseok in silence.

Minseok sighed and took Luhan’s hand and traced the scars on the back of it. “Luhan, I’m not mad at you. We all knew this was coming. Your health is getting worse and worse…”

Luhan felt his eyes water and blinked back his tears furiously. “You’re not mad?”

Minseok shook his head. “Of course not, stupid. I’m just worried about how SM will react to this. You know it's not going to be pretty.

"And our fans," Minseok added as an afterthought. "Dealing with two members leaving in less than a year..."

Luhan sighed. “You know this will probably put an end to M’s promotions in China…”

“I know,” Minseok nodded. “We’ll figure something out. The important thing is for you to regain your health, Luhan.”

“I can say the same for you. You really need to stop losing weight, Minseok,” Luhan pleaded.

“Okay, okay,” Minseok said, putting his arm over Luhan’s shoulders.

“I’m sorry,” Luhan said quietly.

“Don’t apologize,” Minseok sighed.

Luhan’s eyes trailed to the abandoned rubik’s cube on the coffee table. “You still can’t solve this?” he asked, smirking playfully.

“Hey, not everyone’s like you,” Minseok smacked him on the arm lightly.

“Ow, that hurt!” Luhan groaned.

Minseok grinned, before turning away. He blinked a few times before turning back to his friend and smiling.

* * *

BREAKING: EXO’s Luhan files lawsuit against SM Entertainment to terminate contract

 

Minseok’s phone rang. He looked over and saw a group text from their manager:

Everyone go back to the dorms now. Don’t post on SNS or talk to press.

Minseok closed his eyes and sighed. He shut off his phone, knowing it would start ringing constantly. He quickly left the gym and walked to M’s dorm.

A small crowd of fans were in front of the entrance. Some were crying hysterically. Minseok bowed a few times in silence as he squeezed his way through.

Minseok walked into the living room where Yixing, Jongdae, and Tao were sitting around. Yixing looked over at him and nodded while Jongdae grimaced. Tao was crying silently in the corner. Minseok squeezed Tao’s shoulder comfortingly before walking to his room.

Minseok sat down on his bed and took a deep breath. His eyes trailed to something on his desk. He scrunched his eyebrows in confusion and walked over.

His rubik’s cube was sitting on his desk, finally solved for the first time since he bought it. Minseok picked up the post-it note that was attached to it. 

Goodbye. 

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4/29 so after almost two years, i randomly re-read this story and decided to rewrite kyungsoo's chapter to practice my writing skills.. hope everyone is well ♡

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lonerforever #1
Chapter 10: Oh dear, your last sentence of the chapter got me in tears.
azeleepri
#2
Chapter 11: ohgawd~ i couldn't stop my tears from falling. it's beautiful authornim though it's about luhan's departure..
deermybunny #3
Chapter 11: I'm crying!! Its break my heart!! TT_TT
I hope Luhan is gonna get well soon and didn't sick again.. I wanna see him smile again!! >_<
I also hope that EXO gonna be fine.. This is the hard time for them tho!! Be strong guys!! ^^
Lets support both of them!!
Thanks for writing this authornim!! its reallyyyy beautiful!! ^^
yanzweiger #4
Chapter 10: I'm leaving another note. Reading this again as a whole really tugged at my heart and I can't believe how real this seem! Somehow I really hope this is real, as painful as it is. I'll probably read this daily coz I have yet to get over the fact that he's left. This piece is really beautifully written and I cannot thank u enough for your work. The best I could is an upvote. Thank you again.
bubblecha #5
Chapter 10: This is just too much... I'm sobbing like crazy now
beautifulhudson
#6
its ur boi luhan here tnx for the fanfic
galaxy_fanfan04
#7
Chapter 9: Please update soon, i'm so anxious about Xiuhan
deermybunny #8
Chapter 1: Huuaaa... my Hunhan feels!! T^T
They're my ultimate biases!! Luhan is my ultimate bias..
I'm sooo sad when I heard the news! Its sooo heartbreaking n make me cry!! ㅠㅠ__ㅠㅠ