" I want you to be my bride in the future." I wonder if he remember these words he said 10 years ago. Probably no. Who would remember the cocky-smart-mouth words? Time flies, we've all grown up. I couldn't forget how he said it with an innocent smile on his face, The words been wondering on my mind for years. I'm sixteen and he is twenty who is now enjoying his college life. I'm the bad girl who always wish him for not having any girlfriend. 

   I'm not a taciturn person and i talk and love fooling around. Definitely a damn-crazy-hyper-girl. Especially when i'm with him, I fool him like a kid and it makes me so  childish without realizing it. Everyone feel annoyed when i fooling around except for him. He laughs at my joke as well.

   Sometimes, i feel so stupid and confused. Like who will have a crush on their own relatives ? Maybe there is, who even married and having kids already. Most if not all, according to science children whose biological parents have a close genetic relationship might risk of cogenitial disorders, death and disability at least in part due to genetic disease caused by inbreeding. So, I don't want this to happen although it is hurt to conceal it. 

   We are really close and supportive to each other. Open minded as well. I could say that because once i was reading " 50 Shades Of Grey" .Myung Soo's sister, Amber saw and lectured me " why did you read this kind of book? You gonna dirty your mind in your age !'' I just keep quiet but my heart was whispering " Common' it's just a ing book and I'm not a kid anymore ! Uhhh !!!"

" Its just a book! Chill" said Myung Soo to Amber.

" i know but this AWESOME book will blow her mind and she is STILL SIXTEEN OKAY ! SIXTEEENNNN"

" Can't you be open-minded ? Sixteen is not a kid anymore, she is curious okay ! Every teenage too will feel curious! Let her be. As long as she did not do anything        like the character in the AWESOME book'' Myung Soo mummered.

" Well i don't want to argue about this anymore!''

Amber walked away leaving us behind. We frowned. I thanked him from the bottom of my heart for helping me say someting good.Fiew... What a relief !!!