It's been hard enough seeing you with him, don't I have any say in the matter? We used to be so close, but now you avoid me as if I were a stranger. Do you try to make me feel this way? If you are, I hope you know it's working, because soon I don't think I'll be able to control myself anymore. I see you all the time now, you're there when my eyes are closed and no matter what, I can't get you out of my head. Your face haunts me... 

I'm woken up from my daydreaming with sounds of the school bell. My head is lying on my crossed arms parallel to my desk, I can see outside the windows, it's so bright and nice looking. I found a second where I was not thinking about you, but that made all the difference. I stood up and slung my backpack over my shoulder, I kept my top button ed and left the room. My mind was clear for a second, it allowed me to think, why were you doing this? I finally got it, all that was left was to confirm it.

"Ha, I get it now... You're so ridiculous," I mumble to myself and smirk as I walk through the hallway looking for you. You don't understand it yet, but I know you want me.