oh god what the hell this is so heartbreaking i cant even
its like the harsh reality of life saying that even if you believe something can last forever its never definite and you never know when its gonna be ripped away from you?????????? AnD GOD himdae seemed to fit so well with the way they met under kinda weird and ironic circumstances and the same way with daejae and how daehyun really tries to remember himchan but theres youngjae and ugh nobody is at fault here at all it just,, happens. omfg im glad that himchan was able to let go and the poem(??) at the end was SO BEAutiful like bitter sweet summary of this story. omg and i love daejae's characters, theyre both so lame and dumb and their way of dealing with things i seriously just. this fic is beautiful. im crying
Chapter 4: I truly love how you write. How do you put words together like this? I hate the ending because ugh, why can't they just be happy, but I love it because it's realistic. You can try but how do you love someone if he's so caught up in the past and you don't remember the past? And I keep rereading the part about "You are young" and all that about being afraid to leave really hit home.
ahh everything's just so pretty and sad~
Chapter 4: Oh my.. ... this was heartwrenching and beautiful and even worse as coincidentally all the songs i was listening to while i read this was all sad and the last song as i read the last chapter was easy by bap T.T lol
Chapter 3: God I had to stop here because everything is a mess to me right now. I want to be angry at something for Himchan's agony but I just can't be vent on anyone because there's no justification. The feeling is tearing me apart. And it's a story but I actually need to take a break because the urge to hate and blame something, just anything is so real but all I can be angry at is fate for ripping Daehyun away from Himchan so cruelly. I can't hate Daehyun because he's trying so hard but how can anyone expect him to fall in love with Himchan again, even if he's told of all of their memories. I want to hate Youngjae but god I can't blame him for anything and it feels (at this point) that Youngjae never wanted to come between them but can't help it. (Btw I love his character lol he's such an interesting guy.) All I can hate is your style of writing for making me feel like bursting out into tears and genuinely feeling ache and loss. I hate it man. More than anything, it's your writing that delivers the full impact of the situation and makes everything they're feeling so much more real and stressing.
Chapter 1: God, oh my god, this is very beautiful okay, so muh beautiful that i can feel the pain of himchan, oh my god how can you write this beautiful? I cringed at few descriptions and dialogues, it's hurting me too, you know
I am still in the firat chapter and normally i would read all chapters before commenting but i can not resist. Wow, you are just genius in words, okay thank you for the meaningful story
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