Confusing feeling (1/4)

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Woohyun pov

I lay on my bed and thinking about sunggyu again. I sighed why would I thinking about him!! Because I love him but I should stop now!! Stop my craziness mind!! Because he never love me back, he love other, he love sungjong not me!!

Tear rolling down from my eyes I hate myself that I can’t forget him. Suddenly the door open and appear sunggyu, I wipe my tear and pretend to sleep.

“woohyun ah~ are you sleeped?”

“not at all, why hyung?”

“I want to ask you a favor please~” he ask me and sit at the end of my bed

“what is it hyung?” hope that it’s not something that hurt me again, he used to ask me to ask sungjong out for him

“hmm… I have three ticket of this evening movie so can you ask sungjong to go with us?” He said and shows the ticket, again!! i know that would happned

“why you don’t go to ask him, yourself?” I said, trying to hide my upset voice, he doesn’t even ask me out but he asked me to ask sungjong out for him, it’s hurt me so much but I still do it cause it can make him happy

“you know I …” he was cut off by me cause I don’t want to hear I like sungjong from his mouth

“okay, I’ll do it” I said and take the tickest from his hand then get off my bed to sungjong’s room

“thank woohyun ah~” he said run to hug me, I push him and open the door. I don’t want to receive love as brother anymore from him!!

Sunggyu pov

I surprise when woohyun push me as I hug him, I feel abit upset when he push me off. I really afraid while I’m alone with sungjong because I like him, only woohyun that know I like sungjong.

I wait for a while after woohyun get out to ask sungjong. The door open and woohyun walk in

“he’s agree” he said and I feel sound sad in his voice, I look in his eyes, I can find sadness and his tear. Did he cry? Why would he cry?

“thank woohyun but you have any problem?” I asked him, he is my favorite best friend

“no, just don’t care” he said and look away

“are you sure?”I asked again cause I know he must have some problem

Woohyun pov

“yes, there’s nothing” I answer him, but I really want to answer that I really the big problem and that’s you hyung!!

“okay then~” he said and walk to his closet, he must be find the clothes for this evening. It’s hurt to see something like this. Can’t he just care for me for a bit?? I sighed and close my eyes.

Evening….

As plan we come to the cinema, sungjong sit between. Sunggyu and sungjong seem enjoy together so much while it’s hurt me to see something like this. I stare at the screen but I don’t even know what is this movie about.

Movie ended, two of them still talking and laughing behide me. I can’t stand it anymore!!

“hyung, jonggie I want to go home first” I turn to them and said

“but we still have to go amusement park hyung” sungjong said

“ are you sick hyun? Want to go home together?” gyu hyung said

“no, it’s okay, you guy enjoy yourself, I’m just a bit dizzy” I still seeing you guy like this I will die soon for sure

“okay, see you” they said and walking off to the opposite direction, I just smile at them before turn back and crying. Why would I cry?? That’s how I want right? I want gyu to be happy and one more I already told myself to forget him, just forget him woohyun, you can do it but the thing in my left chest hurt so much, hurt until I can stand with it anymore. I don’t have feel to walk anymore, I sit down on bench, no matter how hard I try to hold my tear but it doesn’t work

“cry, don’t hold it cause it can’t even make you feel better” a person said and sit down next to me, I turn to look at him

“kibum” I said and hug him, he pat my back I cry even harder when he do that

“kibum, he he…”  I said between my sob

“shh~ I know, just cry it out first” he said and pull back from hug

I nodded cry on his shoulder.

After a while he sighed and said

“just forget him woohyun, I know you can do it, ignore everything about him cause it’ll cut down some of your pain. don’t cry for him anymore nae?”

I nod again but still sobbing, then he wipe my tear

“still wanna cry?”

“you’re right, I shouldn’t cry for him anymore” I said and calm my sob

“it’s late now, I’ll walk you to your dorm” he said and grab my hand

…….

Sunggyu pov

I was amusement park with sungjong, he want to play everything and I accompany him, I should be happy but I don’t feel happy at all. I feel bad when woohyun ask to go home first, I don’t know why but I feel want to ask him to stay. I confuse about my feeling now, sungjong or woohyun who I want to be with??

“hyung hyung”

“jong huh?? What??”

“your soul seem already fly away, it’s late now let’s go home”

“okay” I said and he drag me home

……..

Arrived the dorm….

“hey guy~ woohyun is home yet? I ask for woohyun after look around and don’t see him around

“no, he went with you right?” hoya said

“but he said he went home first”  it’s surprise me that he still not home at this hours, so I grab my jacket

“where are you going hyung?”hoya shout

“to find woohyun” I said and put my shoe, I feel worry of him suddenly. But when I open the door I saw woohyun and key walk from the distance holding hand and laughing then woohyun eyes meet mine but he look away then when they arrived infront of dorm, key pat his head and kiss his forehead. I feel like upset, kind of hurt and anger and want to get woohyun now from key. I feel like jealous, but why would I jealous? I like sungjong not woohyun right?? my feeling is confuse now!!!

 

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Simran20 #1
Chapter 8: Reading it after a long time. This is one of my favorites 💗.
Maria_Elisa
#2
Chapter 12: Thank you for your stories.. I love them ^^
woosoogyu #3
Urgh....! 'I only want you good' is even better... ^_^

So sorry to hear that, author... T__T Hope you are already better by now... Anyway.. There're lots of trees out there in the forest... One of them is namu... :D
I'm sure an awesome author like you will be able to find a person suitable for you...

Shall wait patiently for another great story from you... ^_^
woosoogyu #4
Alright, fine... I think I like 'confused feeling' more... ^_^
Haha :D
Love how Sunggyu gets jealous... Thanks to Sungjong, making the confused leader knows his real feeling... ^_^
awesome story...
woosoogyu #5
Hi! I'm a new reader here...!
Hmm... Author, think it has been long since you last updated... Wondering when will your next update be...
So far, I've read till chapter 4 & I like this story 'Paradise'... It was as if a fairy tale coming true... woogyu gets to be together... ^_^
Alright, I shall continue to read... ^_^
woogyulover #6
no sunggyu of cos u suit wif woo.poease dont break up.n update soon :-)
xhoyadicted #7
woahh update soooon
VitaminBuns
#8
Oooh rawr!!!!! Gyu is jealous!!!!<br />
And Key is such a good friend!!!! With Eomma instinct :P
meow_meow
#9
aww, sunggyu got his parents & woohyun in the end!!! ^^<br />
but I can't handle the cheese~~~~
jooni3pi3 #10
Awww I'm so happy for them^^ sweet ending~