This place is paradise only if you're here but you're already leave so it also already change to hell.

Woohyun pov

I'm a son of a rich family son, evryone looking at me and jealous with me, they said that I live in a paradise, I can hvae everything I want but it's all lie. I live in a hell, i cry every night in the place that everyone think that it was paradise. they think that I can't have everything i want but I can't even have what i want the most is the person I love. he's leave me cause of my rich famiy. I hate this place, it's a hell after he left.

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"please, Stay here, don't  leave me please" i'm begging a man that I'm hugging, the man that i love the most not to leave me

"I'm sorry woohyun ah~ your mom is right, i'm nothing compare to you. you'll find someone that suit you" he said and try to release himself from my hug but I still hug him tight cause I really need him, I can't let him go

"No!!! don't leave me!! let's go to somewhere else that we can be together forever!!" I cry and still beg him

"No, we can't, although we go, you can't stand it, you used to live in this place such a paradise, I don't want you to leave this paradise" he sais and release himself from my arm then walk away leaving a crying me behide. i want to follow him but some bodygraud grab me, I try to release myself from them but they don't let me go!!  

"drag him to his room" my mom said with serious voice

“No!! Sungkyu!! Take me with you!! Don’t leave me here!! Let me go!!!" I try to shout and release but there no use because he still walks away and those bodyguards still drag me to my room, they throw me in my room and lock the door. all I can do is watching him walk away from me.

“Let me out!!! Please let me out!!” I knock the door and shout but there no use cause no body dare to do it since my mom is here, I stop knocking and sit down crying

“gyu ~ why did you leave me?? Why did you keep me here alone?? This is not paradise if you’re not here!!!” I mumble to myself while crying.

“sunggyu~ gyu~ don’t leave me’” I shout and wake up from my dream, tear still form in my eyes. I looking around and find myself sweating on my bed in my room, I hug my knee and cry!! I always have this dream since the day he left me!!! I remember that day clearly, I sick for 2 week because I refuse to eat anything and crying. I never left my house since he left.

I keep crying until I heard a knock and girl’s voice said

“Master, wake up, its 3PM already”. That also make me think of him even more cause when he’s here he is the one who wake me up and prepare everything for me, how I miss hearing his voice when I first  wake up but I know I can’t anymore.

“I don’t care, just leave me alone” I shout but then I still my door was open I shout again

“I said leave me alone”

“But you need to eat you didn’t eat anything yesterday’s evening, you’ll sick” I sit up to look who is it, and I saw a girl that my mom tell me that she is my future wife, I hate her so much

“Ji hyun, get out of here!! I don’t want to see your face”

“But you need to eat something or you’ll ill again” she said and walk closer

“DON’T YOU HEAR ME!!! I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE, SO GET OUT!!!!” I shout again with anger in my face

“You don’t need to shout that loud” she cry and run out, I’m so tired of her, she nothing compare to gyu~ I was prepare to sleep again but I notice next side to myself, he used to lay here hug me but now it was empty, I cry and a flashback start in my head

Flashback

I open my eyes and saw myself laying on someone chest, I look up and saw the one I love the most was sleeping, he really cute while sleeping, I look at his face, he eyes, his nose, his lip are so perfect. I lend down to kiss him, I surprise cause he kiss me back I thought he is sleeping. I break the kiss

‘you really love my lips that much huh?” he tease me and it make me blushing, so I hit his chest play lightly, he grab my arm went  top of me then start kissing my lips passionately, he bite my lips softly and enter his tongue, explore all over my mouth. I let out a small moan throw the kiss and start to dominate with his tongue with mine. he break the kiss and said

“It’s time to get up master~ your breakfast maybe already~” before grab his get up and grab his clothes he give me a peck on lips. I try to sit up but my is hurt, I blushing remember what happened last night.

“gyu~I can’t move, help me~’

‘ah~ sorry baby~ you really can’t resist last night, does it hurt that bad?” he ask

“It’s okay but helps me get up now”

‘okay then~ let’s shower together~” he said and lift me up then walk to bathroom.

End of flash back

That morning is the morning after we made love, I never forget that night and that day!! Everything in here always remain me of him, his touch, his voice, his face always appear in my brain. I want to forget him but I just can’t, I know I should move on cause he won’t be back to me” I should go somewhere~~

so I walk to bathroom, take shower, after done with my clothes I grab my key car and head downstairs.

I drive randomly cause I don’t know where to go. I park my car near a river bank and stand to watch the sunset I used to watch sunset with him, why I still think of him and why can’t I forget him like the sunset!! I sigh and look away then I saw someone familiar sit on the grass, and his eyes was staring at sunset. I walk near him and I heard he crying while saying something

“Woohyun, I really miss you~ I really want you here with me, but I know I can’t, you are too far to reach!!! I really want to see your face, I really want to kiss your lip, I miss your beautiful face”

“sunggyu??” I said and he turn back

TO BE CONTINUE...............

done with part one of paradise, I listen to paradise while writing this~~~  Did you guys see INFINITE perform on Music core today?? ^_^!!!

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