CHEN POV

There's more behind us than we care to admit. And we won't consider it because we are scared of the consequences. 

Will we be kicked out of the company? Or will the rest of our friends turn on us? They may say they are okay with it, but that's just with ordinary, average people. What about us? Will it still be the same with us?

I would hope so, because this is has been going on for months now. We are both scared of the consequences and pretend things or normal outside of the dorm room. 

How often does it actually happen that there are two gay people in a small group of guys? I would assume not very often. That's why we need to know. 

So if I tell you I'm gay, will your view of me change? Or will you act as if you knew the whole time and embrace it with me. 

I hope it's the latter because I love him.