*Author's note: end of POVs, plus cameo role of my original bias, Park Jungsoo :)*

"Will it be ok if I call him?" Sungmin thought as he looked at his phone. "Just once, I'll hang up once I hear his
voice." he said talking to himself. He pressed speed dial 1 and placed the phone on  his ear and breathe in deeply,
hoping to hear Kyuhyun's voice. He looked at his phone after hearing the busy tone as he sighed... "He's probably
busy..." he said and off to work he goes.

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"Will it be ok if I call him?" Kyuhyun thought as he looked at his phone. "If he answers, I'll ask him to come back
to me... if he doesn't..." he looked down with his lonely eyes and sighed. "If he doesn't..." and another sigh...
"Stupid Kyuhyun... just make a call." he told himself and pressed speed dial 1. He place the phone on his ear and
sighed shortly after hearing the busy tone. "He- he's probably busy." he thought.

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"I don't give a damn about your excuses, Choi Siwon! I still want you to come!" a voice from the loud speaker said to
Boss Siwon who was walking around, smiling and shaking his head for being unable to refuse to a hyung's request.

"I'll really try... I cannot promise you, but I'll really try." Siwon said.

"Yah! I don't want you to try, I want you to come. You already have the tickets... its good for 2, go get a date or
something... I don't care, just come."

"Alright, Hyung alright..." he said surrendering to the insistent voice over the phone. "Since when did Jungsoo Hyung
become this insistent?"

"I don't give a damn... if I don't see you tomorrow night... I'm gonna burn your !"

Choi Siwon freed a short chuckle as the person on the other line hang up. He looked at the tickets to a one-night
concert of his hyung's band. He sighed... "what am I going to do with this?"

Exactly right after he asked himself, Sungmin opened the door and passed him some documents.

"Boss... these are the documents that you asked me to look for." Sungmin said and put down the files. Siwon nodded and
smiled. The short guy made a short bow and turned his back...

"Sungmin sshi..." the boss called. Sungmin looked at him wondering what his boss called him for.

"Are you free tomorrow night?" he asked a bit shy. Sungmin just looked at him with a blank pouty look.
"A hyung of mine already found a vocalist for his band and he's going to introduce him tomorrow. I'd like to ask you to
come." boss said in a bit insecure and 'please-don't-reject-me' kind of look.

"Is it the one whom we invited during the MasiUno party?" Sungmin said. Siwon nodded to his question. The short guy
looked down and thought 'Kyuhyun was one of their part-timers... he must be sad now that they have found a permanent
vocalist.' he thought in his mind.

"So..." Siwon started, Sungmin looked at him and smiled. The boss understood the 'yes' in that smiled so he smiled back.

'Who could ever replace Kyuhyun? He has the best voice ever!' Sungmin thought.

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The night has come and Kyuhyun is a bit nervous, blowing big lumps of air as he shakes his head gently as well as his
shoulders.

"Are you nervous? Come on, don't be sissy! You've been singing with us for quite a while." A not so tall guy with left
dimple said to him.

"Well... I don't know but I really feel anxious today. It's..." he blow some air again. The hyung smiled at him and
patted him.

"Don't worry, Kyuhyun... you're voice is the best, that's why we accepted you immediately when you said you want to
be a permanent vocalist. Plus the song that you'll be singing today really rips my heart. It's gonna be a daebak!"

Kyuhyun smiled shortly, he still feels nervous. "Thanks, Jungsoo Hyung... I'm not really nervous about the introduction,
I'm... I really don't know why my heart is beating this fast."

Jungsoo smiled and patted him a little stronger. "Alright, I'll leave you here."

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It was an underground band, but they've built a reputation and already had a lot of regular audience in the club.
Sungmin was quite amazed to see that the club has really prepared for this introduction of a new member. He's been here
before, when he was still with Kyuhyun, but it looked way more grand tonight than any other time before.

Siwon guided him to their seat but before he sat down, he smiled and said... "I'll go to the restroom first."
The boss smiled and nodded.

When Sungmin went in the toilet, the lights in the stage turned off and the spotlight focused on the microphone stand.
Jungsoo walked towards it and greeted everyone.

"I am so glad to introduce to you our new and permanent band vocalist, he's really a good catch, I tell you. When he
told me he wanted to be permanent, like in a love story, I didn't let him go anymore." the audience laughed at his
humor. "Ladies and gents... please, you're all familiar with him, so I expect a very loud applause." again the audience
laughed and anticipated.

"Please welcome our new and official band vocalist... Cho Kyuhyun!"

The audience, who's been regular has heard him sing a number of times and they all know how good he is and thus, they
all reward him with a large applause. Choi Siwon, on the other hand, was quite surprise by this... he heard rumours
in the company that Sungmin already moved out of the house, although he hasn't confronted Sungmin yet, he was a bit
sure they've already parted ways.

'Now...now... where is Sungmin sshi?' Siwon wondered as its been quite a while since he went to the toilet.

"Thank You for the warm welcome. Most of you know me, I-- I've decided to become a permanent member because of a
special person... that person said he's really in love with me when I am singing... I hope he can hear me sing again..."
he looked down but smiled, he won't ruin this show.

"My first song... a song that I personally write, after this person leaves. To you, wherever you are, you took away
my everything, I just wish you could bring those back, ... My Love, My Kiss, My Heart"

Choi Siwon keeps on looking around hoping to find Sungmin, but where the hell is he? The song is about to start.
Kyuhyun closed his eyes as the band started playing...

haruga illyeon gata gyesok naeryeoantneun nae gaseumi (A day feels like a year and I'm still sitting here)
Ne heunjeongman chatgo isseunikka myeot iljjae (My heart looks for signs of you, how many days has it been?)

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Sungmin went out of the male's toilet and become temporary blind as the light was turned off, he walked
around turning to wherever there is a space to move, finally, his eyes adjusted when he saw a light and heard
the ear-busting, heartbreaking song...

He doesn't know how he got there but he found himself standing at the centre in front of the stage, looking up at the
most beautiful man he has laid eyes on, with the most familiar serene voice, singing such a heartfelt song...

"Kyu-Kyuhyun-ah..." he whispered to himself as he found Kyuhyun's eyes closed singing the already second stanza
of the song. He was unable to move, Kyuhyun's song, Kyuhyun's voice and Kyuhyun's presence just made him weak at that instant.
He misses him, and slowly he was taken away by the voice that he loves so dearly.

Sungmin didn't blink at all... as he listens to the song... questions such as; am I the one he was thinking about when he wrote the song,
and is this song a confession that he's having a hard time when I left? came up to his mind.

Kyuhyun finally opened his eyes, gently like suddenly entering a dream. He saw Sungmin looking up at him, and
at that moment... he saw no audience around, no band, no other people... only him and his most beloved Sungmin
with him on the stage seemingly telling the short guy all his emotions through the song. He looked at his
former lover with most sincerity as he continuously sings for him.

'He's looking at me... he sees only me, right?' Sungmin thought, unaware of the water already wanting to fill his eyes.

As the song leads to the bridge...

Kkaejyeobeorin jogakgateun chueokdeulman bakhyeo inneun geot gata (Only the shattered pieces of memories are
pierced in me)
Nae simjang gipi nae simjang gipi nae simjang gipi gipeun gose oh oh (deep in my heart, deep in my heart,
in a place deep in my heart)
Nunmullo beombeogi doen ne eolgulman areungeorimyeo (Your tear stained face haunts me)
Maemdolgo isseo maemdolgo isseo nae modeungeol gajyeogan neo (It hovers and revolves around me
You, who took my everything)

Sungmin's eyes shed tears without him noticing it. Kyuhyun's stare is just too weakening that he felt numb the
moment they stared at each other. Effortlessly, his former lover showed him how hard it was when he left but...
'is he dumb? these things are private... and he cannot tell me those simple words when it was just the two of us,
my overly confident Kyuhyun became too coward that he cannot express his feelings that time and now what is he
doing? he sings it all out with these audiences around. Kyuhyun-ah... you fool.' Sungmin thought.

But his heart isn't done skipping yet, Kyuhyun continuously bore his eyes on his former lover, saying all
those heart felt words through song... and finally the ending is about to come...

Last love, last kiss, last dream
Neoreul aneun gaseumi (My heart that knows you)
neomaneul gieokhae (only remembers you)
Goodbye, My love, my kiss
meomchwo isseul geot gata (It's like it has stopped)
Neo eobsi idaero (without you)
My love, my kiss, my heart...

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Before he could finish the whole song, Sungmin composed himself, wiped the tears from his eyes and walked away. He
doesn't like seeing Kyuhyun looking at him like that when he doesn't know exactly what the young man is thinking about.
Siwon finally saw him and ran after him.
The show must go on for Kyuhyun, no matter how hard he wanted to stop Sungmin from walking away, he must continue
singing.

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Sungmin finally freed a loud sound of crying when he went out of the club; weeping and covering his mouth with the
back of his hand.
"You don't need to sing any song if you want me back. A simple 'stay' will do. Kyuhyun-ah... you're such a fool."

"Sungmin sshi..." Siwon said as he reached Sungmin.

The short guy sniffed and swallowed and without looking at Siwon, he said... "I'm going first..." and walked away
without waiting for his boss' answer. He doesn't want his boss to see this side of him.
At least not this side of his... otherwise he'll be forced to tell him everything. 
Siwon couldn't do anything but to watch him leave and just wonder what could have happen.

He continuously cry as he walked along the cold weather, the snow complimented his very sad and heartbreaking
emotions... however, he only heard that song for the first time, but it seems like he has known it for years, he's mind
keeps on hearing the same song and keeps on seeing Kyuhyun's eyes boring on him, sending messages that only his
heart can understand.

He just wished Kyuhyun could tap him on his shoulder and stop him at that time. He continuously walk...
until he felt a warm hand tapping his shoulder, he smiled even though he's crying as he looked back and called...
"Kyuhyun-ah..."

His smile was gone as he found a random stranger tapping him and shortly apologizing for tapping the wrong person.
He looked down and tears started forming again... 'I know that the show must go on for you... but can't you at least
try stopping me to leave?' He sighed as he tried calming down. 'I don't even know what to do now.'

He was back to his apartment... but he feels like he will never go home. A place without Kyuhyun in it will never ever be a home.
He felt really bad that night. His feet is feeling cold, his feeling lightheaded
and even his heart needs repair, he must see a doctor, a phychologist if possible.

'Kyuhyun-ah... I'm in the wrong, I doubted you... can't you take me back?' his last thought before he finally fell
asleep, a tear falling from his eyes.

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Right after the performance, Kyuhyun asked Siwon where Sungmin has gone to...but honestly, what does his boss knows?
He looked hopeless...

"I must tell him now...Sungmin...I want you back...so badly."

*Author's note: Song was from Mr. Simple album, title: My Love, My Kiss, My Heart. credits to the translator :)
overly addicted to this song by-the-way*