After a long drive, stop overs, selca time (courtesy of Himchan) and eating, they ended up at a secluded beach owned by a friend of Yongguk. 

As much as Daehyun has to admit, he did have fun. But despite the fun and joy, their's that hallow feeling in his chest stopping him from consuming the happiness around him. He unconsciously rubs his chest from time to time to which Himchan has noticed.

"Daehyun-ah how are you feeling?", he asked worriedly.

Daehyun looked at their group omma and felt guilty. He doesn't want his friends to be worried of him.

"I'm ok hyung. I think."

"Do you want to talk about it?"

Daehyun made a small smile towards his hyung and shook his head. Himchan is always be someone you can share your thoughts and someone you can lean on without any notion of negativity against you; maybe that's why he is the omma of the group. 

"If you're ready then", Himchan caressed his face and gave him a warm hug.

"Omma! Hyung! Let's watch the sunset", Junhong exclaimed running towards them with Jongup in tow.

"Come, let's go", Himchan motioned.

"I'll be right there hyung", he replied as he tries to compose himself. Himchan patted his shoulder before leaving.

"Yah Bbang quit napping you already slept a lot in the car!", Himchan shouted dragging out their poor leader under an umbrella.

Daehyun smiled, feeling grateful that he has friends who are willing to support him through all this. But he smile faltered as he watch them together with the person they love. He tries to wipe away his tears before his friends sees them but it keeps falling as he remembers the times he had with Youngjae. Turning around he opted to walk away from them. He needs to be alone for now to clear his head.

"Let him go" Yongguk stops Jongup and Junhong from following the other.

"He needs to be alone for now. He will come back once he's ready"

"But what if he does something wrong appa?", Jongup asked.

"He won't. He just need some time alone and we will be here once he comes back", Himchan reassures them.

"It's not like he can leave the place, the boat is here", Yongguk stating the fact, producing a sigh of relief from the younger ones.

Daehyun walked and walked until he felt he can't make any step at all. He fell down and cried hard.

What has he done? Is he lacking? Did he not show how much he loves Youngjae?

​He didn't know how long he was lying there. He looked around and it was dark. He panicked in worry, but as he stood up he collapsed in exhaustion from crying. He tried standing up again and almost hit his head on a rock if he wasn't held up.

"We're here Dae", he heard Himchan's worried voice. He looked at Himchan feeling guilty for making them worried again. He is a burden to them.

"Don't you even think about that Daehyun", Yongguk's reprimanding voice was heard as he steps behind Himchan.

"I know what you are thinking and you are not a burden to us"

"We are your friends, your family and we will always be here for you no matter what"

Daehyun clung and cried even harder at Himchan.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry", he chanted.

"Dae look at me", Himchan softly lifted his head and wiped his tears.

Daehyun looked at him and felt calm for the first time in days.

"We will never leave you. Always remember that.", Himchan said engulfing him in a hug, in which Yongguk joined after.

"Let's go before your dongsaengs pull all their hairs out waiting for us. Or in this case Junhong making Jongup bald", Yongguk said chuckling trying to lighten up the mood. Daehyun smiled and nodded.

"What do you want me to cook?", Himchan asked.

"Anything omma", he smiled.

Maybe he doesn't know the reason why Youngjae broke up with him. But he is happy that the other members are here helping him take a step towards acceptance.

A/N: New chapter is here!

Ok so for those who are asking Choi Youngjae will appear on the next chapter so don't worry they will meet.

So for now a little angst.

comments please <3

till next update!

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