Yunho entered the motel room and looked around; jaejoong was sitting on the bed with the puppy sleeping beside him with a big frown on his face and the second he saw yunho he made a tsk and turned his face away from yunho angrily

'I'm sorry for being late' yunho apologized

'You! School was over a long time ago!' jaejoong yelled angrily at yunho

'I know I'm sorry' yunho smiled softly at jaejoong

'Where were you up until now?' jaejoong stood up and walked to yunho still with the same dangerous look upon his face

'School was closed today for some construction work so I took Junsu, Yoochun and changmin to the nearby town' yunho explained

'Why did not you take me?' jaejoong looked sad now as he frowned and looked down

'Because we will go tomorrow, just you and me and beside we only went to get Junsu a new puppy and help changmin out of his depression' yunho tried

'Min was depressed?'

'He saw kibum walking around with a blond girl and got all jealous so we took him to the mall and got him a makeover to seduce kibum'

'And do you think it will work?'

'I'm sure of it' smiled yunho

Relaxing his expression now and smiling softly jaejoong looked at yunho:' and tomorrow we will go alone?'

'Yup like on a date' smiled yunho as he tried to trick jaejoong so he won't stay angry at him

'Really?' jaejoong's eyes widened happily and yunho nodded his head smiling, he was safe for now

Laying on the bed yunho looked at jaejoong and remembered Yoochun's words…

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'Tell me the truth Yoochun, what happened between you all and jaejoong?'

'You must know that jaejoong was always alone, even when he was around his parents he was alone…' Yoochun began

Looking at Yoochun for a quick second before shifting his gaze back at the road yunho listened carefully to Yoochun's every word

'Jaejoong came from a very rich family, his parents were always too busy managing the family companies to take care of him so he spent all his time alone with the maids or the books and when we meet him we were about ten years old and we became friends, all of us and although Jae hyung was so full of himself and used to act all y and selfish we knew that he had a very nice heart under that icy look so we tried our best to learn how to deal with it and let it go but then about two years ago Heechul came… at that time jaejoong's life was getting worse as his parents decided to travel out of the country and leave him alone again… he got so depressed and then he heard about his parents adopting a baby boy and publishing their pictures with him, Jae hyung got jealous especially when they decided not to show up on his birthday or at Christmas and so he wanted to get revenge from his parents so he started to hang around with Heechul… we had a fight with him back then so we did not bother to try and talk to him, we just let him go and then… Heechul started teaching Jae hyung how to use his body to get what he wanted… Jae hyung changed a lot, he became all y and maniac… he started moving between boyfriends and lovers so fast and he even cheated on them all… he stopped talking to us too and then rumors spread about him leaving the village for some kind of revenge plan on one stormy night and that was it… no one heard anything new about him since then… his parents came back and searched all the area for him for weeks but nothing had been found except his favorite necklace hanging on a tree beside a cliff, they never found a body but…' Yoochun could not go on talking, as he started to tear up

Stopping at the red light yunho took the chance to turn his head and look at Yoochun, he saw him crying and saw the shame, guilt and regret in his eyes as he cried

'It was not your fault' yunho stated softly

'Yes it was, we all know that… if we talked to him, if we understood him then he would not have gone with Heechul, he would not change like that and would not… die' Yoochun's tears trailed down his face again

'You could not do that so stop crying, it's not your fault' yunho tried again

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'Yah where are you spacing out?' jaejoong threw a pillow on yunho's face bringing him back to reality

Looking at jaejoong yunho smiled a little, jaejoong did have a hard life but he is better now, he will make sure to change him, to show him what friendship, what love and what happiness meant

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I looked at yunho to see him looking at me or through me and spacing out again and this time I was about to hit him with a bigger pillow when I saw the little puppy shift a little in his sleep, I looked at him and took him into my arms and hugged him tightly remembering that night, remembering how fate twisted everything for me and how I ended up a ghost like this…

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I hanged up the phone and slammed the magazine on the table not believing what the hell is going on, they skipped my birthday a week ago, and they did not come for Christmas and New Year too but they have time for their new son, they have time to skip work for an entire day and go to the park and play soccer with him!

I have been trying to call them all day now but they won't answer me, it's like if they decided they don't want me now they got a new son

Sitting on the chair near the phone I could not help my tears, they gave him everything while left me with nothing, for his birthday they threw a huge party for him without inviting me while for my birthday I only got a card from his secretary and a big check like always

I had enough of it! I had enough of everything! If they don't want me they should have told me and not act like I do not exist but they did they hurt me a lot and now…

Wiping away my own tears I stood up filled with anger and driven by sorrow, I will make them pay! I will make them regret treating me like this! I will

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I held the magazine in my hands for a second before I ripped it into pieces and threw it away, it was them again with their new son, their heir as they declared the other day, and they were in the park again playing with a ball happily

Sitting on my bed I did not cry, I had already promised myself that I won't cry because of them, that I will never care, that I will freeze my feelings and my heart and that I will get what I want without their help, I will get it with my body, with my face as Heechul told me

Even friends are useless, I had friends before, Yoochun, Junsu, changmin and kibum were my friends but even they betrayed me and left me, they did not care about me and got angry on me for ruining some documents for his work, they called me selfish and immature and jerk, but do they really care? Did they even bother to know why did I do it? No they did not because friends are useless!

Never in my life had they played ball with me, in a matter of fact they never played anything with me, they barely talked to him in the morning before rushing to their company for some meeting or something and I always played alone until I met Yoochun and the rest, they were my friends but still they hurt me and then came Heechul

The first time I met Heechul I thought he was a that he uses his body to get whatever he wants but soon when my so called friends betrayed me he was there for me, he taught me that friends, emotions and family are useless words with no meaning to them, it is a tough world out there and only the strong will survive, if you were not a wolf you will be eaten by wolves so I had to become a wolf and here am I today

I don’t need them anymore, I don’t need anyone anymore, I have my own fan club at school, I have lovers that are willing to give me the world on a golden tray and I can get everything, no one says no to me anymore, no one hurts me anymore and no one will because I froze my heart just like Heechul told me to and now I will be the strongest wolf there is

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I ran away from my house crying under the hard rain, I did not care about the storm or the rain or even the cold as I ran bare footed out of the house and out of the village feeling hurt

I could not believe my own ears when they told me so I watched the interview myself and could not help feel betrayed again

They had told the world they got only one son, their adopted son, the one to be their only heir and they smiled while showing off their family picture but they did not mention me, they did not say anything about me and although I promised not to cry I did so I decided to go to my lover's house and forget about what I have heard

Entering the house I heard weird noises so I walked to the bedroom and saw it, wide eyes I stood there shaking and crying as I saw all my lovers on the bed with Heechul! All of them were with him! Even they betrayed me! Even they hurt me! They told me they will give me the world but they gave me hurt and pain so I ran away from all that and now running away into the woods I tried my best to see in front of me but it was so hard to see, not sure if it was because of my tears or the rain but I could not see in front of me as I ran away from all the pain

Suddenly I heard a low weak bark so looking around and feeling my way on the ground I saw the main street and there by the street lamp I managed to see it, it was a little small puppy in the middle of the road as a sport car driving so fast was driving his way and he was about to be hit and without thinking I just knew I do not want the puppy to be hurt so I jumped into the middle of the road and hugged him tightly shielding him from the car as I saw a shining white light coming my way, it was coming nearer and nearer and getting bigger and bigger and I closed my eyes waiting for the worst to happen…

TBC>>

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