Jessica POV 

Many summers had passed...

And we are in our last year in high school.

"Jessica Jung!!! Why your career counseling form is totally blank?!! Dont you have a plan for your future Miss Jung?" Mr. Park shout at me. I really dont know i wanna be, What always in my mind was become Yuri's bride. Yeah you can call me a brainless girl, a , a shameless girl, a stubborn whatever but i want you to know that my feeling toward Yuri will never change.

"Miss Junggg Is there nothing you want to do? Yuri and Sooyoung already decided their futures. I know you three are really close but one day you guys must separate to reach your own dream you cant keep stick together until you old, you know that right Jessica?" I just nod my head because i really cant answer him right now.

"Huhhh... okay i will give you time to think about it and when you arleady make up your mind you can find me but dont take it to long okay Jessica?" I nod again

"Good, now you can go home. Take care"

"Ah gamsahamida and good afternoon sir" I quickly go out from the teacher room.

Huh? what must i do? I dream to become Yuri's bride but how can it happen if i cant even  confess my feeling to him, every time i want to confess i always find him staring at Yoong photo sadly, I know Yuri must still have feeling to Yoong, but Yoong is nowhere now, why is he still cant move on. Dont he know i was the one who always wait for him, cant he see i was the one who always beside him?? Because of him too i have to make a stupid crime. Because of Him i must feel this guilt over my life. Yuri ahh why you make my life become a mess huh? What have done wrong?

"Heyyyy Sicaaa, what's up with your face ? you look really ugly with that expression?" Soo suddenly put his arm on my shoulder.

'Ohh Soo"

"Hey hey.. what's wrong? Is it about that stupid career form again? " I just sigh when Soo can easyly read my mind. This guy always know what wrong with me easyly like thats was write on my forehead that he can read it everytime he want.

"Aisssh yahh Jung dont stress it outt just keep it flow okay" Soo said and pat my head like a kid

"Soo are you succeed your father too? to become a postman ?" 

"Yeah i think so, my mom keep begging me to help my dad, but my dad keep told me to go to college. hmm maybe for now i will my dad first then think about the college some other time."

"Huuh why you guys can that easy to choose want you want to do ? Aishhh this is so frustrating" i ruffled my hair frustratedly

"Hmmm i know what actually your dream is" Soo said, i look at him blankly. What's now he even know what my dream even i dont know. is he a forecasters?

"You want to be Yuri's bride right?" Whattt????how cann heeee know that 

"Hahaha dont be shock Sica ah you never know that i know you beteer than yourself" See he is reaaly creepy me out. 

"Hmm yeah that's true but i think i will eliminate that one soon, Yuri dont even interested in  me" I said with a flat tone

" Yahh what are you talking about ? You two really suit each other. be more confident Sica-ah" Soo look at me but there is somthing wrong with his stare

"huh i dont know anymore Soo, i think i'll give up soon"

"Whatt you want to chase after him??? ohhh thats good.. ahh there is Yuri go approach your groom!!!" Soo pat me and push me to the beach where Yuri was clean the fish boat.

"Heyy SooSicaaaa!!!' Suddenly Yuri shout at us

"Oh hey Yul, are you just finish catching the fish?" Soo ask i just keep quiet dont bother to look at Yuri

"Yupp, oh Sica how about your career form ?? are you already decide something??" I just shake my head, then Yuri ruffle my hair plafully

"Omoo our Jungie still confuse about her future hahaha" I now i already blush a lot when Yuri ruflle my hair and embrace my shoulder. WHo doesnt Yuri now already become a man he really has a nice toned abs and of course a handsome face that never change since he was child.

"Ohhh guys i think i'll go first okay, my dad will kill me if i dont send this mail. Byeee!" Soo said out of sudden then before he want to walk away  he wink at me. Aish what thats wink for?? This shikshin really weird.

"Hmm so you will also succed your dad to become a fisherman?"

"Hmm i think so my dad keep begging me to help him ,(*whisper) you know he even crying" 

"Yahhh Yurii what did you say to Sica huh??' Mr. Kwon shout i think he heard what Yuri said. Even he is whispering i think one island still can hear him.

"Ohh anniyo dad!!! " Yuri quickly shout back while rubbing his nape.

"Yul i think i must go home now, mom must be busy cooking right now. I'll see you soon okay" I said but before i can go yuri grab my hand

"Wait.. take thiss , i just catch it earlier. And tell Autie Jung i say hello. Okay you can go noww byee Jungg" Yuri said while give me a bucket of rock fish. 

"Thanks Yul, Abboji!!! i will go first okay take care" i shout and Uncle Kwon smile while waving at me.

Huh ! why my life is so complicated, maybe if Yoong was still here my life will be more complicated i totally wont have any hope to be with Yuri. I think Yoong maybe will become a really beautiful girl right now. Hmmm Yoong....Was she alright?How can she never visit us if she alright i really want to make clear something? aish this guilt feeling will never leave me until i can meet her and apoligize to her for what i done.You know there is one secret that i kept until now maybe if i told it the whole world will hate me and kill me especially Yuri.You maybe already know what is it.

My mind is had been bothered by many thing this last year, the first one is what i want tobe , the second one of course it about Yoong because of my jealous and selfishness i almost kill her. Aishhhh Can i run away from this reality? 

"Sicaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!" This voice i really know it, its Yoong voice. Aishhh i even have a hallucinations i think i'll be crazy in no time.I speed up my footsteps. 

"Yah... Sicaaaaaaa waittt up !!!!" Aishhh stopp it Yoong i know i was wrong but stop haunt me like this. Then i can feel someone hand on my shoulder, goosebumps are all over my body. i try to walk again but that hand grab my arm. I think i will faint now.

"Sicaaa so you are still mad at me huh to make you ignore me??" I think i am not hallucinating, it seem true, i slowly turn body anddd yeahhhh I am not crazy, Yoong is standing infront of me and oh my God