Btw, that's how I'm imaging Lizzy ^-^

October 2009

Damn. Why did I forget my umbrella?

I ran to the bus stop, I was already late.

It's not my day.

"Hey, Lizzy." my friend Jenny said.

"Hey Jen."

"Your late! Like always. You should plan your day better."

I heard that everyday from her.

"Lizzy with who are you writing again? With your lover?"

"Sehun is not my lover! And no, with my cousin." I pretended.

"I didn't say Sehun..." she giggled.

"Bu.. But I know you mean Sehun!"

"Sehun here, Sehun everywhere. We should make a ladies night again! Remember our last ladies night? I'm sorry, but Sehun really isn't a lady!"

"But it was funny to do his make up, wasn't it?"

Jenny smiled.

"Yeah.. but..Lizzy.. I wanna spend time just with a girl again. With my Lizzy. These are our last months before we turn to different high schools."

I hugged her.

"You're right. I'm sorry. Do you have time at friday?"

"Sure!"

As we exit the bus, I saw Sehun coming in my direction.

"Alright.. I'm gonna let you two LOVERS alone." Jenny whispered and did this kawaii wink thing.

"We're not.."

"Hey Lizzy!"

"Oh, hey, Sehun!" I smiled.

"Why didn't I see you at the bus station today?" I asked him.

"I slept by Suki."

"Oh. Are you two finally in a relationship?" I laughed.

"Almost. It's going in a right direction." He smiled at me with his big brown puppy eyes.

May 2012

The rain was prickling in my face, like little stabs with a knife.

Damn. Why did I forget my umbrella?

Why do I always forget everything?

Why am I always doing everything wrong?

Yeah.

Why did I do this?

It was so obviously.

I wish I could be swallowed up by the earth.

The tears started to ran down my face.

Everything is ruined.

"Lizzy, wait!" I heard Sehun shouting.

I reached the bus. The door closed.

How he stand there.

How he looked at me.