Not again, Never.
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“Wow Hyuk... Haa, that was… amazing!” the girl presently under me says. She is panting just as much as I am right now. I don’t remember her name. Not that I really cared.
I look down at her, flashing my famous smile. I can see the blush creep on her soft cheeks, but that lingering lust is still noticeable in her chocolate brown eyes. I got her wrapped around my finger. It’s almost to easy.
“It was my pleasure.” I respond, removing myself from her.
Suddenly her porcelain white legs wrap around my mid-section pulling down, preventing me from moving.
“Don’t you want to go for another round?” he whispers in my ear, then bites down on my earlobe afterwards.
I get a slightly irritated when girls cling on to me like that, but I don’t show it. I chuckle lowly, pulling her legs off me, and I move away from her completely. I sit up on the side of the bed.
“Nah, I’m good, thanks.”
I feel her shift on the bed. “Aww…why not? Don’t you want to have some more fun?” she says while she slides his finger down my spine.
I turn to look at her, reaching to move a blond strand out of her face. It makes her blush.
“I got all the fun that I need already. You know I can’t stay all night.” I tell her so she doesn’t start whining or begging me to stay.
She sighs, looking to side. ”Yeah I know…it’s one of your rules.”
“That’s right.”
I have rules that I set up for people I sleep with on the regular. I don’t want anyone to misunderstand. I’m not serious with any of them nor do I want to. It’s better to put boundaries so none of them get the wrong idea about the type of relationship I have with them.
“But hey, we can do this again some other time.” Her eyes sparkled at my words.
“I would love that Hyuk!” she exclaims.
“Ok, well I have to go. I’ll call you, alright…umm.” I say getting dressed, stopping when I realize that I still didn’t recall the name of the half- girl in front of me.
“It’s Nara…” I see the hint of disappointment in the girl’s eyes, but she quickly shot me a smile. “I’ll be waiting.”
I smirk, leaving the room after saying our goodbyes. I make my way to the hallway, heading towards the living room. I grab my leather jacket on the couch and head for the door. Once I’m out in the apartment. I pull out my little black book.
“She was pretty good. A new one added to the list, I guess.” I say looking down at my phone, feeling self-satisfied. I write her name under the last partner I had. “I should avoid her for a while so she doesn’t get too attached.” I usually don’t see the same partner twice in a row. It makes them think that they are special and I can’t have that. I don’t get close to anyone, NEVER.
As I leave the apartment complex, I can see that the sun has yet to rise. I need to head back to my place, and get some sleep.
I get into my black jeep, and hit the road. With one hand on the wheel, a hint of regret starts to sink in. I feel bad for the people I sleep with, even though I try not to instill any false hope of a future with me, I can’t stop those who still think that way. I quickly shrugged those thoughts and feelings away. It can't be helped. I am who I am, and I'm honest about it...kind of. I know it’s wrong, but I need to do this for myself. I’m not going to be “that guy” again, never. I can’t be the one to be hurt anymore…not again….
Foreword
Hey guys, so I know I have 2 other fics that I already started but I sorta have writers block for them right now (not fun haha) but this idea/story has been eating at me for months now and i had to start it. No choice, seriously the struggle was real! =_=
Anyways in order for me to write more often and regularly i need my readers (you guys) to comment your opinions. ITS REALLY IMPORTANT TO ME since that's my motivations to keep writing. i get to interract with you guys which makes me racking my brain for ideas and sleeping late cause of writing worth it. I don't know how this story is gonna turn out since i'm writing as i go along per usual (duh! lol) so i cant be sure of what the story is gonna contain. There might be ansgt (thats for sure cause i dont like writing overly happy stories), / boyxboy or boyxgirl actions idk (maybe if i have enough confidence in my writing skills to pull it off i dont want to give you guys a half story so it has to be done right >_< ), ect.
We'll see what happens lol c:
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