flasback colour /self thought(monolongue)

raemi POV

it already 2 month he leave me. i don't know why he did that to me, i don't know the reason until today. walking alone at the school corridor, the whole school know about my relationship with luhan since luhan is the kingka's. the girl's always talking about me  since luhan leave and luhan also not attending school since the incident  i also don't know why. i decide to just ignore everyone around me yes! eveyone! i arrieved at my class and open the class door. the moment i step inside i saw he was here. luhan present today. i noticed that he stare at me he present.. i look away and take my sit on my own table. our seat is not far from each other[luhan;baekhyun sehun;me]

"good morning raemi!" sehun put his arm around shoulder,i push his hand away "morning" i answer without any interesting. me and sehun are close before and i think i should keep my distance away from exo..or keep it normal? ergh i don't know "mr.kang is on his way!" one of our most noisy classmate shout. that what he always do, every preiod. mrs.kang step inside "stand up! good morning teacher" everyone stand up as the class president started to greet mr.kang "good morning mr.kang" we all take our sit after greeting.it mathematic class, i hate math! it too difficult to solve even i can't solve my own problem sigh . i never focused in math class. i still remember that when im not focus in class i will text luhan, but now i can't do that thing. we not even together anymore?

buzzz~ [phone vibarte]

i took my phone out from my unifrom pocket 1 massage..from luhan? pftt of course not

from:sehun

psst! you not focuse again? stop day dream paboya! :P

dispointed! i thought it was from him. i put my phone down. ignored sehun text, he texted me again

from:sehun

why you not reply?

i put my phone back inside my pocket and look at him "just focus by yourself,don't care about me" i say in cold and loud tune. enough for luhan baekhyun and my backrow sitter to hear. i put my head down and draw something on my book. class finished, i put my book inside my back and take my korean novel book. before i step out. suho,lay,chen and kris are infornt the door "hai rae-mi" suho smile, i smile back with 'weak' smile "where you going?" lay ask "anywhere i want" i changed  "you not eat with us?" i shake my head "no,thank you and please give me way" tao pull my hand "eat with me" he grin "no, i want finish read my book" i pull my hand back "come one~" sehun put his arm around my shoulder and pull me with him, luhan seem not care if i eat with them or not. i push sehun away from me and shout on his face "i say