" W-what?" he stutters.

" You heard me." I scoff at his face.

" You are such a cheap anyways!" he yells.

You gasp.
That son of a .
 How dare he call you that. 
You were fuming with rage. 
You were about to kill him when all of a sudden.

" WHAT DID YOU SAY TO HER?!" 

I turn around to see Youngbae.

Wait... What?!

Youngbae wasn't at the meeting so what is he doing here?

He was really pissed off and you kinda felt relief. 

" Oh, so your little pet came Ji Hyun!" Jiyong snickered.

Youngbae came right at him punching him in the face. 
Hard. 
I mean Bae has some muscles.
Jiyong stumbled backwards.

" STOP IT! Bae, lets go!" you scream.

This was getting way out of hand.

This is why you wanted to leave.

You knew this would happen.

Youngbae was always here for you and you cared for him very much.

Jiyong was still on the ground holding his face.
 
The two of you ran to the elevator trying to escape quickly.

Once the elevator doors shut you turn to Youngbae.

" Bae what the hell was that?!" you say.

" Ji Hyun! Don't give me that look! I care about you okay?!" he says a bit to loudly. 

Realizing that he blushed.

Cute.

" B-bae... I don't know what to say..." you sigh. 

After that night you and Bae became really close. 
There weren't any awkward silences or bad jokes.
 He was just perfect. He made you feel loved. 
But... 
It was like something was missing.

Jiyong.

Just the sound of his name made your chest hurt.

It has been 3 months since that night...

Maybe it was just a habit, having him around.

But... Maybe it wasn't?

Jiyong really hurt your feelings. He was rude and just irritating.

It made you wonder. 

Did he ever love me?

" Baby? What are you thinking about?" Bae asked while sitting next to you.

He noticed. Of course he did, i mean he wasn't blind.
It hurt him... Not knowing your true feelings.

" Oh? Nothing..." you mumble. 

It consumed you.
This isn't right.
Youngbae doesn't deserve me...

" Answer me something." he says while looking at you.

" Y-yes?" 

" Do you love him?"

Pain.
Pain hit your chest like a tone of bricks.
I cant do this.
You could feel your eyes tearing up. 

" I-i..." you whisper. 

Not being able to hold it anymore you start sobbing.

It was to much.

Youngbae hugged you tightly while playing with your hair.

He knew the answer. 

You two stayed like that for a while. As the sobs became quieter he let go of you.

Slowly standing up you look at him.

You see what you have done to him.

You ruined him.

His eyes were filled with pain and sorrow. 

It broke your heart.

" I wish i could love you..." you whisper.

Im sorry