Today is the day...
I wore my black jeans and a white shirt with some suede Louboutin's. 

As i stare at my reflection in the mirror i can see it.
I can see the sadness in my eyes.
I can see that twinkle is gone.
Why?
Because of Jiyong.

What an ... Bringing his new "girlfriend" to my birthday party just to gloating. 
Well, he ruined my birthday...
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The ride took about 30 minutes. As the car arrived i carefully stepped out. 
Paparazzi were everywhere.

I actually read a lot of interesting news about me.
That i was pregnant.
A drug dealer and the one that actually made me laugh.
I was a Taiwanese hooker.

Walking in the building i was greeted by the secretary.

" Oh! Miss Ji Hyun, you are a bit late!" she scattered.

" Please proceed!" she said kindly.

I stand in front  of the door breathing deeply. 

I have to do this.

I have to look strong even if i feel like nothing.

I walk in and everyones head turns.

I could feel his eyes on me.
It made me shiver. 
 
I rise my eyebrow at their faces.

Surprise, es...

" Miss me?" i say.

" UNNIE!!" Minzy squealed as she literally tackled me into a hug.

" Minzy-ah!" I say overwelmed. 

" Omo! Unnie i am sorry, i was just excited." she bows.

" Kekeke, its okay! " i say chuckling.

That was the first time in 3 months i smiled. 

"Unnie, you look great." Seungri commented.

" Thank you, mankae." I say.

" How are you feeling, , Ji Hyun?" YG asked.

" Fine." I reply.

" Well lets start!" YG says but i stop him.

" Im sorry, Saranghim for interrupting but i have something to announce. 
And it is very important. "

Everyone stared at me once again.

And i can feel his eyes piercing through me. 

That son of a .

You know what, lets play your game, .

I turn to Jiyong and proceed. 

" What i wanted to say is..." I say looking directly at him.

" I am leaving YG." I say in a firm voice.

Gasps were heard through the room. 

His eyes widen and he opens his mouth to say something, but...

" WHAT?!" Minzy says. 

Her eyes prickling with tears.

I felt guilty, but it had to be like this...   

" UNNIE!" Chaerin interrupts Minzy making me turn to her.

" WHAT DO YOU MEAN! WHY? " she yells.

" Chaerin! Don't raise your voice at your sunbae!" YG scolded her.
Her face fell as she apologized.

" No, no... I understand." I sigh.

" I just feel like its time to move on, i want to expand in different directions and i lost the passion..." 

" I am sorry..." I say calmly.

" You are not going anywhere." 
a voice was heard.

Woow, the can speak. 
Prick.

" That is not your decision  , 
G Dragon." I smirk. 

I never call him that.
He hates to be called by his stage name. Especially when i do it. 

" What did you call me?" he said trying to keep his calm. 

Suddenly he grabs my wrist pulling me out of the room.

" YAH! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" I yell. 

He grabs my wrist harder making me yelp in pain.

Pulling me to the roof top he knocks the door open with his foot. 

I finally free myself snatching my arm back. 

" WHAT THE IS WRONG WITH YOU?" I scream at his face.

" Are you doing this because of me?" he smirks.

I was fuming.

" WHAT?! 
Who gives you the right to talk to me like that you . 

I don't give a about you. 

Understand?! 

I just want to be happy!!" I yell.

" Oh, really?!" he scoffs.

He starts coming closer. 
And closer, and closer. 
Till we are 10 cm apart. 

I could feel his breath on my cheek.

" Tell me, Ji Hyun. Tell me that you don't love me." he says confidently. 

I inch closer and hover over his lips.

" I hate you, G Dragon." I whisper against his lips.

I pull away looking at his face. 
He was shattered.
And it felt good.

" Do you understand now?" I tilt my head. 

Its your turn to suffer.
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