He was sitting in his cousin’s wedding reception, Jessica Jung, she was dancing happily in her husband junho’s arms, how could that scene be so lovely, he should’ve been happy for her but how can he, when his own happiness itself is not complete, and as if fate was playing dirty tricks on him , as in the same dancing circle, there was his sweet heart dancing too, but with another man, yeah right, the jerk he was, haslost her, and he thinks that getting her back is like a miracle for the mean time, as he pretty messed things up with her , and didn’t take care of her well enough, he thought that love was enough, but a relationship was something more than saying a mere “ I Love You” even everyday!

Love is to cherish each other, and be by each other side every day, in hard times and good times, to love with no bonds, and give time and space or closeness if needed, in one word comfort is the base in any love, but he wasn’t able to provide any of those! He wasn’t by her side when she had a hard time, he wasn’t there to cheer her up before any of her exams, and he couldn’t read in her the need of him being close to her, and to understand her fears to fight them side by side with her

She Seo JooHyun, had completely took out his life and happiness with her when she left him, she left nothing but traces of beautiful memories they lived and her bright smile never left him a minute but it shines even brighter in his dreams bringing his heart to hammer wildly inside his chest,

Today was the first time he meets her after they broke up, a lifeless environment she put him in as she left; she looked breathtakingly beautiful in her pale blue sleeveless mini dress, with her hair in soft waves falling perfectly on her back, she walked gracefully down the aisle holding her new boyfriend’s hand, and she took her place on the bridesmaid side while her boyfriend junsu took his place beside his bestrfriend junho as he personally assigned him as his bestman, yonghwa’s heart was clenching mercilessly as he saw Seohyun, his Seohyun receiving lovely gazes from her boydfriend and how she would smile shyly as she catches him looking at her throughout the wedding ceremonies, and as he sees now , they didn’t leave each other side all throughout the reception party, yonghwa observed the couple, and how junsu would tuck the loose strand of her hair behind her ear or caress her cheek softly, whisper something in her ears sneakily and she would laugh heartily, how happy she looked, is it right for him to regret the past more than he already did? Does he have the right to say “if” ?

“if only I knew what kind of treatment she likes, I would’ve done it over and over again tirelessly” he sighed

“too young to dumb to realize that I shoud’ve bought you flowers and held your hand, should’ve give you all my hours when I had the chance”

Yonghwa couldn’t describe the look she gave him as soon as their eyes met for the first time after their separation, a mix of emotions flashed through her usually bright and sparkling eyes, sadness, disappointment, and longing? Oh Seohyun did you just give me that look? It’s just the same look you gave me in the past whenever you missed me! Or am I just being delusional?

He fixed his Tux before getting up and bravely walking toward her while she was dancing and gently tapped junsu’s shoulder

" may I have this dance?" he asked as politely as he could

"uhm! Sure?" Junsu hesitantly gave seohyun’s hand to yonghwa as she glared at him as if telling him not to give her hand away, but too late she was already in Yonghwa’s arm, obliged to sway gracefully not to attract much attention and acted like nothing is happening, she could feel Yonghwa’s burning gaze on her but she only looked straight and fixed her stare on his chest, not wanting to meet his stare, afraid her buried feelings would come out again, she flinched as Yonghwa grabbed her waist firmly and held her close to his body , she felt his breath on her forehead, her nerves were breaking down, her legs were shaking, only Yonghwa’s touch was supporting her securely

"Seohyun’ah!" He decided to end the suffocating silence

"Hmm?" she was surprised and tormented as he called her name. she misses him

"How are you? he asked gently  'stupid , you know you have better questions' he scolded himself

"Fine, you?" as simple as she could, she uttered out an answer 

"I’m not fine!" he sincerely said hoping she could catch his true emotion through his tone

"Hmm is that so? W-why?" She looked up to meet his hurt eyes, she looked down again Is she afraid? of what? Him?

"Ever since you left i-" she didn't let him finish his sentence and cut him off midway

"Yonghwa please, if you want to talk about the past, let’s just leave this dance!" She commented as she tried to detach herself from him, but held her strongly,

"I couldn’t hide my feelings, and yes I want to talk about the past, and I want to fix up my m