“but I still can’t believe that u really see me like that. I’m not that perfect, beside that  I’m not as beautiful as Yoona like ur fans more like rather than they see me paired with u.”

“look, u’re very pretty in my eyes till u almost gave me heart attack when u came down with wedding dress before my eyes, u really made my heart about jumped out. I liked it, liked it so much till made my ears burnt red. Even WGM MC’s also noticed that I really honest I liked u wore that wedding dress. In black interview I said it’d be very nice if I could see u wear it every day and I imagined u were really my beautiful bride that would be my real wife soon. So stop comparing urself with her or other girls that my fans like. Never once I said  I love her, I just love u Vic only u. Can’t u see that? Can’t I’m in love song explain enough my feeling for u? I also added ‘I just wanna be with u My Victoria’on that song and I really mean it. On my album I also wrote ur name on my thanks to and I was serious with that ‘if u feel tired, please call me’ I always available for u whenever u need me. How proud I was when I mentioned ur name as my wife like it was a real thing. But when I ask u to announced me as ur husband, u didn’t do it. Do u hate me?” uppsss how can I ask her like that? Babo.. babo.. babo..

“what are u talking bout Nichkhun-shi? It’s not like that, I’m just a woman not a man like u who can say that loudly, publicly. It’s just..”

“arasso arasso, sorry I just want u to see me as a man, not a dongsang. I always show u how strong I am by lifting u up with bridal style just to make u know I’m a man and not a dongsaeng. I know it’s a bit childish and I’m sorry for being like a kid, but I feel worry if u only think me as a dongsang and I really don’t want it happen. I will worried if there’s a man who’s better than me when it comes to u. Am I too much if I worry like that?” my eyes suddenly teary after saying those words.

“honestly  I’ve cried when 2PM Hot Blood, on Starking and our concert. But u’re the only girl who can make me cry after we divorced, only u Vic. After hearing ‘Afternoon Separation’ song I uploaded a photo in my twitter then I realized my eyes were a bit swollen after I cried so much, thought I’d be missing u a lot. JYP hyung knew I was very sad after WGM ended so he tried to cheered me up in twitter, he askes me to drink together with him. Sorry for being coward man like this.”

“I’m sorry Nichkhun-shi”

“sorry? Sorry for what? U did nothing wrong to me.”

“cuz I’m also a coward. I’m very naïve, childish and too scared of ur fans. Honestly I like u too but at first I thought it was one-sided love so I just keep it in my heart until now. Until u confess it today, I really don’t know what to do.” Her answer makes me want to scream as loud as possible.

“so  u like me too?? Jinjja? So u’ll be my girlfriend??” I see her cheeks blush like tomato, she nods lightly gives me signal ‘yes I like u too’. OMG..  (*O*). I can’t hide my happiness I jump like a frog which happy cuz rain is pouring on the ground.

“but I’m a bit afraid cuz we’re idols. And dating isn’t allowed for us.” I stop jumping and kneel down in front of her and hold her hands tightly. I can see her anxiety on her face clearly.

“I don’t care as long as I have u, but if u’re still afraid ok I won’t tell anyone that we’re dating. Are we dating now?? Kekekeke.. I’m also afraid that my fans will do something crazy  toward u. I won’t let it happen to u, I promise I’ll be the first guy who’ll be the shield for u, protecting u, comforting u and loving u always. So don’t worry ok..” I caress her chubby cheek try to cheer her up.

“and as long as I have u, my life is perfect” she holds my hand which still caressing her cheek.

“chukkahaeyo, u have perfect boyfriend like me.” I giggle after saying those cheesy words. Then she pinches my nose.

“aigooooo, I’m so lucky I have cute boyfriend like u.” finally I can see her beautiful smile.

“hey, I’m a man not a baby.” I pout my mouth. “aigoooooo so cute” now she pinches both of my cheeks.

“it’s ok if u call me thousand times I’m cute, but let me..” I pick her bridal style and sway around then she clings her hands around my neck automatically.

I hear goosebumps behind us, my members are clapping loudly. They tease me like there’s no tomorrow.

“ya Khun hyung, don’t make me feel jealous. Vic nuna, can u be matchmaker for us with f(x) member? hehheheeee” say Junho out of the blue.

“I want Sulli-shi..” Wooyoung raises his right hand like a student.

“I want Luna-shi..” Junsu also joins Wooyoung.

“I want Krystal-shi..” Taec also raises his hand.

“yah hyung u’re such a playboy here, u want Jessica-shi or Krystal-shi?” Chansung utters and makes Taec speechless. Then we laugh together, I’m happy cuz my member also support me and Victoria, ya ya ya actually they support us cuz they want Victoria makes them a lot of foods someday, but not only that they really know I will only happy if I’m with Victoria, not with someone else.