Luhan's POV

"You haven't told her yet?! Man, you're such a !" My friend Sehun told me with a shocked expression while the chocolate I gave him was still in his mouth.

I rolled my eyes. This friend of mine can be an idiot sometimes. Scratch that, he is an idiot. 

"There's a right time for that! Besides, she won't have a boyfriend." I smiled sincerely.

"And it's because of YOU!" He said, chewing the chocolate noisily.

Sehun was right. Since middle school, I've always walk Yuri to school and people around us thought we're a couple that's why guys were afraid to approach her. Who wouldn't be afraid of my deadly glares?  

"And..her father is too strict. He won't like his daughter to do anything unless it's studying or something like excelling in schooI. So.. Yeah" I sighed and look at the ceiling of my room.

Sehun looked convinced with my explanation and didn't answer back.

"Sehun." I said with a serious tone.

"Hmm?" Sehun looked at me in wonder. "Are you gonna confess your love for me, Luhan?" 

I punch his arm hard. "Shut the up, retard." He laughed his off and i can hardly see his eyes.

I cleared my throat and he is now wiping his tears from laughing so hard. 

"So what is it?" He is now serious.

"Tell me, just give me your opinion okay? I don't like you to be giving me troll answers and such, you head. That is why you need to be honest." 

He nodded excitedly, waiting impatiently for my question.

I sighed. "Do you think.... She likes me?"

Silence. Nothing can be heard except for the loud beating of my heart. I wonder what he thinks?

"I think.......

....Not."

Shock was written all over my face. He thinks Yuri doesn't like me even a bit? 

"How would she like you? You have bad grades, you are too conceited and you're a playboy. I doubt it, Luhan. I highly doubt it." Sehun said without thinking. 

Am I really that bad? First of all, I have bad grades because I'm too busy with my soccer practices. Second, I'm not conceited. Well, I guess....maybe sometimes .Lastly, I admit that I had many girlfriends but that was all just an act just to make Yuri jealous!

As if reading my mind, Sehun blurted out. "Yeah yeah make her jealous blah blah blah. For all i know you only dated many girls out of frustration because you failed making her jealous with your first ever girlfriend. Her reaction? It's as if nothing had happened. It only means one thing. She doesn't feel the same way, dude." 

Silence once again. I didn't want to hear those words at all. Sehun just uttered the words i'm afraid to hear the most. Yuri, the girl I've been dreaming to be with, doesn't look at me the way i look at her. It hurts.

I clenched my fist and I faced down, looking at the floor. Am i crying? Of course not, not so manly. 

Does Yuri really think of me as a mere friend? Will it be different if I only had courted her in the past? What does she really think of me? 

My head were full of thoughts I didn't notice Sehun looking at me with pitiful eyes. I didn't care if i look so desperate just because of Yuri. She was special and I want her so bad.