Chapter 4

Yunho’s heart wrenched when he felt what she was experiencing at that particular moment. Yunho could feel her pain, suffering & ceaseless love towards him & it was his entire mistake, his biggest mistake in allowing himself to desert her before.

His heart froze when her sobbing shuddered & penetrated into his zero & empty mind. He tried to gather himself & take control of the whole emotional & complicated action that’s going on between both of them.

He wondered whether he should pull away from her at that moment. He wanted to give both of them some room to breath & look at each other softly before saying out what’s keep within themselves but he can’t take any chances to allow her to slip away from his grasps again.

He wants her to be with him, in his embrace, sixty seconds per minute, sixty minutes per hour, twenty-four hours per day & three hundred sixty-five days per year & so on, as the earth rotates on its orbit & revolves around the sun. If he was offered to be the master of the universe with the galaxies that take swivels around in the outer space as his subject, he’ll decline it just for her.

Nothing can be compared to his love towards her. Only now did he realizes how important she is to him & how powerless & lifeless he had be without her as his life supporter, his soul.

He wants both of them to lead a life that only has both of them. He wants both of them to be in a world where they only have each other, where he’ll depend on her while she depends on him. It might sound dreamy & unrealistic, but he really wants it now. He’s through with the materialistic life that he used to live & all he wants now is to live for her & give her his everything.

“Get away from me.” She finally murmured, as her face flushed while his cheeks turned pale.

“Yuri.” He finally said, after a few moment, still holding her close to him, without attempting any movement that may disentangle her from him. He held her tighter, unwilling to release her. His tears have already wetted her head as she cried along with him.

“Please get away from me.” She blushed but of course, Yunho, being so insecure as ever, refused to break the union of their arms. Instead of loosening her from him, he cuddled her up, signaling her not to request such things at the moment.

“Stop squeezing me, Yunho Oppa, I can’t breath.” She muttered, while pouting softly, wanting him to release her from his awful grasps with lousy appliance of strength.

She feels like dough that has been too overworked by him. He trembled, yet again, at her request & of course the frequency of his fast heartbeat blasted against her chest. She could feel that he feel timid & truly weak. Her tears dropped again, & in each droplet, there were exculpation & mercy, compact with love & parceled with forgiveness. At that particular moment, she knew that she’s actually being divine for forgiving him for what he has done.

“I never knew that embracing a wife such as yourself bestowed the sense of belonging upon me.” He sighed. Hi