Have you ever devoted yourself to someone whole heartedly?

Have you ever loved someone unconditionally?

Ever loved someone more than your life? More than anything?
 

 

Well I did.

I still do.

And forever will love her eternally

 

 

 

 

It wasn't the typical love at first sight that you see in movies for us.

But I know she's my greatest love.

 

 

It took us time, misunderstandings, efforts, adjustments before we realized that we were falling hard for each other already.

 

 

 

 

 

 

I can still remember how happy she was when I surprised her and everyone with a proposal during their last concert in Seoul.

I can still hear how they cheered when she said yes.

And how they celebrated when we sealed our promise with a kiss.

 

 

 

 

It was one of the happiest moment in my life.

 

 

 

 

 

We were getting there.

 

 

 

 

 

 

We were almost there.

 

 

 

 

 

 

But not everything was in my control.

 

 

 

 

 

We were supposed to meet by the hill to unwind and have a normal date like normal couple would.

 

 

 

I waited but she never came. I never saw her again

And everyday I would still wait for her, wait until the sun sets, up until the sun rises again.

Wait until another day comes.

 

 

 

 

For two years I have been waiting diligently.

Never missed a day hoping that she would show up one day

 

 

 

 

I felt so alone without her. I should be angry at her for abandoning me but I couldn't.

I love her so much to hold a grudge against her.

 

 

 

 

 

Then one day she showed up suddenly. 

 

Crying.

 

Smiled when she saw me waving at her.

 

 

 

 

Mouthed those three words I've been wanting to hear for so long

 

 

"I love you"

 

 

 

 

 

 

And those two words I couldn't understand

 

 

"I'm sorry"

 

 

 

 

 

She told me her story why she didn't show up when we were supposed to meet

 

 

 

 

3 years ago

 

 

 

 

"Jagiya are you sure about this? It's raning hard."Dara was on her phone while driving

 

 

 

 

"Don't worry I had already put up a tent there yesterday. Thanks to Yoochun who tipped me off about the weather."Jaejoong assured her

 

 

 

 

He decided to stop to a flower shop before heading to their favorite hill with a beautiful overlooking view of the city

 

 

 

 

"Ok. I love you. Wait for me there Jaejoong"were her last words before ending the call

 

 

 

 

"Yeah. I promise."

 

 

 

 

She was so excited to see him that she didn't notice a man crossing the street.

The man was also on his phone that he didn't realize the car coming right through him.

Dara tried to avoid him but failed and had her car rolling before crashing to a concrete wall.

 

 

 

End

 

 

 

 

 

I waited because I promised her.

 

 

 

"I'm sorry Jaejoong. I really am. I was almost there but then it happened"she was crying hard

 

 

 

I don't know why and couldn't understand how it's impossible to get things back now that she's here

 

 

 

 

Then she showed me a rock with carved writings on it

 

 

 

 

"I'm really sorry Jae. I really want to stay but I have to go. I love you Jaejoong and always will. Please keep me in your heart"

 

 

 

Before I knew it she was gone already

 

 

I took another look at the rock again. 

Then I understood why we couldn't be together anymore

 

 

 

 

 

It was a tomb

 

 

 

 

But even after that I still waited for her there, hoping that she would show up again and save me from this loneliness

 

 

 

And it didn't fail. Waiting everyday was worth it. 

After a year she showed up again.

She was smiling but I know that she was still crying deep inside

 

 

 

 

"I'm sorry if I still make you cry Dara when you should be in peace already."

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"No. I deserve it. I deserve to cry, to agonize. I deserve to be put in misery for what happened to you.

 

 

 

 

 

Then I remembered the most important detail I have forgotten

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The man she accidentally hit was me

 

 

 

 

"It was my fault Dara. If I was just not persistent about my plan. None of this would've happened. If only I was looking at my direction you would not be in sorrow."

 

 

 

"No Jaejoong. I'm sorry. I have nothing else to say but sorry." she was kneeling already

 

 

 

I wanted to hug her but I couldn't even touch her

 

 

 

"I love you and I'm sorry Dara. I'm sorry if I wasn't able to comfort you when you were grieving. If I was not able to wipe your tears when you were crying. I'm sorry for letting you blame yourself for what happened to me. It's not your fault so please forgive yourself for me to finally be in peace. I don't want you to be miserable anymore. I love you"

 

 

 

 

"I really want to be with you Jaejoong. I want to kill myself so I can be with you already. But I still have to suffer for taking your life away. I still have to repent for the sin I have committed. I'm really sorry for making you wait."

 

 

 

"Don't worry I'll still wait until you and I can unite already"

 

 

 

 

"I'm so lonely Jaejoong. I feel so empty without you here by my side. "

 

 

 

 

"I'll be here Dara. I'll always watch over you."

 

 

 

 

 

"I love you Jaejoong"

 

 

"And I love you forever Dara"

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Yeah I know I said that real love stories never have endings.

So should I write a sequel of this?

No? 

No?

okay no. hehehehe.

Love you guys!!