Chapter 1: Omg ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

Chapter 1: Such a diff writing style well done

Chapter 1: this is so sad im crying rn omg
this is so effin true, taeyeon ruined my life sfm like i can't even like someone (who knows me irl) because of taeyeon, they (taeyeon and the other girls) own my heart and i can't even do anything about it.
imagining silly things with taeyeon is somehow a habit of mine but fantasizing about her body? i love kim taeyeon so much that i dont even want to touch her (because what if she'll freak out or something)
but yeah, last year was a total disaster
seeing your bias getting unnecessary hate and death threats... i wanted to tell her how darn beautiful she is but how can i? im just a fan, living in a pink ocean, loving 9 girls that aren't fully aware of your existence lol but im really glad that she's happy now ^_^
anyways, thank you for sharing this! i know this one shot was made a year ago (and my comment is kind of late) but im kind of happy knowing that im not the only one with this kind of problem, unhealthy love for taengoo lol

Chapter 1: I.Love.Kim Taeyeon.forever! Everything has expressed by this! Thanks for sharing ♥
#Taeganger

Chapter 1: ....Breathtaking...soryy, however; I totally cried reading this. it was like a bullet being shot through my heart...in reality, i have gone through this phase. I thought about a lot of things when i was in this phase, I was scared at first. I thought it was ridiculous. I never believed in loving someone without knowing them personally; but I may be really idiotic and delusional, but I felt it. I never thought about liking a girl...a woman, i was just a mere ordinary girl, had boys after me; adoring handsome men. But when I saw Taeyeon, my attention was always there.It was a hard ride. I stopped Kpop. (I was only a Sone) afraid of my own thoughts, delusional for me even. I needed to get away. Now, a year and a half has passed. When I saw news Jessica had left; I was sad.

Until now though...I missed it. I missed seeing her. So i played songs. I really love her voice. Growing up with a musical family, I really admire Taeyeon's voice, that was what made me notice her in the first place. Last came the beauty to be honest. I am a girl, 5 years younger; and i can relate everything. I had been there...well i still am but I'm tryna control it, I dont want to disrespect her by fantasizing and it disgusted me to the core. She always made my day when I was feeling down, listening to her song comforts me.

When I saw some parts of the secrets line. We have all been there; getting jealous. We get hurt. But as we do; we also hurt her. when i saw news that Baekyeon; of course there was a tinge of jealousy. But I smiled. Thankful that over the year of controlling myself; I grew up. I smiled coz I thought now; of course she has the right to love sumone and it made me mad when fans bashed her for falling in love. But maybe in the end. Maybe its just me being ridiculous and delusional. But I'll love Taeyeon with all my heart. I'm a girl, I'm a nobody. Even if I was a boy, I'd still say the same. We just need to live our lives to the fullest. hahaha.

Chapter 1: This is exactly how I feel. TT_TT

I literally inhaled sharply when I read the we're-both-girls and the fantasize-your-body part...I mean, who wouldn't? She's imperfectly perfect.

Thank you for letting out something that I can't author. A million thumbs up for you. (Y)

Chapter 1: ._._._._.._.,_,

Chapter 1: SOMEONE CRY WITH ME ON THIS OMG ;~; LISTEN TO THE RIVER FLOWS WITH YOU AND READ THIS OMG

Chapter 1: wow this is exactly how I feel too, well... I only meet her in my dream :( I wish it was real

Chapter 1: Taegangers can relate.. :')

What disgusted me the most is,

I even fanatize over your body,

everything about you.

To keep it short,

you are my fantasy.

A dream,

that I will never have the chance to fullfil.

(well... erm... You're not the only one. Soshi is a phenomenon wif more fangirls..XD )

My heart was full of pain,

eyes were full of tears,

when I knew about the innerself of you.

A girl,

who puts on a strong image,

with a smile on.

But inside you're full of sadness and secrets,

secrets that no one knows.





You as a leader,

needs to take care of 8 younger sister,

in order to survive this journey of life.

A petite leader who has a babyish face,

but a strong heart.





Seeing you apologize to the haters,

made me gone mad.

Seeing you hearing to the hater's comment for 30 minutes,

made me think,

how on earth that your able to stand sitting on the chair,

hearing someone who you don't even know criticize you.

Telling the haters to not hate on the fans,

but hate you.





But everytime seeing you break down,

making me realize that,

your actually a very fragile girl.



(This part makes me sad and angry at the same time. If I ever meet her by chance... I'd have hugged her and tell her that Taegangers are always here for her. )