It was one of these days, where everything went just plain wrong. The Overdose promotions had just started and Baekhyun seemed to forget the choreo over and over again. Baekhyun tried for at least the 3000th time that day, but the choreo just didn't come out right. His eyes were fixed on the mirror, but every time he was halfway right, he made another mistake.

''Baekhyun what's wrong with you? You don't seem focused at all! Let's take a short break and then try again'', their choreographer Tony Testa scolded. Baekhyun sighed and looked for the other members, who tried to cheer him with a smile. One smile took all his attention. It was full of pity, something he saw enough in the last months already. And to see it from exactly that person, hurt more than Baekhyun would ever admit.

Pity was probably the only reason you ever got involved with me, right?

If he could have laughed, it probably would come out really bitter. Bitter and cold, the only things he could feel in the moment. Baekhyun always was a happy boy, someone who tried to make the people around him happy. Maybe he sometimes embarrassed himself, but the smiles from his fellow men were worth it. The smile from Chanyeol was worth it. 

Chanyeol - the first time the giant came into his life, Baekhyun never thought of the feelings he could have had for a person. They spent most of their trainee time together, from the morning until late at night, even though Chanyeol sometimes vanished to meet one of his old classmates. He knew, no he was sure that their friendship would never come to an end. 

Friends forever, how ridiculous

He sat on the floor next to his bag and searched for a bottle, before he drank out of it in huge swallows. If he thought about it now, they never really were friends, much less lovers. They never talked about anything deep, at no time about their honest feelings. Maybe Chanyeol only saw him as one of the members, who he had to spent time with as long as he's in Exo. But how was Baekhyun even supposed to know?  Since they never talked about such things.

Baekhyun felt dumb, for believing that Chanyeol may felt more than friendship at anytime, if anything. Chanyeol never showed his romantic sight, something that made Baekhyun upset, but he accepted, for the sake of their relationship. As he did it with everything, for the sake of their relationship. Maybe he just clung too much on their relationship or on what he believed existed.  

Author's note: So this is my Exo-K biased fic (Exo-M will have appearances but it'll mainly be Exo-K focused), but if you want to you can check out my Exo-M biased fic you can find it here. I'm going to update both of these fics on the weekend, since I'm rather busy right now ^^ I actually really like Baekyeol, but I always have the feeling that Baekhyun likes Chanyeol more, but that is probably only me (fanfiction writer seem to interpret everything they can find xD) This is probably going to be a bit angsty (or maybe a lot, idk yet :P) There will also be other couples, but I'm trying to focus mainly on Baekyeol ^^ I hope you guys will enjoy my story. And I would really appreciate if you subscribe and leave a comment (and maybe upvote, but likely more when you are into the story ^^) Thank you all so much <3 >.< And I'll just use a pic from tumblr (not mine) as long as I don't have a poster ^^