I was shocked but I didn't show it and kept a poker face

"What do you mean?" 

"Don't lie anymore...Inyoung I know its you no one else" I smirked slowly and tears were forming my eyes

"So what? Its not like its going to do anything good for me right? I changed cause of the past and I don't want to go back to the past anymore" It was embarressing to breakdown in front of somebody but do you think I could have control it?

"Don't cry....Exo didn't want you to leave we wanted more time with you,you were our insperation to do this I don't care if we were scouted in the past we could have reject but we had the thought of you and did you know how happy we were to be in the same group with you?" I looked up to him and thought about it.....I want to think...alone

"I want to be alone...please don't follow me" I ran out of the balcony to the living room were everyone was at still playing the game they were confuse when they saw me but I swore I heard kris saying leave her alone she need time to think thank you kris...you are really the best leader 

I ran to wherever my feet took me and it was to the tree all of us used to go to when we were still together as a group and as a band all 35 of us always came here the tree was big and there was a small bench under it, from the bench you could see the pretty view of seoul it was basicly on a hill so.....our dorm was pretty close to the hill so I guess my feet thought this was place to go...seriously it's not

I look at the view of seoul...it was so pretty..it calmed me down until a voice called me

"What are you doing here?" I turned around.....Kim.Myung.Soo was in front of me

"What-"

"Lee Inyoung what are you doing here?" He asked me in a deep voice

"I'm not Inyoung its haena L-ssi" I also said to him with a deep voice

"Haena? What are you doing here?" He asked me confused

"Why do you want to know?" I sat down again and looked at the city

"Cause this place is a special and secret place for super junior infinite and exo no one found it yet" I chuckled

"Of course it's up in the hill and behind a long and big wall who would see it? I saw it because I have been here before..it was really peaceful" I looked at L oppa and saw he was already next to me

"Do you want to know why this place is so special?" He looked at me

"Why?" I asked him and he stood up I guess I have to also

"On this tree are names...can you see?" I pretended to look of course I know it 35 names.....Park Jungsoo,Kim Heechul,HangGeng,Kim Jongwoon,Kim Youngwoon,Shin Donghee,Lee Sungmin,Lee Hyukjae,Lee Donghae,Choi Siwon,Kim Ryeowook,Kim Kibum,Cho Kyuhyun,Zhoumi,Henry Lau,Kim Sunggyu,Jang Dongwoo,Nam Woohyun,Lee Howon,Lee Sungyeol,Kim Myungsoo,Lee Sungjong,Kim Minseok,Lu Han,Wu Yifan,Kim Joomyun,Zhang Yixing,Byun Baekhyun,Kim Jongdae,Park Chanyeol,Do Kyungsoo,Huang Zitao,Kim Jongin,Oh Sehun,and Lee Inyoung

"35 names...yeah I see them" he chuckled

"You know what most of the people name that were carved on here tried to do?" I shook my head

"After Inyoung left...they tried to scratch out her name and replaced it with Hyena...but the funny thing is the tree wont let them...It's like fate wont let them" He chuckled once again

"after that they stopped coming here but I still do hoping and praying for her to come back" I was confused

"Then why just a while ago you called inyoung with a really deep voice?" Is he lying? I don't know

"I didn't believe it was here so I tried to make sure did you know my hopes went down after I saw you? It was disappointing...I believe I could just touch her and hug her one more time...just once I want to see her again...But I guess fate is just breaking us up and never letting us meet again...I really miss her so much that I want to cry" I heard him sniffing...you must be thinking uh...the great no emotion L is crying?!?! Saying the truth here he is not L at the moment and is kim myungsoo...and the kim Myungsoo I know have a lot of emotions...

"Don't cry" I tried to embrace him to make him calm down but I guess that doesn't really work since he started to cry more

"H-Haena...Do y-you k-know y-you f-feel l-like I-Inyoung a-a lot? I-I r-really m-miss her....a-and h-her t-touch s-so p-please l-let m-me h-hold y-you f-for a l-little m-more" He missed me this much? To the point that he wants to cry his heart out? 

"Sure....I'll let you hold me....thinking I am Inyoung" I tried to sound like Inyoung again and I guess it worked cause he chuckled and gave a smile that I felt with my hands

"You even sound so much like her...." He suddenly stood up

"Thank you for being there...." I looked at him and gave a tiny smile

"No problem" He suddenly pulled me up

"Kaja! I want to show you something" He pulled me away from the front view of the tree to the back of the tree

"Look up" he said after he made me laid down

"Wow" the scenery was beautiful...the sky was filled with stars and L...I mean myungsoo showed me something

"Look at that star! I'm going to make a wish! You should to!" I chuckled at how he can turn into a cute boy after being a cold man

"My wish is for Inyoung to return" He mumbled to himself but I heard it I smiled lightly and look at the first star that caught my eyes...it was small but it was beautiful...shinning by itself I decide to go with that

I wish...We can be with each other...soon...

"What did you wished on?" He asked me

"Secret my wish won't come true if I told you" he nodded

"True" He sat up

"Hey haena" I also sat up

"Huh?" He looked at me and smiled

"Thank you for a while ago...it was really refreshing to share that with another person..." I smiled at him

"No problem" I stood up

"I guess I have to go home now.....They must be worrying for me" I said refering to the oppas and unnies

"Ok I have to go to....um....once again..Thank you...and goodluck on your drama" before I said thanks he grabbed my face and kissed my forehead them ran away

"Myungsoo oppa....."I mumbled to myself...Who knew he wanted me back so much? Even till he had to kiss the forehead of the girl who looks alike as me....well its me so......I just stood up and went back home p

"Haena!" Minhee ran to me

"What's wrong?" I asked her

"You just suddenly ran out of the house! Do you think I wasn't worried?!?! What happened?!?" She asked me while shaking me

"kris.....He knows..."She looked at me in shock

"Wait..where are the boys?" 

"Ah they all went home after you ran away, kris made them go home" I nodded

"So back to the main topic....How? How did he know?" I walked torward the couch 

"I don't know...I guess....well he is a strict leader...he also knows us all really well so I guess for him its easy to figure it out while the others are clueless" She nodded before handing me something

"Here..kris told me to give you this and I didn't look at it probally something important" I nodded and said thank you before going upstairs

"H-His phone number?" I looked at the paper again before sitting on my bed after my night routine

I knew what to do 

From Haena 

Kris....Don't tell anyone about this...I want to do it when the time is right...I.......Really miss you also 

I sighed before laying down then my phone rang again

From Kris 

I know...I also miss you....Text me every night before you sleep ok? Good night

From Haena

of course,Night leader-nim

I smiled before checking my plan sheet....ah that's right! Before coming to korea I asked manager oppa and yangna unnie to get me a job...Sadly they gave me a baking job for a bakery close to here and close to the university hwajang goes to so she an bother me all the time!

4:30 P.M-Help the ahjuma!!

8:00 P.M-Close up and walk back alone(a/n just a side note she knows karate,material arts,and kungfu not to mention the harsh physic training from the 3 gym buddies Kim jongkook,siwon.and minho so I think she'll be ok she is the ace of the group after all) )

The rest of the day.....I guess I'll be fine just have to follow this schedule!

It was already 9:00 so I'll gues I have to sleep 

I slipped under my blanket and fell asleep hoping for tomorrow to be a sucess!

I know I know I haven't update but I'm using my Ipod to type right now so yeah it's hard!! Well you might think this story is getting confusing but trust me I have stuffs to go with these that's why I made it like this or else I had to think and then I'll go INSANE!(hehe starting to get into btob expecially sungjae but my heart is still for donghae!!!)