"Make yourself happy,

As he walked in the crowded hallways at, a smile was present in his face. Others would only spare a glance and the next thing they knew, they were smiling like an idiot as well.

so that when others look at you they become happy too." 

That's the saying that he always follows. Nobody ever saw him as the depressed type of guy, everybody saw him as the always smiling idiot.

But he isn't as happy as you thought him to be.

"He's a beautiful guy,

Girls want to be with him, guys want to be him. So, what's his problem?

with gorgeous eyes.

His eyes looked as if a single tear wasn't shed, but is that really the truth? A lot of people said that he looked like a god with those sparkling eyes.

But the truth is, he's a lost guy walking around our reality that's filled with hurt and lies."

He isn't just lost, he's dead. Dead inside. The smiles were never real, but the ones he once called 'friends' never thought about it.

The jokes he told were only used to hide his agonizing screams for somebody to save him. But in reality, he doesn't weant anybody to save him.

Because he thought he could never be saved.

Or so he thought.