Its been a week since i last saw Fany, I think she's trying to avoid me for the past few days, i cant bear it anymore this is getting harder day by day, how i wish that day never happened

And right now im getting hopeless, and its already affecting me to the extent that during our recording im always distracted, im going crazy i cant stand it knowing that she's doing everything for me not to get near her

I cant believe it that i intend to call her i know shes a nice a sweet girl, i guess i was just too carried away because of the situation but i guess i shouldnt have gone that far.

I know what i said to her was unforgivable but im still hoping for a second chance, i want to make it up to her. Meanwhile i am walking at the hallway when i saw her near the locker

Then she saw me then diverted her attention on her locker again  i am making my way toward her and i can see she's quite in a panic mode it really painful to see her aiming to get away from me when im about to talk Siwon got into my way 

then fany look face him with a wide smile "Oh hi, Siwon" she said cheerfully my blood is starting to boil right now. "Hey Baby" she wrap her hand around his neck

and i feel like they stabbed me with 69 daggers im raging right now but i need to calm down not to make any scene. I sigh not wanting to hurt myself i decided to leave them alone

as i was walking i can see my knuckles are all white now, i guess im being harsh to myself knowing im mentally and physically hurt by now.

I get it this is all the consequences but i think this just too much, are they together now? Why so fast? and i cannot accept the fact that its Siwon he's a player for God's sake

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after the end of class i am planning to talk to Tiffany i badly want to know if they are already an item, i sigh im glad that our class now is over. I get all my courage to approach her 

"Fany-ah" i called out but then she turn to me and send shiver down to my spine when she glared at me when she realized that it was me i shrugged it i just want to talk to her

"Fany, are you dating Siwon?" she furrowed her brow "Eh? I guess its none of your business Ms. Kim" i was taken aback how can she talk to me formally and i was hurt at the same time, i know its none of my business but no need to rub that right through my face

I sigh, hold yourself Kim Taeyeon you can let your anger take over you. "Hoew can you date him? He's a player Tiff" she scoffed and for the nth time furrowed her brow "Do i need to make it clearer? i said its none of your business." she said coldly

i couldnt control my anger anymore "Im asking you properly, and at the same time i just want you to be aware that he's a player." i said with authority then she glare at me