I shouldn’t left her like that, but im just too shocked and hurt she promise me, what should I do?

I love her very much I don’t think I can let her go

But I know her dreams are more important but.. but “Aaarrrgghh! Im going crazy I don’t know what to do anymore” i lay down and let my back touch my bed I stare at the ceiling for a while

Trying to think what should I do. Im so mad  at her but I cant be mad at her till the day she'll leave I tried to close my eyes and sleep but my mind is going crazy 

Shake it up, Shake it up, Shake it up! Ride on sky!
Movin’ on, Movin’ on, Movin’ on!
Daichi kette Higher!

I open my eyes and get my phone and look for the caller ID its Sica, I don’t know what to say to her im still upset and I don’t think  I can talk to her normally

I return my phone on the table without even answering the phone and sleep when it keeps on ringing I decided to turn it off

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Why does Yuri doesn’t want to pick up the phone, I need to talk her right now.

I guess shes still mad, my eyes are now puffy because ive been crying for almost 3 straight hours

my mother told me were going to Japan tomorrow, I tried to refused and ask them ill stay but they didn’t let me.

 Since im too young to live alone I know they are not going to leave me here. And they already told me they are going to send me in an Entertainment Company I agreed already because that’s one of my dream

I tried to call yuri again “the number you have dial is ..” I ended the call and lay down “Aish! How am I going to leave if shes still mad at me our flight tomorrow is too early we have our 1st flight I don’t think I have the time to say goodbye to her

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Its 10 am and yuri just woke up she got up from her bed and check her phone when she open it theres 13 messages and its all from Jessica. She open it and  tears aleady form at the corner of her eyes when she read the 1st msg

“Yuri, im sorry I couldn’t sya goodbye to you personally I tried to call you last night but seems like you dont want to talk to me. Were leaving this morning, I know this is a bit unfair to you but it couldn’t be help I need to obey my mom,  but keep in mind you will always be my bestfriend  thank you for everything and I love you ill try to contact you while im in Japan promise ill visit if I have time---“

I didn’t read the other msgs because the 1st one cause me to breakdown,

I couldn’t believe that she left just like that then some idea cross to my mind “I should call her” I dial her number but it seems like its too late, I guess her phone is off

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9 Years later

“Yah!  Kim Taeyeon come on were late we should move double time!”

Japan's singing Sensation Jessica Jung is going back to her hometown