Annyeong Chingus

I just feel like to share a part of my story to you guys'

SOOOO ENJOY

Since i was little, i was the one who bought my toys. Every chirstmas i always save my money and buy myself a toy. I always play alone, my sister's is not there when i play but when i ask them to play with me they will bully me. I always get bullied at home. My aunt thinks im stupid and a low life. I never felt that my mom loves me. She will always see me when i make a mistake. She love's my two sister's but me......, Her first priority was always my sister's. On my birthday they will notice me and on the next its like nothing happen. My mom taught me how to read but every mistake i make she will hit my head with a book and teeling to read again, even if im crying already she will still do it. When i get a high makers in my test she will just say "Good Job" and that's it. I always try to make her proud of me, I always follow her, I always study hard but all she see's is that im watching tv but i only do that when i have a break from studying. In public she will be nice to me. I always say to myself that "I will study hard so i can get mom all that she wants" and still now i still want that to happen. But all i really want is to feel that y mom love's me. She is always irritated when i do stuff to show my love to her. When she caught me crying she will say "You look stupid, stop crying" and she will leave me, and im there crying again. When i disodey her she will punish me. Do you guys know why i love to read fanfics?. Cause i believe that one day i will feel the love the character feel.

Guys im sorry if im emotional. Is just that i want to people know. A huge torn from my chest is now gone cause i told you guys this story

Thank you for reaing >3<