Denial

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Daesung thought he could get used to this, the impulsive meet-ups and skinship that sends his heart fluttering.

He wondered if this is what people who are in a relationship feel like.

And he wondered if it was okay for him to feel the same way with Seunghyun.

--

Choi Seunghyun was the type that liked to take things slow.

He’d always believed that things worked themselves out eventually, and most of the time, they had.

Most of the time.

He hadn’t really realized what he was doing.

It was just that one night outside that awful club, the temperature was just right and he was just tired enough and all the street lights were hitting Daesung at all the right places and then he just wanted to hold his hand and stay there like that forever.

Then he wanted more, to see Daesung more, too hold his hand and hug him and the more he did, the more it became a natural thing to do.

It had not occurred to him what it was going to turn into, he never liked to think things through, he never liked to over-think, because things should just sort themselves out.

--

Seungri was acting weird, Daesung had finally noticed between his deep thinks of Seunghyun and having their secret meet-ups in which he was in denial of for being intentionally planned.

Him and Seunghyun had always just happened to be free at the same time, he'd argue with himself so he'd feel less guilty about never invitng Seungri and just feel less about the situation in general.

And I wouldn't mind if Seunghyun-hyung decides to invite Seungri along! He'd add.

--

Seungri was acting really really weird, Daesung had finally realized.

He’d be laughing and giggling at his phone then literally the next minute he’d be sulking miserably like a panda that is refused their bamboo.

 

He started dressing differently, abandoning his t-shirts and snapback caps with dress-shirts and big coats that looked like he stole them from Seunghyun’s wardrobe.

Daesung never asked if he was okay, because he always assumed Seungri was okay.

 

And he was too busy worrying about acting normal himself.

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cottonFinland #1
Chapter 5: Omooo!!! So excited to see the development of ToDae. But GRi... Poor Seungri. Their "conversation" when they met again is really intriguing and I want to know what lead to that. This is a goid story, I like it a lot even though it's kinda short still. And the storyline is clever. It gives us the thought of something big between them and then you explain it O.o sooo clever ^^
Girl95 #2
Chapter 2: Hmm..thanks for the story..I love it..^-^ btw, I had some experience with this kind of relationship..nyongtory and todae relationship..it just so perfectly fits with my story of love..hmm..it is like when a person showing a lot of affections toward us..a lot..until what is wrong seems right..until that feeling was born without warning and all of that..unwillingly kind of feeling..but, I cant say no..he had touched my heart..only when I asked him..and yeah..he didnt meant too with all his act..all I want was him to stop being too care with me..its hurt..and I was in pain..also when knowing that he didnt love me as well as I already love him..and yeah..as the time passes..he came..he came back..and he met me..I hate that time..I hate it when he..again trying to touch my heart with all those kindness and affections..I hate it when I being confused..and yeah..we are more than friend..but not yet a lovers..eventhough he had tried a lot of time to confess and make me believe but..the day he told me that he didnt really meant with all this was the most memorable day that traumatizing me to accept him eventhough that day had passed..

Sorry..for this long comment..because..ahh..well..you asked for orther experience..^-^ anyway..please update!!
justLIKEmagic
#3
Chapter 5: Pweeeeeease update .. Ha ? It's interesting .. Poor Ri :( *blinka* more juseyo
Weraska
#4
Chapter 5: I've just read it and i'm waiting for more. It's light amd easy to read, and has this natural, possible feeling.
sereri
#5
Chapter 5: Interesting ~ I really like it.
Can't wait for more.
Uglydoll2009 #6
Chapter 5: I am excited to read more. It a really interesting , I like the mysteries in each relationships.
sayasayangtodae #7
Chapter 5: Ooh seungri ya ... How u change for him... So jiyong like seunghyun ??
PenguinLOvers772
#8
Chapter 5: Seungri is too naive and it makes me feel sad and hoping that he won't be disappointed! ><
todaelovers
#9
Chapter 3: cute Dae when he blushed... :3
i really want to know what happen with their (TODAE & GRI) relationship in the past..