You woke up with tears as you know that today's the last day. The last day with him. You don't even know if you were sad or happy. Well, of course you're happy for him, it's his dream. But, you're down because you have to say goodbye. You didn't want to stop him from doing what makes him happy, but if you could, you would.

You sighed as you stared at the white ceiling while recalling all of the memories. You felt miserable about it. But, no. Today I'm gonna show him how happy I am for him. Today, I'm gonna cherish every moment with him. You thought to yourself. You do know that he's a talented singer, and that's why he was set off to Korea to train. And it is his dream to be a famous singer, and you're very happy for him but still, you didn't want to say goodbye.

You stood up from your soft bed and rushed to the bathroom to bathe. You did your morning routine and got dressed aswell. You took some milk from your ref and ate some breakfast until you got a text from him.

From: Kim Jongdae <3

        Jagiya! I miss you! Let's meet at the park later

at 10, okay? Remember to eat your breakfast. I love you.

I love you very much, take care.

You smiled as you read the message and replied 'I love you more.'. You took a look at the time, and it was 8:30. You got up from your seat and went straight to your closet. You chose to wear a comfortable dress that matched perfectly with your shoes. You wore the necklace he gave you at your 2nd anniversary and left for the park. You finished at exactly 9:45, and got there at precisely 10:00. You sighted him, already grinning at you while leaning handsomely at a tree. 

"Hey baby," Jongdae greeted as he walked closer to meet you with a peck on your lips and in return, "I missed you." you blushed as you hugged him tightly, feeling his arms wrapped around you, making you feel protected.

"Kajayo?(Let's go?)" you asked as he replied with a nice smile that you loved. Especially those cute curves on both ends of his soft lips. 

You two held hands as you both marched to a nearby cafe to buy some bubble tea. Jongdae ordered the usuals and both of you left.

While walking, "Oppa," you asked before taking another sip from your drink. "Eum?" he replied with his silky voice that you always loved. "Where are we going next?" you turned your head to face Jongdae, as you waited for him to answer. "Eummm, we are going to the special place," you looked at him with curiosity. "To the place where we met." he answered and kissed the tip of your nose that made you blushed like a tomato.

You both didn't really talk much through the whole walk. You didn't really want to talk and so did he. All you wanted was to cherish this moment you're in. You were trying to not recall the memories because, you didn't want to cry in front of him. You didn't want to show that you're weak, but deep inside you, you are.

You reached the school with him. Yes, the school is the special place. The rooftop. You met there when he saw you crying because of your father. Your father deserted you, he abandoned you ever since your mother left you with another family. Your father abhored everything about you that even made you to attempt suicide but, Jongdae came and stopped you. You two became friends, until your love for each other grew more until it came to this. You averted from the past when your father treated you like a maid. He would hurt you. But Jongdae came and helped you. That was when it all started. You've been together for 4 years now and it's really hard to let it go. Especially when your relationship is unbreakable. You two were inseparable. You both love each other so much. So much, and that's why you know it's going to be really hard.

You both entered the building as you felt tears were forming out of nowhere.You couldn't hold it anymore. You snuffled a bit that made Jongdae face you with your watery eyes. You two paused in the middle of the hallway and, "Oh! (Name)~ya, what's wrong?" Jongdae asked, looking so worried that he even might want to cry too. He hated seeing you cry. He never liked it.

"It's nothing," you stated while he wipes your tears from your puffy cheeks. "It's just that, y-your leaving and I can't resist the pain that crawls into me everytime I think of saying goodbye." you confessed. In a sudden, you felt his arms cloaked around you. Jongdae broke the embrace and looked down to you eye-to-eye saying, "Stop crying baby. You know I hate it when you cry. Now, let's go, before I cry too." Jongdae stated and you both strolled along to the rooftop.

As you two reached the rooftop, you saw that everything was ready. A table in front of you, it's all perfect. He did all of this for you and you much much much appreciated it. In fact, you loved it. You faced him with a shock look that made him smile from ear-to-ear. "You did all of th-" he cut you off with a quick 'YES'. "Just for the girl I love the most." he said and gave a romantic kiss on your lips. "I love you." you whispered. "I love you more." he replied with a smile. You two were always like that, sweet couple that always make people smile.

You both sat yourselves, sitting across from each other and started eating. It was romantic. So romantic that it can make you pee in your pants (WHAT?! Haha xD).

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After a while of eating ang talking, you both stood up from your chair and sat, facing the left side of the building, showing the city that brought in beautiful lights that sparkled in your eyes. You two met an awkward silence until, "I'll miss you." Jongdae stated. Tears started to form on the edges of your eyes. You couldn't stop it. Your heart was pounding fast and hard, thinking maybe, What if he never comes back? What if he forgets me? But you know he wouldn't. "I'll miss you more." you sobbed. Jongdae hugged you tightly that it made you lean your head against him. "I'm thinking maybe, I can call the company and cancel everything." Jongdae said with confidence. He really did want to do that. "No baby. That's your dream," you said, then turned to face him and so did he, "Don't cancel it. It's your dream. You have an amazing voice that blew me away, don't waist it." 

"But if I leave....... Then....." he replied with his voice trembling. "I know baby... B---but it's okay. I'll be fine here supporting you." you sobbed everything and lied. You wanted him to stay so bad. But he needs to go, this is the opportunity to make his dreams come true. "B------but, y-you have to promise me to never forget me okay? Promise me when you debut, promise me you'll come visit me here okay? Promise that you would take care of yourself and not get sick, okay? Promise me.... Promise me th--....Promise me that....." you two were both shedding tears as he kissed your lips. A kiss that you will never forget. A passionate kiss that he gave you, the last one.

"I promise you that. I promise that you will always be my baby." Jongdae responded. "Rea---really?" you asked. You were a bit surprised that he didn't broke up with you. Instead, you're going to face a long distance relationship. "But, isn't that going to be hard? Keeping a long distance relationship?" you declared. "It won't be. I promise you that. This, my vow to you." Jongdae vowed. You both shed tears through the whole thing until he kissed you once more. And that time you knew, it won't be the last.

"I love you Kim Jongdae." you stated with all your heart. "I love you more." Jongdae replied.

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