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 It's been a while since he was gone. Almost a year and a half when he threw everything away. And of course, it really has been a while of pain, hardships, and adjustments. "It's just so freaking hard!" I'd say to myself and sigh right after. I-I just---I just can't move on! I just can't! He's still in my mind, my heart, and my life! All I'm trying to say is that....................... I WANT HIM BACK! I want to take the days back when you would hold me and kiss me. The days when you would just literally hug me without any reason, especially when you would say the words 'I love you' multiple times. But now that you're gone, gone with another girl. My heart is broken, and I can't fix it. No matter what I do, I still feel this pain that I can't handle. Is this how much I really love you?! I know it's stupid but..... Please come back to me baby, I want you so freaking bad.

RIIIIIIIINGGGGGGG!

                        "Yeoboseyo?" I answered. It was my boss. 

                         "Ya! Mi So~shi! Are you still feeling sick? Well if you still are, then keep resting and stay home. How are you anyways?" My boss replied worriedly. My boss is ummmm...... Well let's just say we're good friends. Sometimes he would drop by, here at my apartment and leave me with a box of expensive chocolate and a bouquet of red and white roses. He knows about Sehun but, he still won't stop.

                            "I'm fine thank you." I lied. I wasn't sick but still I wasn't fine. In fact everything is not fine. 

                             "Okay, good. Remember! I'm dropping off these donuts I made, alright?"

                             "Sure!" I stated cheerfully, but deep inside is, wretched. It's a bit annoying and weird but, atleast he makes me happy for once in awhile. But still! All I want is Sehun!

                              I rested myself on my comfy bed and as flashbacks came running through my thoughts. 

*FLASHBACK*

                                "Sehun?!" My eyes were at its largest and widest size and as tears started falling like rain at a thunderstorm. He faced me with a worried look on his face and pushed the girl he had been kissing away from him. Maybe, endeavoring to show that she started it. Tears were strolling down my cheeks. I walked away feeling agony. I abhor him. Why Sehun? Why?! All I did was love you!  After everything we've been through? All I get is this?! 2 freaking years?! And in our freaking anniversary?! And this is what you would give me?! I left both of them . Walking weakly. Then, suddenly, someone grasped me and yanked me to face him. 

                                   "Let go of me!" I cried out loud. He hugged me. He even had the guts to do that. He didn't even apologize for what he's done. Then, I broke the embrace, "DON'T TOUCH ME!" I shreiked out loud. Tears fell, like it wouldn't ever stop. "N-no b--b-baby, no." Sehun pleased.  It seemed like he didn't meant it at all. I could see it through his lying eyes. 

                                      "So, you're celebrating your own anniversary? Huh, Sehun? I stared at him with my tears automatically falling down. But, he replied with silence. No words came out from him, even a short sorry. He said nothing. All I get is nothing and pain. Terrible pain. Then finally, "I---It's just a gi-girl I like." He stated, lost for words. And as a matter of fact, he was avoiding my stares. 

                                       "Oh! You like her?" I asked, without receiving a single word. He stood frozen and silent. "And you have me?! How lo-----" He cut me off with his words. "I LOVE HER! I LOVE HER MORE THAN YOU! I NEVER LOVED YOU!" He was yelling. Hearing those words from him, 'I NEVER LOVED YOU!' It hurts. After what I heard, I felt like my heart stopped beating. I felt like I stopped breathing. Tears were overflowing. I didn't respond to any of that. All I did was storm out of his sight and left both of them happy. Leaving me with despair. 

*REALITY*

                                         So yeah, I don't even know why I want him back. I sighed and listened to the silence that was so relaxing that I even forgot to get ready for shopping today. I stood up without any hesitation and I finally decided to take a bath. After bathing, I decided to wear something comfortable and something that would stand me out. ;) I grabbed my wallet and I was off! I took a taxi to consume time. As I reached the building, it was crowded, but still, I walked in looking pretty.

                                       "EXO eomma! Eomma EXO is here!" I heard a beautiful teenage girl telling her mom.  Then it hit me SEHUN showed up again, I thought as tears were starting to form. *Face Palm (:>) Okay, today, I want to look pretty and shop. I didn't came here to cry. Remember, I came here to shop. I shrugged it off and walked to a shop where they sell ice cream, cakes, chocolates, coffee, tea....... Bubble tea. Then it hit me again. Why is Sehun rushing through my thoughts?! As I kept on hearing screaming fans, I sat down comfortably and tucked into my food. I ordered, chocolate bubble tea and blue berry cheesecake. That's what he alwa--........ Sehun again -.-

                                           Anyways, in the middle of thinking and eating, a group of handsome boys came rushing in the store. I refused to take a look but, some how, I failed. They sat on the table in front of me. So gently, while rising my heady slowly, a pale handsome boy was already staring at me. It was Sehun. The Sehun who broke my heart. The Sehun whom I loved and still love. I ducked my head and packed my things rapidly and he was actually still looking at me. My eyes started to get watery. I hope he didn't recognize it. That's it, I can't take this anymore. I'm still weak. I have to go home now, I--I can't do this. I stood up from my seat and everyone else turned around to face me and started whispering at Sehun. I left. I left the shop weakly, crying.

                                                                                                      :=>

                                            As I was at my front door, unlocked the door, someone gripped my hand. That moment on I knew who it was, Oh Sehun. I turned around to face him and yanked off his hands from mine. But still he pulled me and hugged me. "I missed you Mi So." he said. 

                                          "Let go of me." I broke the hug and continued, " What are doing here?" I asked with stern. 

                                          "Listen, Mi So. I came here because I just wanted to know if you're okay."

                                          "I'm not okay!" I replied, with waters falling down from my eyes. He even tried to touch me but, I pushed him away and he sort of winced. "I'm not okay! And I had to deal with that for a year and a half! And you come here asking me if I'm alright? You're the cause of everything! You're the reason why I can't go to work! You're the reason why I can't be serious on the things I do! You're the reason why I skip meals! You're the reason why I feel pain every freaking day. You have no business here anymore Sehun. Just leave!" I cried out loud. I cried. I poured my heart out. Tears wouldn't stop. "B-b---but I want you back Mi So. I'm sorry for what I've done. I'm very very very sorry for everything. I love you. Please Mi So, I love yo--" he pleased and hugged me. I broke the last embrace of ours and shook my head for disagreement. "No Sehun, I can't let that happen. I'm sorry." then suddenly, he kissed me. Without any reason, he kissed me. I can't fall for this anymore. I pushed him off, entered my room and closed the door. I broke down on my knees, crying as I heard him shed tears outside. Then I whispered the words.....'I love you too.'

Fin-

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