Kwanghee entered the bar looking miserable, questions both evaded each others thoughts.

Kwanghee looked like he was about to cry again, but siwan had enough of Kwanghee and his own tears.

"Goddammiitt Kwangheee" siwan slurred his words.

Kwanghee's face then turned to worry," your drunk" he whispered.

"you dammn righhtt iim ddrunk, u wanna knoww whyy??!" kwanghee just stood there in shock once again.

He listened carefully as siwan blurted out everything, about how much he missed his touch, how he found the video, how angry he was. Everything was out.

Siwan blurted it all out screaming at the top of his lungs, fighting back tears., all drunken up.

And before he knew it, he confessed. "I Loove you soooo daamn muchh Kwanghee!!!"

As soon as he said it he knew he would regret it. Kwanghee was still frozen in place, the words sinking in.

After what seemed like hours to both, Kwanghee finally understood it all.

He moved from his spot and hugged Siwan tight.

Siwan was shocked at first, but finally the tears once again poured out.

"I miss you so damn much too."Kwanghee whispered.

They remained in that position for minutes then finally broke from the embrace, only for Kwanghee to kiss Siwan.

He only meant it as an apology kiss, but Siwan wanted more. SIwan bit Kwanghee's bottom lip, asking for entrance, and Kwanghee gave in, their tounges battling for dominance.

Siwan waited for this moment all his life. Both knew they wanted this, it felt so wrong yet so right.

Of course Kwanghee thought that was enough, yet Siwan still needed more.