DONGHAE POV

“YAH! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?”

I quickly stop my move. My body is trembling, and I didn’t dare to saw those eyes.

“I- I…”

“WHO ALLOWS YOU TO STUTTER? EXPLAIN TO ME, WHAT IS THIS!?!?” he yelled again, now pointing the big vase that only shards of glass now in front of me.

I’m so scared. But I can’t run.

“s-sorry…”

“SORRY, HUH!? Is that all you got!?? YAH HYERI, LOOK WHAT YOUR KID HAVE DONE! HE BROKE MY VASE!” He said in anger.

Then my mom came.

“Donghae, what did you do? Oh my god, are you hurt baby?”

I shook my head but my tears start falling when he suddenly pulled my mom. “What?? He doesn’t need your concern!”

My mom struggled. “But it’s just a vase! And besides, IT’S YOUR SON! What’s gotten into you!?”she yelled back.

Suddenly, he slapped my mom.

“UMMA!” I screamed.

“Shut up!! Now you’re scolding me!? What kind of wife are you!?!” he yelled, and slapped my mom for the second time.

My mom tried to push him, “you’re different now!! You’re not the guy that I used to marry before!!” she said, and tears start falling from her eyes.

“So what!!? You made me!!” he said, pushed mom until she fell.

“U..Umma..”

My mom stare at me but then she smiled. “it’s okay Donghae… don’t cry, my precious fishy.”

Then she started to disappear.

But suddenly, there are many peoples. So many. It’s really crowded and full, I can’t breath. And from afar, I heard an ambulance’s siren. The crowds is more and more, makes me suffered. I tried to reach my mom, but I can’t. I’m too small.

“Umma…”

“UMMA!!”

I screamed. , it’s a dream.

I was panting so hard. I felt dizzy.

“Hae… are you okay?” I heard someone beside me. It’s Hyukkie. Worried is all over his face.

“i… I’m okay.” I sounded. But I know I didn’t look like I am okay. I stared around. I’m in Hyukkie’s house. What I remember is I slept on his couch because… yah I just fall asleep, waiting him took a bath. He asked me to cook dinner tonight, so I did it. After that, I drove unconsciously to sleep on his couch. But that nightmare woke me up.

He cupped my face. “really?”

His voice sound really concern about me. Then, he wiped off my sweats on my forehead. I must be looks terrible. That dream, . It’s a horrible dream. Why the hell I dream about it after long time didn’t remember those things?

I nodded in doubt.

“it must be such a horrible dream…” he said, in sad expression. “wait here, I’ll get you something to drink, okay?” he added, then stood up, about to walk away.

Suddenly, he stopped. “what is it, Hae?”

Huh?

I glance at his hand. My eyes widened. What? My hand was holding his wrist. I release him.

“I… I just… no, nothing.” I said, still can’t think straight. Why I stopping him?

I feel weird.

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HYUKJAE POV

I just finished taking a shower when I came out and saw a figure lying on my couch, sleeping.

I smiled. It’s Hae. Ah, he must be tired. So selfish I am, making him always cook for me. Even, what he cook is instant food or the easiest one, I feel so good after I eat it.

When I about to walk closer to him to saw his sleeping face which I really loves it, I saw unusual expression.

It’s Hae, his expression is really, I can’t describe it. It’s full of fear, worried, anger, and sadness. I never saw this expression of his. What happened?

“u..umma..” I heard him murmured and moving uncomfortably.

My eyes widened. Umma? His umma is… died, right? Omg…. He must be dreaming about his mom! His face is really frightened.

I bet it’s really a bad dream…

I stepped closer, about to wake him up because I can’t stand those suffering expression.

But suddenly, he yelled. “UMMA!!”

I gasped. He’s opening his eyes… Oh my god… Poor Hae.. He looks so afraid.

“Hae… are you okay?” I asked slowly. Omo, I can see tears on the corner of his eyes. I never saw him crying.. oh gosh…

“i… I’m okay.” He said then, but I instantly doubting him. How come he said he’s okay when his expression is definitely no? I still can see those frightened eyes. Ugh, how to make him feel comfort?

I cupped his face. “really?” I asked, then tried to swipe off those sweats on his forehead. He’s sweating so much.

Then, he nodded. But his expression is unsure.

I stared at his eyes. “it must be such a horrible dream…” I muttered. I can’t stand to see this face. I will do anything to make it better. What should I do? Um, maybe get him a drink will do.

“wait here, I’ll get you something to drink, okay?” I said, then stood up.

But when I was about to walk away, I felt a strong grip hold my wrist. I turned.

“what is it, Hae?”

Omo… why he stopped me? Did he wish me to not go? Er, whatever. He won’t.

He glanced at his hand that holding my wrist, but his expression is kind of shock. “I… I just… no, nothing.” He stuttered then released my hand.

I sighed. “I’ll be back, Hae.” I murmured, and then go to take his drink.

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DONGHAE POV

I stepped inside my house. The lights were on, since I never turned it off. Yeah, I was expecting someone waiting for me there. Or at least, someone else is living there, not only me.

Living alone with fear of loneliness is surely killing me. But I make it until this time.

I glance at the wall clock. 10 PM. I just got home from Hyukkie’s house. And… I spent about 5 hours in his house.

My head still dizzy.

I know it’s about my dream earlier.

And no, I won’t think about it anymore.

I walked on the couch and lied myself there, searching for comfort. My eyes were shut.

I sighed. Hyukkie is so nice today.

-FLASHBACK-

“Hae, here, water.” He handed me a glass of cold water and I quickly drank it.

My heartbeat is still beating so fast. I don’t even know why that dream is affecting me so much. What’s gotten into me?

Hyukkie sat beside me, then rubbing my back.

“Are you feeling okay now?” he asked with his soft voice.

I smiled then nodded. I feel better by hearing his soothing voice. I’m feeling safe and happier.

I turned to stare at him. He was staring at me, and his face showing a relieve smile.

I can’t help it…

“H-hae?” He stuttered of what I am doing.

My body is moving on its own.

I hugged him.

And I feel warmth. Undeniable addicting warmth. and I know I don’t want to let go.

“L-let me hug you once…” I whispered on his ear.

I round my hands to his waist. I inhaled then I catch a pleasurable scent which can make me fly to cloud nine.

It’s like…. Strawberry. His hair.

I inhaled again, feeling more comfortable. Even there’s heavy feeling haunting me deep in my mind. I want to get rid of it, but I don’t know how to.

Everytime I think about it, I felt uneasy.

“H-hyukkie…” I whispered again, and I can hear my voice stuttered and uneasy.

And him, feeling like he knows my feeling, rub my back gently and the other hand my back hair.

Suddenly, I felt something.

It’s like…. The most comfortable feeling on earth I’ve ever felt.

Then I heard a sob.

What? A sob? Hyukkie’s crying?

“sshh…” But Hyukkie’s hushing me and giving those comfortable sensations more.

What… so I’m crying?

I realized my cheeks are wet from my tears. But I’m feeling better when my tears flow.

Can I cry more?

But when I’m not realizing it yet, my tears already flow.

Aissh…

But it feels really comfortable, crying in his embrace…

“I’m here, Hae…” he whispered. “It’s just a bad dream,”

I nodded. And I don’t even know how long I spent to wet his shirt with my tears and how long he has been calming me.

The fact is, I don’t want to let go. Even a sec.

-END OF FLASHBACK-

I sighed then moved uneasily on my couch.

I have to sleep, but I can’t.

Maybe I have to move to my bed.

After I lied to my bed, I felt the same thing. Yeah, my bed is really comfortable. But I feel loss. What’s wrong with me? My body is missing something.

Okay, I surrendered. I miss hugging Hyukkie.

I only hugged him once but that addicted feeling is already owned me. I never felt like this before. This is rare.

No, don’t be like this, myself.

But!!!

I can’t stand it. I rolled off my bed and searched for my phone on my nightstand. But then I froze when I saw the broken photo frame lied there with a photo in it.

I sighed.

My mom…

Ah, better not think about that for this moment.

I checked my phone, and it shows that I have a missed call. Huh? It’s Wookie. What’s wrong? It’s late already. I think I will ask him tomorrow.

I try to type a message to Hyukkie. But what should I type? ‘I can’t sleep’? who is him? My babysitter? Ugh, I’m his servant… I guess I have no rights message him like this.

But suddenly, I got a message.

HYUKKIE!!

‘sleep well, Hae… if u can’t sleep, tell me. okay? –Hyukkie’

My heart’s beating so fast. Why did he message me when I really can’t sleep? My urge to hug him is growing stronger.

I tried to reply him.

‘i… can’t sleep –Hae’

I force myself to not be selfish and let Hyukkie sleep, but I don’t know my finger is moving itself. Pabo Hae…

Suddenly my phone rang, makes my heart stopped.

“y-yoboseyo?”

“Hae?”

“u-um… yes,”

“Pabo!!” he snapped. “why you don’t sleep? You cried so much earlier,” he said, and I can heard concern in his voice.

My heart feels warm. Ugh, since when I really love his voice?

“I can’t,” I said. My voice is husky.

“should I go there?”

My eyes widened. If he go here… that means I can hug him more… but, he will get tired of me. beside, I’m his servant… . If I was his master, I will make him hug me everyday.

“Hae?”

I gasped. “o-oh… n..no, I… um… you can sleep now, master. It’s getting late.”

“B-but…”

“no but, master.” I said. Yes, I shouldn’t being selfish. “sleep. Now.”

I can hear him sighed. “okay. But please tell me if you need something,”

I smiled. “I will,”

Then we hung up the phone.

I stared at the ceiling. Hyukkie is… really nice. Ugh, wait! Why does this face’s reddened? It’s not like… I’m attracted to him…

But my feeling is… indescribable. When I thinking about him. Especially that day when Shindong hyung’s party. I’m too nervous that I didn’t even know what should I wear.

It makes me late, and it’s very embarrassing for me. Aisshh… in the end I just wear usual clothes. And that nervous feeling when I’m acting in front of Shindong hyung… ugh, wait. Why I recall those moments?

Is it possible for me to fell to him?

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NO ONE POV

-2 Days after-

Donghae is at his classroom now, and his eyes are staring nowhere.

Suddenly, he felt something hit his head. When he look what it is, it’s a crumpled piece of paper.

“yah, what did you staring at, genius?” Donghae heard someone behind him. it’s Sungmin, his classmate. “hey, Minnie.” He said with his weak voice.

“what happen? Problem with Eunhyuk?”he asked.

Donghae smiled while shook his head and suddenly his face become pink. Sungmin grinned. “aah~ you’re blushing! Did you feel it now?”

Donghae blinked. “feel what?”

“yah, don’t act stupid when world knows you’re genius. Do you like him?”

Donghae suddenly choking and coughing. “what the…? Didn’t I said it to you that I am straight?”

But Sungmin just laughed. “give me a name of a girl that you already fell in love with,” he said. Donghae who heard that, froze. Making Sungmin laughed more.

“see? You never been into a relationship. You never fell in love with anyone. What did you know about love, huh? No one knows you’re straight or gay.”

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DONGHAE POV

Minnie’s right, somehow.

I never been in love.

I don’t know how it feels to be in love.

But that doesn’t mean I’m in love with Hyukkie, right?

No, it can’t be happening.

Suddenly, my phone’s beeping. It’s a message. And it’s from my master, Hyukkie.

’Hae, let’s skip a lesson. Can we meet at ELF park? –Hyukkie’

I startled. Skip a lesson? I don’t mind with it.

I took my bag and then leave Minnie alone.

---ELF Memorial Park, afternoon

“Hyukkie?”

“hey,” I heard him greeted me. he’s sitting on a bench. He’s so beautiful.

Wait. What did I think before?

Never mind.

“I just realized you call me Hyukkie,” he said.

I raised my brows. “I’m sorry, master.” I muttered. I still remember about an incident that makes me suffered. He swapped servants with Kibum. Yeah, to be honest I was suffered that time.

But why I was suffered? I don’t even know why.

“that’s okay. I actually likes you called me that way,” he said, show his cute gummy smile.

“really?”

He nodded cheerfully. And then I sat beside him.

Suddenly I remembered about 2 days ago.

“Hyukkie, about 2 days ago—“

“um?”

“I’m… I’m sorry I hugged you,” I said slowly, not dare to look at his eyes.

He froze suddenly after I said it. What? He hates me when I hugged him? Maybe he is. The hug was so long. And he has to wait until I calmed down. It must be tiring for him. Even… I feel really comfortable until I don’t want to let go that time.

I tried to call him, since he don’t give any response. “H-hyukkie… master—“

“Hae,”

He gripped my school uniform.

Oh no… maybe he will slapped me.

“y-yes?” I stutter.

“I have a request,”

I blinked. Will he punish me? but since I’m his servant, I have to obey everything.

“w-what… what is it, Hyukk—Master..?”

He goes silent, for minutes which mean hell to me.

Finally, I heard him inhaled deeply.

“Kiss me,”

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[A/N]: lalalla cliffhanger!! XDDD

AND HUGGING SCENE!! yayayayyay~!! finally i made one.

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