KANGIN POV

 

I was still at Rakooga, after practicing judo when it’s already 4 PM. Then I took out my phone while walking to the Rox Room.

 

I pressed the numbers that I’ve remembered out of my head, my Jungsoo’s number.

 

“yoboseyo?”I heard his voice on the phone.

 

“Hon.. I’ve finished. Where’re you?” I asked him.

 

“finally… I’m at Rox Room..”he answered, I can hear him sighed.

 

Aisshh.. Poor Jungsoo. I know he’s so tired.. But I know he wants to wait for me even he said he just want to go home late… I know him.

 

“I’m on my way, honey.” I said while walking.

 

“Kangin ah!!” Suddenly I heard someone’s calling me.

Huh? I can see Heenim and Hankyung waved into me.

 

“Heenim ah, you just got home?” I asked them when they already near.

 

Heenim nodded, ”I’ve just accompanying Hannie practicing, don’t you forget, huh?” He said. Oh, it’s reminding me that Hankyung was an athlete..

 

But then his face shows little anger. “Yah! I forgot. You better hurry, now. Your angel’s waiting for you since 4 hours ago! Babo”

 

My eyes widened. 4 hours? But school’s end an hour—

“Today everyone’s mostly free. You’re practicing because of a competition but he’s doing nothing!” he said. Hankyung just shook his head repeatedly while looking at me.

 

“Err, really?” I asked in confused. “But why don’t he came—“

 

“Don’t you remember, Kangin-ah? You’ve scolded him twice when he came to your practice.” Hankyung suddenly interrupted.

 

“hey…” Heenim said, “are you still calling someone?”

 

I gasped. “oh… Jungsoo yah?” I talked on the phone in panic. All I hear is nothing, until someone sighed there.

 

“are you done?” he said, finally.

 

Oh, gosh… I die.. I do make him wait for so long.

 

“W-wai- I’m sorry, Jungsoo yah.. I’ll be right there.” I said, staring at Heenim and Hankyung for a second, and then quickly walked to Rox Room.

 

Aisshh.. I really feel guilty right now…

 

“Jungsoo yah,” I said after opened the door. There he is, I can see him standing on the kitchen, making something. Did he mad?

 

“Ne,” he responded. He didn’t sound mad…

Slowly I walked closer to him, then put my hand on his shoulder. Seeing what he doing.

 

“Hey, wait.” He said. “Here, I made you tea.”

 

I raised my brows. “Tea?”

 

He nodded then turn to me with his cheerful smile. “Yup! Try it, Kangin ah.” He said.

 

I blinked and suddenly I feel more guilty. He’ve waited for me for 4 hours and still this kind

 

with me? I was so stupid for making him waited for so long…

Aissh…

 

 

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LEETEUK POV

 

Finally… My Youngwoon finished after hours of practicing.. It must be tired! I’ve to cheer him to make him happy..

 

“Jungsoo yah,” I heard someone called me after a door sounded. It’s him…

 

“Ne,” I answered, but still busy with the tea I was making for him. I’ve to make the best tea for the one I love, right?

 

Suddenly, I felt a hand on my shoulder.

 

“Hey, wait…” I said, a bit shock because of his touch that so sudden. “Here, I made you tea.” I added.

 

“Tea?”

 

I nodded then turn to him, want to give his tea.

“Yup! Try it, Kangin ah.”

 

But then he just stay still and blinked once. Did I do wrong?

 

“Hey, Kangin ah—“

 

Suddenly he interrupted my sentence and then put his lips on mine.

Omo…

 

“I love you,” he whispered, then continue our kiss.

 

His lips were so warm and soft, maybe that’s what make me so addicted everytime he kiss me…

 

“Mmm.. me too..” I said, separating our kiss. Thank god there’s no one here..

 

“Why, honey? You’re not like usual…” I chuckled.

Then he kissed me once more after finally he said, “whaat? I think I’m always romantic like this…”

 

“hmph… You always are, honey… But you’re kind of different today…” I said, smiling.

 

“Huh? What differen—“

Suddenly he cut his sentence.

 

“wae?”

He sighed. “I think I left my wallet at practice room… Can you wait here?”

 

Wait? Again?

 

“Can I… Just go with you? No more waiting?” I said, unconsciously pouting.

 

He smiled. “Of course, baby. I’m sorry for making you waiting… Ne?”

 

 

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NO ONE POV

 

“What are you doing here?” Hyukjae said, when Donghae came into Fukuura’s Library.

 

Donghae raised his brows. “What do you mean by ‘what are you doing’? Of course I’mpicking you up, master.” He said, sighing.

 

But then Hyukjae just sighed then look away.

“I can go home by myself. I’m not a child anymore.” He said making Donghae froze in confused.

 

“what happened to you?”

 

Hyukjae turn to Donghae. “Nothing happened. Won’t you going?”

 

“Hmph, I won’t, before you tell me something rational.” Donghae said, sitting nicely on the couch in front of Hyukjae.

 

Hyukjae look away, didn’t care. “I don’t know what you mean.”

 

“Of course you know what I mean.” Donghae sighed, “now tell me what’s happening. Are you mad?”

 

Hyukjae just shook his head, still looking nowhere.

“Hey…” Donghae said, slowly. “Did I do something wrong to Shindong hyung?”

 

Hyukjae gasped a little. But then, he calmed again.

 

“Nothing’s wrong.”

 

Then the room’s filled with an awkward silent.

 

“Alright… Did i… um..” Donghae’s trying to say something again.

 

“I said nothing’s wrong, Hae.” Hyukjae suddenly said and stood up. “Why don’ t you understand?”

 

Then he walked away, but Donghae’s following him wherever he go.

 

“Hyuk—master! Why won’t you tell me? Am I wrong?” Donghae asked, still following Hyukjae, but Hyukjae just walking around the building without doing anything.

 

 

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HYUKJAE POV

 

I can’t talk to Hae right now.

 

Don’t ask!! I don’t know either, I just want him to get away from me, even at the same time…

 

I really want him..

 

Aisshh! And now I was walking nowhere with Hae behind me, following me like he’s the tail of mine.

 

“Master…” I heard he’s calling again.

 

His voice is showing sad and confused feelings. It makes me sad and wanna stop to explain him everything what I feel, explain that I love him, but…

 

No! Every time I remember of anything about him, it’ll be ended by thinking about that night…

 

The only time he could care to me, saying something sweet, but that was… Fake. An act. Impossible to be true.

 

No, no, no!

 

“Hey…”

 

Hae’s voice shocking me, and now he’s holding my hand from behind. I stopped.

 

“What??” I shouted, still trying to get rid of him while turned until we’re both face to face. Okay, wrong move. I shouldn’t see him now, it hurt me more.

 

His face look worried, confused, sad, and any feelings that can’t be described.

 

“where do you think you’re going, Hyukkie?”

He asked.

 

I looked around. Wait, where am I? This is Fukuura back building… Fukuura’s back garden. What bring me here?

 

“is that.. is that even your problem??” I yelled, after realize that I’m still facing Hae.

 

Suddenly his face shows anger, but I can see sadness inside his expression. Oh gosh, suddenly I regret of what I just did… I hate seeing this expression..

 

 

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LEETEUK POV

 

“aisshh.. where I put it?” I heard my Youngwoon murmured when he can’t find his wallet.

 

I was at practice room, it’s really on the corner of the building, near Rakooga back building, that is Rox spot, helping my Youngwoon searching his wallet.

 

“Are you sure you left it here, honey?” I asked him.

 

“uhm.. yeah, I was sure…” he said, but he doesn’t look sure.

 

“hmm…” I mumbled. I have a strong feelings that he actually didn’t left his wallet here, but he brings it with him in his backpack… maybe I have to check it before he’s tired of searching for so long.

 

I started to check his backpack.

 

“where is it? Hmm…” kekeke, he’s still busy with what he’s doing..

 

Yes! I found it. His wallet, complete with everything he has inside it. of course I know well what’s inside my love’s wallet. Kekeke, I can find photo of myself here too..

 

“uh, I think we can’t find it here. Let’s just go home,” I said, pretending.

 

He turned to me. “huh? Why?”

 

I sighed. “it’s no use, I’m so tired, Kangin ah. I want to sleep. Is your wallet more important than me?” I said, then pouted.

 

He raised his eyebrows. “o-of course, you’re more important, but…” he looks uneasy. I know he feel bad if he said he want to still find his wallet, at least I know that he really loves me.

 

“but what?” I still pretending.

 

“um…” he muttered, look nowhere, then sighed. “okay… we go home.” He said.

 

Aww, how cute he is. I want to hug him.. but not now~

 

I started to opened the practice room and walk, let him walk behind me. But I think I can’t hold it anymore, I’m not good at acting.

 

“pfft..” I hold my laughter when we’ve walk about 3 steps.

 

“huh?”

 

I turned, then burst in laugh. “kidding!” I yelled, still laughing. Then I pull out his wallet from my pocket. “here’s your wallet, pabo.. you put it in your backpack, don’t you remember it?”

 

He looks surprised, then laugh with me. “gosh… you’ve surprised me!” he took his wallet from my hand, then trying to hug me.

 

I ran away from him, then go to the garden where Rox always hang out there.

 

“hey, wait!” he yelled, then try to chasing me.

“no..hehe” I said, still running from him.

 

Haa~ I just hope this moment will last for long time… with the one I love…

 

Suddenly, I heard something, a sound. It make me stopped right away, but Kangin’s not.

 

“Gotcha!” he said, hugging from my back.

 

“sshh..” I sounded, “did you hear it?” I whispered.

 

He raised his brows. “hear what?” he whispered. Then looked around to check if there’s any sound he could hear.

 

Then, the sound became clear. It’s a voice, and I know that voice. It’s Donghae’s.

 

 

“you mad, Hyukkie? Fine. Don’t tell me anything.”

 

“I’m not!! And I’ve nothing to tell to you, why don’t you understand??”

Another voice came that I was very sure it was Hyukjae’s.

 

“was it Hae and.. Hyukjae?” Kangin asked me, whispered. I just gave him a little nod. I’m still concentrate of what are they talking about. I think they were arguing..

 

“I know if there’s nothing or if there’s something! Don’t fool me.” Hae said again.

 

“oh, yeah?? What do you know?” Hyukjae yelled. “there’s nothing or something, it’s not even… it’s not your.. problem.” But then his voice is lowering down.

 

I heard Kangin inhaled. “what are they talking about?” he murmured.

 

“I know.. I’m just your unimportant servant. But at least tell me if there’s something I do wrong. You’re so strange these days and didn’t tell me anything,” Hae said.

 

“strange?? I’m not.”

 

“you are.”

 

“no!”

 

 

“you are, Hyukjae!”

 

Then they went silent for seconds. I just stared at Kangin while he stared at me too. His hands are keeping me warm.

 

“….go away.” Finally I heard a sound, Hyukjae’s voice but really low I almost can’t hear anything.

 

I can heard Kangin sighing. “it’s getting dark and it’ll rain, honey.” He muttered slowly while looking at the sky.

 

I nodded. Then start to walking, leaving the place while holding my Youngwoon’s hand.

 

 

“yah, Kangin ah… I think they’re become more romantic than before……”

 

 

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YESUNG POV

 

“be careful, Yesungie..” Ryeowookie said, when I was took the baked cookies from the oven. Yeah, it was hot… If I touch the edge of the oven…..

 

“I will, I will…—HOT!!!” I shouted then quickly drop the brass of the cookie. Ah, babo me!!

 

Ryeowookie chuckled but looks worried, “are you okay? You drop all the cookies….” He said, looking at my hand and then to the cookies on the floor.

 

“i.. I’m sorry, Yookie… what should I do?” I said in panic.

 

I was at Ryeowookie’s house, helping him making cookies for the hyungs and dongsaengs. He really loves making cookies huh? But that’s what I like from him… Yookie’s sweet as a cookie..

 

“it’s okay… I’ll make another cookie, then.” He said, smiling, then starting to take all those cookies on the floor. I quickly helped him.

 

“mianhae, Yookie..” I said in regret.

 

“gwenchana, Yesungie.. Making cookies is fun, don’t get stressed by that~ ^^” he said cheerfully.

 

Ah, his smile is my spirit~ “why you want to make cookies for the others?” I asked .

 

He stared at me for a while. “it’s fun, and making everyone happy with tasting my cookies make me happy too ^^”

 

“ah, really?”

 

“yup..” he responded, while I’m standing beside him, playing with the any utensils near me. Ddangkoma’s still sleeping inside Ryeowookie’s room.

 

“will you make cookies for me?” I asked.

 

“I will… ^^”

 

“if I’m happy by eating your cookies, are you happy?”

 

“I’m happy, Yesungie..”

 

“really?”

 

He nodded while smiling.

 

“do you happy if I’m happy?”

 

He stared at me. “I am ^^” he said, then continue his work by making another cookies, pouring ingredients to a bowl.

 

“ah, you lying.”

 

“no, I’m not!” he shook his head lightly.

 

“do you happy if Leeteuk hyung happy?”

 

He raised his brows. “of course I’m happy ^^”

 

I sighed. “I see… how about me?”

 

“eh?”

 

“do you love Leeteuk hyung?”

 

“yup ^^”

 

“do you love Heechul hyung?”

 

“yeah~”

 

“how about Jongwoon?”

 

He blinked. “I love everyone in Rox ^^” then he said.

 

“how could you do that?”

 

“eh… I just do.” He said, looks confused.

 

“do you love ddangkoma?”

 

“um… yeah.”

 

“that’s good.”

 

He just nodded.

 

“that cookies,” I pointing at the still-ingredients cookies. “for who?”

 

“for the hyungs, and Yesungie ^^”

 

“for me?”

 

“ne.. ^^”

 

“will you make cookies for me again?”

 

He stared me again. “I will, Yesungie… and the other hyungs too”

 

“will you make it only for me?”

 

He chuckled. “I will.. it’s a special order. ^^”

 

“will you make it for me, everyday?”

 

“I will if you want ^^”

 

“will you make so much cookies for me?”

 

“as much as you want, Yesungie ^^” he smiled, “I’m glad you like my cookies.”

 

“what’s included in it?”

 

“um, flour, butter, eggs—“

 

“I mean, is there any feelings in it?”

 

“eh?”

 

“did you add any special ingredients?”

 

“um… no?”

 

“no?”

 

“like what?”

 

“like… love?”

 

“…….”

 

“…….”

 

He then covered his face by his hands. But I think his face is all-red.

“umm, why?” I asked.

 

He just shook his head, but I can see his smile behind his hands.

“do you add it?”

 

“mmm..” he just muttered and smiling.

 

“if you do..” I said, “I’ll ask you to make it as many as you can and I’ll eat as much as I can…”

 

Then long silent caught us.

 

 

 

“oh, boy…….”

 

 

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DONGHAE POV

 

In the end, I am left him behind.

 

Okay, maybe I was wrong. But why?? He asked me to go away. So I go. What happened to him?? He still didn’t tell me what’s wrong even I’m begging already.

 

What happened to him??

 

Suddenly, rain’s pouring hard.

 

“damn, I didn’t bring my car today…” I muttered. I better walk alone now to my house, then sleep, then forget all this.

 

But, what about Hyukkie?

 

He’ll be cold, and… what if there’s bad people around?

Wait. He asked me to go so that’s not my problem. Not my problem. Not mine..

 

Aisshh! Why I keep thinking about him?? is it my lucky day then, for not being his servant for this afternoon. But why, my feeling’s..?

 

I pulled out my phone, while still walking to my house.

 

I sighed, then stared at my phone’s LCD. i pressed Hyukkie’s number.

 

 

…go away.

 

 

Aish! No! I was hurt. I put my phone back to my pocket and pretend there’s nothing happened today except there’s raining hard and I was…

 

 

Okay, I give up.

 

I ran back to Rakooga and headed to Rox Room.

 

 

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HYUKJAE POV

 

 

I cried.

 

It’s exhausting being like this. It’s all his fault. It’s all Hae’s fault..

 

Why he keep haunting me with that face.. something that makes me happy everytime I see his face, something that makes me fly everytime he smile at me.. it’s my feeling.

 

“Hae… I love…” I sighed, I don’t know what to say. I know I’ve hurt him by told him to go away, and I think I should do that for my own sake, but… I was hurt. I don't know why, I hate the way he called me 'Hyukjae'... It's my true name, i know.. not Hyukkie, not Eunhyuk, not Monkey... but only just heard him called me that, it makes me feel he's gotten far away...

suddenly I feel something touch my skin. Raindrops. So many of it, and make my body’s all wet. Almost.

 

“haa.. I have to walk alone today.” I said, trying to find any mini-umbrella in my backpack.

But then I realized that I didn’t put any mini-umbrella in it. what should I do then??

 

I pulled my phone from my backpack. Press speed dial, but I cancel it after a second.

 

No, I can’t call Hae, he was mad at me, and… I don’t want to make him worry and tired.

 

Okay, let’s just walk home. I hope I don’t get sick, because if I get sick, maybe, just maybe, Hae will get worry.

 

Uhm, what are he doing right now..? did he got home already?

 

I sighed. The rain are going harder, including the storms. It’s scary sometimes..

 

I started to walked out from Fukuura’s gate, then walking towards my house. I hope Hae didn’t get wet, even maybe he is.. I hope he didn’t get sick. I hate seeing someone I love suffering.

 

Ahh, pabo.

Why I made him go? Now I really need him. if he was here with me, I will hug him. no matter what.

 

 

But that’s only my thoughts…

 

Suddenly, I felt rain stops. But it’s so sudden, though I saw rain’s still pouring in the place around me, except me.

 

 

I turned around. My eyes widened. “Hae………..?”

 

Omo.. it’s Hae, alone, wet, and panting. And holding an umbrella…

 

“you’ll get.. cold.” He said, still panting. He’s just ran.. for me?

 

Okay now I’m speechless..

 

He gave his umbrella then I received it. But after that, he walked closer to me, just to take out something from his backpack.

 

 

Oh, it’s his jacket.

 

Wait…. He put his jacket on me… what did he mean?

 

“I..”

 

Seriously, all I can say is nothing. Definitely nothing.

 

Until he finally went away.

 

Hae, where are you going?

 

Hae, wait!

 

Hae..

 

Hae….

 

In the end, I just standing there, alone, warm, but lonely.

 

 

 

No,

 

no hugging scene.

 

 

 

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[A/N]: kyaaa chappie 17? lol i dunno it will be this long XD

i put yewook moment here XD 

 

 

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