Jessica POV

 

"don't just sit there. I know you want to sleep with him"

 

i look to the person beside me and I glared at him.

 

"you said you won't come!!!"

 

"ehmm don't you remember Tiffany is my girlfriend? If I didn't come I'll be dead right know"

 

"ohh yeah"

 

yeah Taeng and Tiffany are now a couple.

 

well they have date very long time.

 

they being called as childish couple. Well it's because they always childish in every show they come.

 

well I think they cute too.

 

"are you falling inlove with him now?"

 

"what?!!"

 

"Tskk don't what me Jessie. Just talk to him."

 

than he left.

 

i sigh. That boy really are something.

 

i was about to go to the main stage until I saw Yoong my partner walkin towards me.

 

"ohhh wasseo?"

 

"mm. You're finish putting your make up?"

 

i nod.

 

"do you mind if we practice our dance?"

 

"ofcourse by the way I still didn't get in the last position"

 

i can see he alittle bit suprice but than he just smile.

 

"turn around face the audience and turn your face to me and........."

 

our position really are awkward.

 

i can feel it.

 

how can it not be? 

 

Our lips is just an inches away!

 

"Jessica-sshi please go on the stage!!"

 

 he help me to stand up and after that he hurried get to the stage and get ready on his position.

 

sometimes I find him cute when he embarrassed on something.

 

the recording album has started.

 

the staff and back up dancer are doing fine.

 

and Yoong..............I dot know how to say this but.............he really have the charisma for being an artist.

 

and the last position. 

 

We we did it alittle bit slow than Tiffany and without anyone saw...............h-he k-kiss me.

 

the kiss were so long and I didn't notice this would come.

 

i was to shock that I didn't even tried to push him.

 

"okay that's it!!!!!!!!!!!"

 

"gomabssemida!!!"

 

we bow to all the staff and I can see Yoong walking away from me as fast as he can.

 

"Yoong wait!"

 

i called him but I think he need some fresh air.

 

what is this feeling?

 

why I keep feeling something towards him?

 

is this?

 

"hey what are you looking at?"

 

"huh? Oh Sooyoung"

 

"wanna get some drink or coffee today?"

 

"hmmm I don't think so"

 

"come on. I don't have friend. Yoong always gone after every album recording"

 

"what?"

 

"he always missing. But he'll be back tommorow mornig"

 

"why?"

 

"well his heart always broke after 3 singer fall inlove with him. He reject them and he always blame himself for hurting them. Because of that after album recording he alway went alone to refresh his mind"

 

i take look at where he gone and sigh.

 

Yoong POV

 

"AISHH YOU PABO!!!!"

 

i sigh.

 

why I kiss her? She probaly hating me now.

 

aishh stupid heart!!! I told you don't ever make me kiss her!!!

 

ohh I should calm myself.

 

breath in breath out breath in breat out.

 

aishhhhh. It can't happening to me okay?

 

this is what happen if I got shock. Too much shock.

 

no no. The kiss. I felt someting from it.

 

I can feel my heart beat clearly.

 

and butterfly all over my stomach.

 

"ohh man I need SOOYOUNG!!!"

 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 

"Don't tell me you like him"

 

"hahaha no Sooyoung. We just friend nothing more. I have someone else inside my heart?"

 

"well of course you shouldn't like him because he already have Tiffany-sshi."

 

"you righ"

 

"so tell me who is he?"

 

"sorry can't tell"

 

I pouted like alittle kid and she just laugh.

 

than my phone rang.

 

"He-"

 

"I NEED YOU MAN!!!!"

 

i know this voice. His illness is back again.

 

"Where are you?!"

 

"I-in my house?"

 

"stay there don't broke anything. I'll came as fast as I can"

 

i end end the call and Jessica were asking me what happen.

 

"Yoong. His illness is back. I'll tell you tommorow morning I promise now I have to go really fast"

 

i left her and run to his apartement.

 

~~~

 

"are you okay now?"

 

"yeah I am"

 

i sigh in relieved.

 

thank god he fast to stay calm.

 

"Mind telling me what happen?"

 

he just stay quiet.

 

"Yoong come on. You know I'm your best friend right?"

 

"I-I-I don't know Soo hyung. I-I think I fell inlove with my own partner"

 

"who?"

 

"her"

 

"............."

 

"Hyung what should I do?"

 

"I-I-I don't Yoong. A-actually I like her too"

 

"........"

 

Jessica POV

 

"What did you just say Sica?"

 

"I-I think I fell inlove with him, Tiff"

 

"You mean your own partner?"

 

"y-yes"

 

 

"Sica are you sure about this? I mean you're a singer and he just you're back up dancer who help you on stage."

 

"I know but he someone important to me now"

 

"if the press knew about this how you will react?"

 

"......"

 

"How about Yul? Are you letting him free now?"

 

"h-he the first person to make my heart feel warm and now I have found the second Yul and i-i-I letting him free now"

 

now ow I knew my feeling towards him but I afraid to tell him.

 

 

maybe I jut have to tell him tommorow.

 

 

 

please accept me.