* end of summer~ and a new semester in this chapter~ and  the 1st Kwangyeon view in the 2nd half of this ^^ enjoy! Sorry for any errors TT; I was on off writing it from my phone and pc, lyrics later on are in brackets and italics like some of other stories, English lyrics from - http://popgasa.com/2011/11/02/led-apple-dash/ *

Summer time was ending soon, as I looked out of the window from my bedroom. I wonder if me and Kwangyeon are alright. I'm forever thinking about what happened that night.

This one night, me and Kwangyeon were at his house playing games as per usual, he has practice the day before so he was tired and I was tired as well as I stayed up that night before trying to play my own game. 

When we both died in game we decided to watch TV instead, as we sat next to each other on the sofa, we were yawning and before I knew it we both fell asleep leaning next to each other. I'm not sure what time it was but it was still early as the sun was just setting. I knew we also both had panda eyes and should have rested but Kwangyeon insisted on me coming over to play this game. I still have that text saved too.

 "Please please please Mi ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ"

So of course I agreed to it as he picked me up and greeted my mum that morning. Which isn't as worse as what happened at night.

When I woke up, I rubbed my eyes a little, Kwangyeon's head was rested on my shoulder. But I was too tired to process that til a few minutes later when I felt my face getting hot. I could feel Kwangyeon breathing and his soft hair on my cheek. Why did his hair feel so smooth? Soft as well, why isn't mine that soft? What am I thinking, what happen, we fell asleep?

I didn't want to wake him up as I knew he was busy lately with practice, they were going to debut a few months before we start school again.I tried to quietly bring my phone out my trouser pocket, I had several miss calls and texts from my mum. When I finally looked at the time it was a little pass 1am.

Oh man, mum is going to kill me, I need to get home, so I decided to shake Kwangyeon a little and gently tilted his head off my shoulder, his sleeping face was so cute. 

"Kwangyeon!! Wake up, my mum's gonna kill me for staying so late!!" I started to yell at him.

Kwangyeon suddenly got up in shock from me shaking and shouting. "Wha-what! What time is it?" He said while looking around for the clock. "Ahh, did we fall asleep that long" he asked slightly dazed.

"I'll take you home!" he offered, I wanted to say no, but it was dark and really late, my mum was still texting and trying to call me as I dropped my phone on the floor Kwangyeon had picked it up and answered it.

"Auntie~ Ah I'm sorry! its my fault, I'm gonna walk Mi back home now!" As he was talking to my mum I saw him shake his head "No no no! Of course not, we fell asleep!", as Kwangyeon turned around trying to throw one of his jackets at me he suddenly said "Nothing happened! Yes, see you soon auntie!"

He turned around back at me and looked flustered. I wonder what happened, as Kwangyeon put a coat on, I did the same, as we quickly walked out the house with Kwangyeon locking up.

"Ah, your mum said it's late and told me not to walk back home, so I'm staying at yours tonight, she's gonna get extra pillows and a blanket for me on the couch." he told me as I looked at him.

He continued on "but I got to leave early cause of practice. I'll see you on the way to school next time OK Mi? I'll pick you up!"

I nodded, school was starting soon and I was finally going to the same school! Yet not all the time as I know he'll be away for soke schedules during school days. Idol life seems so hard, I hope he'll do well in school too.

When we finally reached my house, I was unlocking the door as it suddenly pulled open, mum was already there. She didn't look angry though. Kwangyeon and my mum greeted each other and she told him to get ready for bed first as he had to be up early, so we let him use the bathroom first, Kwangyeon kept apologising for keeping me so late, but it was both our faults.

Me and my mum were just sitting at the kitchen table waiting, dad was already fast asleep. What shocked me and then made me fully awake was what my mum had said. 

"You and Kwangyeon, didn't do anything right? Always remember, if you were doing it to be safe and wear-"

"WOAH" I suddenly busted out, we're we having this talk right here while Kwangyeon was upstairs???? "omg mum, nothing happened!!! We just fell asleep watching tv!!!" I quickly said to her.

"I'm just saying, I don't want to be a grandma just yet! And you're always with him, when are you two going to date! Or have found someone you like? You never talk about your anyone else" she said, oh man this was one chat I did not want to have, along with I don't really like the people at my school and neither did most of the girls now who are just being kids about Kwangyeon coming in on that day.

"We're just best friends anyway mum, you know that!" I said, I didn't know what else to say. We were best friends anyway so that was right, I don't even think Kwangyeon likes me like that.

Kwangyeon suddenly walked in, he smiled at my mum, I wonder if he heard anything. I was so worried. 

"When you going to find yourself a nice girl Kwangyeon? You've grown up so much! Be careful OK?" mum said to him, how embarrassing is she going to be, she smiled at him, while Kwangyeon looked a bit flustered again and awkward, while they said good night to each other. 

When she left the atmosphere felt a bit awkward, I didn't want to ask what he talked about on the phone with her. As I quickly said good night trying to make it less awkward I tried to hurry out the kitchen to my room.

"Ah" I suddenly said and turned around, Kwangyeon had grabbed my arm when I tried to pass him, my face was feeling hot again, he looked at me and said "we're OK right?" I nodded at him, as he said good night he smiled at me and let go of me.

What is Kwangyeon doing to me, this night was just so awkward as I was getting ready for bed and jumped into bed, I could see the Rilakkuma on my desk, the moonlight had caught it. As I felt myself go red again I pulled my blanket over myself, ah I have too many thoughts about Kwangyeon. How am I going to face him when we're going to walk to school together. Why did my mum even ask that, oh no, what if she spoke to Kwangyeon about the same thing and thats why he was flustered when he spoke to her on the phone?

As I covered my face with my hands. This was not what I wanted at all. What did he mean? We're OK right? Why did you ask that, I hope we'll be able to talk to each other like normal, my thoughts suddenly stopped as my phone went off. It was from Kwangyeon.

"Good night Mi! I'm sorry about today ㅠㅠ"

I didn't know whether to reply or not as I should be asleep, if I do he might just text back and I'll keep him up though. In The end I decided not to, I'll reply in the morning as I tried to fall asleep.

 

As morning came, my mum had came into my room, I was still sounded asleep and buried in my blanket, as I heard the sounds of my curtains draw open and then the warm sunlignt. My mum was then sat on the side of my bed and shook me to wake me up.

"Wake up Yoomi! Can't stay asleep all day today!" my mum had said. "Kwangyeon had to go for practice, you're helping me clean the house today!"

Ah as it was almost end of summer time my mum would usually clean the house and get rid of anything we didn't need so the house would look a little tidier and before it would cold again. 

She left my room after shaking me a few more times to make sure I was processing it. I hope she doesn't ask about Kwangyeon again though. Better get ready now before she starts shouting. Gradually rolling to my side and taking the black let off, letting out a yawn and rubbed my eyes a bit before getting ready.

 

(Kwangyeon's view)

Just walking out of Mi's house, she was still sleeping and she didn't text back last night, she must be really tired. I hope she's OK, I want to text again but I don't want to bother her. Anyway I had to get back to my house, change clothes and pick up my bass for practice. I was the youngest in the band so I didn't want to cause too much trouble for the others. 

As I was walking along I suddenly remember what Mi's mum was saying to me last night on the phone. I was too embarrassed to tell Mi what her mum said, but maybe she picked up on it from the comments last night. I just remember she asked if any you know what happened. I could only keep saying no and telling her nothing happened. But she didn't sound angry, but I of course her parents first for permission to date Mi. . .

Wait, what am I thinking, but this morning before I left, Mi's mum patted me on the back, wished me luck and told me good luck on my love life and that I grew up to be a really handsome boy. Mi's mum is always so nice though, I wonder if she told Mi what she was speaking to me about.

Getting in and finally getting changed and picking up my bass and gently putting it in the bag and carrying it, time for practice then. But it was hard to focus.

Finally making my way to Startory, I greeted everyone there, Sunghyun our leader and drummer, Youngjun our guitarist, he seemed a bit cold sometimes but hes a really cool guy, Minyong our vocalist and I-OH who was called Kiwook that was a vocalist and did the rap. Our manager was also there, giving us the rules about becoming a band and what we should and shouldn't do because of our images. I don't remember hearing anything about a dating ban when I was noting them down to make sure I remember them.

I shouldn't be thinking about that as I shook my head, the manager was looking at me and said "You understand right Kim Kwangyeon?" I quickly looked at him when I heard my name and started nodding my head instead of shaking it to make it look like I was paying attention.

After he left we were just left to practice. 

Summer was coming to an end and but our debut day got closer. I wonder if Mi and people from school would come watch me perform, I was still a little nervous but it was always great fun.

As soon as practice was over I got the bus back home with Youngjun, from there I got to know more about him but he didn't talk a lot I just knew he liked guitars though and we were both having black hair for the debut, I think we'll get along pretty well though. I-OH had this blonde shade though, I hope I get something like that one day!

As soon as it was my stop I waved at him, the bus was also pretty empty, I wonder if he prefered to be alone, I did suggest the underground but he wanted to take the bus as it was less crowded, luckily this bus had both our stops on it.

Getting back home I just jumped straight to bed, we had to keep practicing, the manager told us to keep coming in, we're allowed to stay there but I'll rather be in my own bed at the moment. I'll just have to wake up earlier again. Bringing my phone out my pocket and turning it back on, there wasn't anything there, I wonder if anything happened to Mi. I'll just send her a text before I sleep, I'm going to be pretty busy so the next time I'll see her is when school starts again.

"Mi ㅠㅠ I have to keep going to practice, I'll pick you up for school when it starts OK? ㅠㅠ

Good night~"

I wonder if shes annoyed at me as I pressed send, but she said we're OK. I couldn't help but wonder what she was thinking, I know I always hear her say we're just best friends, maybe we are. Or maybe she found someone at school she won't tell me about.

 

A few days passed, Mi did send me a text though, she'll be waiting at her house before school starts so we can walk together again, I'll get to talk to her properly again! For these few final days it was basically practicing at Startory for our debut. The song we were going to perform was Dash, some of the lyrics in the song though, reminded me of Mi and what I was thinking.

I'm going to find the chance to say I like you, but ah, I need to ask for permission first from her parents. I know that something like that might be a little old fashion and usually for people getting married? But I want to make sure its OK with them, I wouldn't want to distract her from her studies. There's so much to think about. . .

(I want to say it first, I will say it)

(Give me a chance to confess my love)

(Accept me, believe me, I have you in my heart)

Soon enough though we were going to walk to school again, today was the day, as I was gettign ready, I patted my face a little and said to myself "fighting! I can do it!" While looking at myself in the mirror. This time we can pass the bakery together too!

(I use to walk these streets alone but now I will walk these streets with you)

(After I fell in love with you, I changed)

I could see Mi already leaving the house, we're in the same uniform! As I started running towards her house now and waved "Mi!"

She quickly turned around and looked at me and waved back walking towards me "morning Kwangyeon" she shouted.

"Good morning Mi! Are you ready for school?" I asked her, she nodded back, she seem excited I think? I wonder if theres going to be some nice people in her class. What if she likes a guy though, as I looked away from here, I suddenly found myself stopping while I asked her a question.

"We'll always be together right"?

I said to you while tugging on your shirt, you turned round and smiled at me, we were only friends but I wondered if you know that I wanted to be more than friends while you replied "Of course!!" while you started pulling on my shirt and messing up my uniform.

Ah, I had to fix my uniform now, I guess I deserved that though as I saw Mi fixing her shirt while I fixed mine, I felt a little happier knowing that we'll always be together though, if only you knew Mi.

(My lonely times have been filled with thoughts of you)