Why the hell is he here?

To meet Amber?

To hug Amber?

To DATE with Amber?

I turned away, try to run as fast as possible to avoid that hurtful scene. The scene of them two is like a sword stabbing at my  bleeding heart.

Why am i so coward??? Why must i keep quiet for such a long time???  See! Am i anything worse than Key? OK, im not handsome, n i dance not well. But who can be more gentle to Ambie than me? Who can cook delicious meal for her when she goes home late? Who can sit n listen to her forever stories? Who can understand her more than me? NO ONE, EVEN OUR PARENTS!

So why am i the defeated in this triangle love?

I dont know. But the feelings of failures are filling my heart...

So...she doesnt need me any more???????

I hide myself deep into the hoodie and the sunglasses, as if those cosmetics can hide me from the hurt. I tried to step as fast as possible, eyes blurred with tears.

Some curious and strange grints pointed at me. Who cares??? But then, i heard some footsteps. Those sounds are bigger and bigger... And when i turned away, i saw...

An ocean of crazy fans!!!!

OH MY GOD!!!!!!

I tried to run as fast as possible. And before i recognized anything, my eyes went dark..

Have i just run to hell gate???

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I tiredly opened my eyes. My head is heavy as if 17 stones weigh down on it. Trying to shake it, my mind went less blank. ahhh, i remember something...those crazy fans, i ran to a park, and a huge stone... ARG! I trip over it! So embarrassing!!!!!

And when my morable is more stable, i also remember  something hurt in my heart...

Ahhh, finally, i lost her....

Hahaah stop ur stupidness Jonghyun! U never REALLY have her, so how can u LOST her??? Oh right, she is just my sister, no more....

Yes, my sister...

But why is my heart so painful????

Tears silently stream down my face. Looking to the night sky, i saw twinkle little stars. They are shining naughtily like her eyes. The sound of wind is just soft like her voice. The animated music from some restaurant is just limpid like her gigle... The old precious memories appeared in my mind like a storm....

My heart is snifled like hell. Cant stand this feeling any more, i burst into tears like a little kid.

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How much time has past?? When i look up, the sky is even darker than before, and the street is like a desert. How late is it?????

I hurriedly look at the watch. Oh my god, 11 p.m?

Suddenly i heard some sound. I saw a shadow. A shadow of a girl, im sure. Something made me just stay there, completely fixed, trying to eavesdrop like a . But hey! Why does this voice so familiar???

- I want him.

-Haha i understand my lady. if u love him so far, why did u leave him?

-None of ur business, bastard. I want him and i will do anything, i mean ANYTHING, to have him AGAIN!

-Hahaha u r sooo cruel!

BANG!!

-SHUT UR ING MOUTH DUDE! This is ur money. Do what i told u. I want u to KILL her, the ing cling to my Key these days. Who allowed her to be close with MY Key? She must pay for her mistakes. MUAHAHAHA

Their scary cruel laugh made me spine-chilling. I know her. The ex-girfriend of Key. Nicole.

A great fear rised in my heart. Oh....no!!! Does she want to kill AMber?? NOOOOOO

I run like crazy to home. I dont even have time to breathe! She is in danger!!!!

Phew...finally i can breathe when seeing her in the kitchen.

Without a sec for thinking, i shakily hugged her really tightly.

-Oh my god...thank God u r safe...

She hugged me back.

-Im okay oppa ah... Why r u so strange today? Why do u come home late? Im waiting for you...

-Ah...uhm...well, just something... Ambie ah what is that?

-Ahh, those paper? Hihihi oppa ah, tomorrow i will have a mini show with some sunbaes from DSP Ent. This is the script of it. Oppa, congratulate me! ^^

-Oh...ah, uhm, congrats dear. So tomorrow u must be very busy. Go sleep now.

-Nae oppa ^^

Waiting for her to disappear to her room, i dropped myself in the chair, trembling like crazy...

DSP Ent? Isnt that where that is working for? Nicole, i swear i will NEVER,NEVER let u harm Amber. I will protect her with my life. I SWEAR.