I wonder why I was born.

Was I born to hear my parents constantly shouting at eachother everyday? Was I born to recieve constant glances from strangers, just because my sister had a problem? Was I born just to be that one girl in school that everyone avoids?

Sometimes I just couldn't take the pressures of being alive. Sometimes when I hold the blade over my wrist or stick my fingers down my throat, all I can think of is why? 

I was silently breaking, but everyone could hear it.

Byun Baekhyun could hear it.