(April 14, 2014)   His vision was blurry and his hand weakly held hers. Her lips were pale just like her skin, her black lifeless hair just like her and her eyes barely managed to stay opened. A faint smile graced her pain face. She turned to look at him her eyes dilating darker, they didn't look the same anymore.    "Myungsoo you think...." she coughed. "it'll be nice?" she asked softly her voice was more than a whisper.    Myungsoo looked at her, his eyes were probably red from all the crying. He pulled on his oxygen tank in order to scoot closer to her. "Im sure that it will be the most magical place ever." he said bringing her delicate hand to his chapped lips. "Better than Disney."    "Wwwhat ifff I don't get in?" she asked her eyes were full of fear.    "I'm sure you're at the top of the list for elegible candidates." he breathed in his oxygen tank doing its job of putting air into his lungs.    "I hope so."    "Suji.." he whispered softly, a smile that hardly reached her eyes made his heart break in many small pieces.    -   (March 13, 2014)   Suji and Myungsoo sat on the grass, they had been allowed outside for a hour. Suji's mom bought a cake so that she could give it to him. Her hands weakly pushed the cake towards him. The nurses had set a blanket and provided lunch (they had begged for no hospital food), the afternoon was a bright sunny day filled with the air of an early spring.    Suji's hand trembled as she tried to light the candles. Myungsoo sat there patiently waiting, with a smile on his face. She huffed and he knew that she was on the verge of tears. He took her hand and grabbed the lighter from her. Myungsoo also had trouble but after several tries he finally had gotten the candles lit. He blew them out, as she clapped happily.    "Happy Birthday." Suji slowly reached around her back and handed him a small box gift wrapped horribly. He didn't say anything though.    "What is it?" he asked shaking it.    "Open it."    He did as told. He meticulously unwrapped the gift, when he got all the paper off he was left with a shoebox. He looked at her his eyebrow raising in a questioning manner, she simply giggled. He opened the box and inside was a paper crane, a key chain with her initials, a star earring, a hairpin with crystals, a cd and a picture of her when she looked much more healthy. He looked at her everything inside the box were her things.    "What's with all this?" Myungsoo asked.    "Well the crane is because you like making them for me so I wanted to make you one, the key chain," she coughed, "I saw it at the hospital gift shop, I have one of the earrings," she said showing him hers, "the pin because you said I look pretty with it in my hair, the cd is a mix of all my favorite