" happy birthday to you , happy birthday to you , saranghae minhoney ... Happy birthday to you ....!!!!" 

a loud voice from fans with all SM artists who singing Minho a happy birthday song while my sica unnie is the one who holding the cake . Minho standing still handsomely smiling sweetly to sica unnie , I take a look at them wondering what make them become really close to each other like this ??    " thank you , thank you , thank you my ShaWols and everyone who come here and wish me from afar I love you everyone ...!!!"  Minho finish his line as he blow out the candle .  Me ... Jung Soojung the one who looking at him from afar smiling without realizing while seeing his widely smile . It've been like an age since I never seeing he smiling like this , it's make me feel warm inside my body for a while until      " don't you going to celebrate with them ??"  Kai , Kim jongin ... The man who become close to me suddenly question me , I take a look at him ignore all my thought and smile slightly  " Anniya Kai , why should I be there ?? With him ??"  I asked back trying to look like I've moved on  " haha really ?? Then I still have a chance right ??" Kai tease again , he keep teasing me with the asking me to be him girlfriend , I sigh while looking at Minho who smiling to everyone . This happy boy    " yes sure , you have a chance to be my forever bestfriend " I said , Kai just smile a bit while he tap my head .  " this kid ... When will you going to accept me eoh ? I've been confessing to you more than 10 times " Kai chuckle at himself , I just laugh as I wrap my arm around his shoulder  " when I think you're good enough I'll accept Hahahaha " I laugh while I and kai walk away to other place on stage that full of people    End of pov  Author pov :    The smiling boy who before smiling happily now losing his smile suddenly . The way she smiling and laughing with the other person hurt him as hell , he hurry excuse the way to the backstage while telling everyone he wanna go to toilet .  He walking step by step while looking down to the toilet , standing still looking at himself on the mirror in the toilet .    " it really hurt ..." mumbling alone by himself .  The more he think about how she being sweet to other people the more his heart hurting him , the more he remember about their moment on her birthday the more he feel like tearing .      Another painful tear dropping on the ground as the owner laying on the floor right now . Yes he's crying , this big man is crying , the strong man is crying .., the man who always look strong crying now . It's nothing else that hurt him more than her .    Almost 2 month that passing but he still can't forget her , the way he kiss her , the way he used to and the way they hug , everything seem like just happening , and now ... She's gone , she not his anymore, she's not inside his arm anymore . No Matter how bad he want her back to him he just can't even get her back .    " I really can't let her go ..." he exclaimed ,  " I'm going to try another time ... Even I get another kicks or punch from Kai , or another slap from her ... I'm not going to let her go ..."  a softly whisper from him as he stand up and wipe his tear, faking a smile as he walk outside again .      The concert done successfully with a lot of fans cheering , Krystal was invited by Kai to go for a walk with him while Minho also have his plan too    Krystal's pov :    I'm inside a car with Kai who is the driver , we go for a walk around Paris and yes , I was so amazed with what I saw , the views of Paris just too amazing .  " so do you have fun Kryssie ??" asked Kai while we both inside the car driving back to hotel where every SM artist have to stay .  " yes. , Paris just too beautiful " I said with a smile . I'm glad Kai always be here for me   " yeah , I think so especially  when we both together make the atmosphere become really amazing "  Said Kai make me look down . Every time he being sweet I think about Minho , every time he said some sweet word to me it always remind me of Minho . The jerk    Kai stop the car at the car-park inside the hotel . It's night already , yeah , it's look a little dark here . Kai go and open the door for me , I walk out and  " Kryssie ah ...can I ask you something ??" Kai asked , I look at him  " yes sure " I said  " are you sure that you already forget about Minho ??" Kai bite his bottom lip , seem he scare that I mad . I just give him a slightly smile    " Yes Kai ... I'm sure and really really sure that I forget about Minho ... I'm already forget about him ... No more him inside my heart anymore "  I fake a smile to make Kai sure , seriously saying that word make me hurt myself but No .. I have to say this.    " t-then ... Do you mind if I wanna ask you for a chance ?? This is serious , Can you give me a chance ?? A chance to loving you and be the one who always care and think about you ?? Forever ??" Kai take my hand as he hold into my hand tight .  I gasp because of I'm too shock . How can he be like this ??? Kai why ???    " will you be my girlfriend ?? I promise that I will never ever make you hurt like your Minho I promise Kryssie ah ..." Kai speak again while he take the ring and put near my finger . I feel myself tearing while looking at Kai . He's always be here for me , he try to make me fall ... But ... But why my heart still can't accept him to be with me ??? Why my heart still locked for another person ??      " I accept "                      I decide already , love will grew later , the person like Kai .. I'm sure he will never hurt me like him .  Kai form a big smile as he put the ring on my finger , he hold into me closer and closer . I shut my both eyes feeling the softness of his lip on mine , I keep closing my eyes , I'm like a robot standing still no even replying the kiss . Because while Kai Kissing me my mind think about Minho.    Remembers Krystal from now on Kai is your boyfriend ... Don't even let another worthless person come into you life again    Minho's pov :      " Yes Kai ... I'm sure and really really sure that I forget about Minho ... I'm already forget about him ... No more him inside my heart anymore "    This words make my heart sore . The flower inside my hand fall down as i walk away from the place where krystal and jongin stay . Seeing them both kissing just hurt me the most . I walk to the hotel .   I'm planing to wait for Krystal and ask her back to me but all her word before make lost all my strength , she's not a single girl anymore , she's taken by the man name Kim jongin .    Minho note this inside your brain foolish . Remember she can't never ever be yours anymore . A tear of tiring and weakling ruin through my eyes , taking my hand to wipe it before I go inside my room with SHINee .      10 days have passed Krystal's pov :      I told my unnies about me and Kai , even they all don't like Kai but they still don't refuse about me being with Kai . I'm happy that they all won't hate Kai being with me .    Right now I'm with Sulli waiting to shoot star king . I heard my sica unnie also come here too .    " baby Jungie yaaaaa " the soft voice of my sica sister calling my name , I gave her a hello hug  " yeah unnie " well my sica knew about me and Kai too .  " I'm glad we have a chance to meet here baby and hey baby sul sul " sica unnie greet Sulli , sulli just giggle  " yes unnie ah , hello "      " everyone be ready ...!!!!!" the ca