Daehyun sat quietly while I read the notes over and over again. I just couldn't believe what I just read. But I knew it was all the truth. I clenched my fist harder, making the palm bleeding. Then I dropped the notes then stared at Daehyun.

“You really had a rough life, hadn’t you?” He still looked down. I took the medicine then continued treated his wounds. ‘He must be in pain, but being mute, you can’t let the sounds out.’ After I was done with the front, I went to the back. I knew he kind of ashamed for the wound on his back. I slightly touched it and brushed my fingers on the wounds. He began writing something on the note. After he finished it, he gave it to me. I read it and what he wrote made me speechless. This was what he was writing:

Do you think it will fade away someday?

‘Do you all could answer that? I don’t think so.’

“I don’t think I could answer that. But I’m telling you this. I pity you, but still I won’t be nice just because you are telling me this story of your life. If you trouble me, then I have to kill you. Just remember that.” I left him there and then went to clean my bleeding palm. He followed me.

“! What do you want again?” I yelled at him again. I really hate to be followed. He should know that.

“Don’t ing follow me everywhere, mute. You are really pain in the .” That made him stopped then looked down. I knew I was being too harsh to him, but this is me. I walked out the room and went to Himchan’s room. I knocked it several times until he came out and let me in his room. His room was still the same, nothing changed and also the smell of his room; his smell, so addicting. I missed this so much. I missed sleeping in this room; I missed the warmness Himchan gave to me while everyone left me.

“Hey, Gukkie.” I missed him calling me ‘Gukkie.’ I really miss him.

“I miss you, you know. You left me 7 years ago and now you are here, in my room.” He walked slowly then hugged me tightly. I hugged him back.

“I know, Hime. I miss you too. So how are you these 7 years?” He still wouldn’t let the hug go.

“I am miserable without you.” He simply said that. I knew how he was these 7 years. Youngjae already told me about it.

“I’m so sorry, but that time, 7 years ago, I have to leave both of you or you guys would be on danger. You know that, right? It was all for you.” I kissed his hair then smelt it.

“Are you gonna stay here forever? You are not going to leave me again, are you?