Yoong POV

 

"thx for being with me Krys"

 

"anytime oppa!" Said her with a cheerful tone.

 

i stare at my coffee and those word keep repeated on my head.

 

"I've been with him for 2 years now."

 

"I'm sorry I lied to you"

 

"you're not mad right?"

 

those word you say to me was a burden to me.

 

i can't take it. I can't take it seeing both of you being together.

 

it makes my heart crying.

 

"oppa"

 

"what krys?"

 

"what are going to do next oppa?"

 

I sigh.

 

"if she happy with him, I-I-I let her go"

 

"but will your heart take that?"

 

i keep quiet after she said that.

 

thats right. Is my heart really going to let her go?

 

"if my heart couldn't let her go than.................than I should try to let her go"

 

"don't tell me"

 

"it's the only thin I can do"

 

"what? By going out of the country and leave her?!"

 

"it's the only thing"

 

She sigh. 

 

I stare at her with a guilty feeling.

 

i can see her tears going to fall any minute from now.

 

"I'm sorry Krys"

 

"No it's okay. I-I-it's your decision what can I do with that?"

 

i look down and sigh.

 

Tiffany POV

 

"WHAT?!!" We said together in shock.

 

after Jessica pronounce that she and Yul has been together for 2 years.

 

so they been hiding it from us.

 

did Yoong know about this?

 

"Jessica! You been keep it from us"

 

"sorry guys. I just wanted it to be a suprice"

 

"yeah and you did suprices us"

 

i stare at her and think.

 

"it's that why Yoong left quickly?"

 

"yes?"

 

"did Yoong knew about you two?"

 

"I told him awhile ago"

 

i sigh.

 

Damn it Sica.

 

you just make my brother hurt again.

 

"hei we're going to celebrate our graduation in Yoong's house want to come?"

 

"ofcourse!"

 

"better not be late guys!" I said.

 

Krystal POV

 

Yoong oppa really hurt.

 

i can see from his eyes.

 

it tells me how hurt he is for the past 11 years.

 

what I can do is only listen to him and comfort him everytime he need help.

 

but after he said he will go outside the country because of my sister, I cry.

 

i couldn't let him go.

 

i wanted him to be with me.

 

as sister and brother ofcourse.

 

"oppa"

 

"umm?"

 

"are you going to be alright?"

 

"don't worry about me Krys. I'll be fine okay?"

 

i stare at those eyes and my worried ness still won't go.

 

"I'm okay. If anything happen to me or something really bother me I will call you okay?"

 

"okay"

 

"go inside now"

 

i walk to the front door before I get in I look back at him and I saw him smile at me and I smile back.

 

Celebration Party~~

 

I look to the mirror and stare at my reflection.

 

im not ready to face you now but if have to hide my feeling from you.

 

i sigh.

 

"Yoong the others already here"

 

"owhh okay"

 

i walk to the downstairs and I can see everyone having so much fun with their own girlfriend and boyfriend.

 

the music are so loud and the light it so bright.

 

maybe tommorow I will have many compliment from the neighbor.

 

"Hey Yoong!!!" I saw Sooyoung hyung wave at me and signal me to talk with him.

 

"hey what's up with my little friends?"

 

i chuckled.

 

"dude what's going on huh?"

 

"take care of your own business hyung"

 

"Tskk is not like I couldn't take care of my proble

 

i smile. I take one glass of soju and drink it one shot.

 

"hey you can't  drink that!"

 

"I'm okay hyung! I always drink this"

 

"hey who said you can drink this huh? Are you perhaps going club this day?"

 

"no. I'm just dying to taste it"

 

he stare at me blankly and I laugh.

 

"hyung I didn't drink soju. It's water. Pure water"

 

"ahh you make me want to punch you Yoong"

 

i laugh along with him.

 

after awhile the music begin slowly.

 

i found myself sitting alone on the stairs looking at every couple in my house.

 

until my eyes stop after I found her dancing with him.

 

i feel my breath is not that normal.

 

my heartbeat beat so fast that it does.

 

my hand just wanted to punch something.

 

but than Hyoyeon noona came.

 

"lets dance"

 

i take her hand and she lead me to the dance floor.

 

"you really love her huh?"

 

"I'm mad at myself. For not telling her my own feeling."

 

"yes I know that Yoong"

 

"what should I do noona? I've been hurt for many years because of her."

 

"you better talk to her"

 

"what should I talk about?"

 

"something"

 

i sigh.

 

than we dance closer to them and switch person.

 

"hi Sica"

 

"I don't know you're a good dancer"

 

"Tskk I am a good dance Sica" 

 

she chuckled.

 

we dance following the music.

 

it takes time for me to brave myself to tell her something important.

 

maybe this is it.

 

"Sica I have something to tell you"

 

"what is it?"

 

"I-I-I won't be here starting 3 more weeks"

 

"what?"

 

"I decide to study aboard"

 

 

"Yoong didn't we promise something?"

 

"I'm sorry I can't keep that promise"

 

"why?"

 

"I-it's a personal problem"

 

she keep staring at me while I don't have the courage to look at her eys

 

"why you keeping secret from me Yoong?"

 

"I-I-I-i"

 

i let go of her hand and run out from my house.

 

i can't take it anymore.

 

i should go far far away.

 

i open the door and saw Krystal infront of me lookig shock because I just come in without knocking.

 

"oppa what's wrong?"

 

Slowly I walk to her and hug her.

 

"I had my decision Krys"

 

she hug me tightly and I can only cry silently.

 

double update guys!!!

 

happy right? Hehehhe fiew more day and it's valentine!!! But believe me this story won't be a happy story in valentines day. 

 

So forgive me guys and ohh I will change the forward so keep reading this story and please comment guys. Thank you

 

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