Next few days we were avoiding each other, I don’t know why he was avoiding me but I was trying to understand my heart and my mind. I wanted to test how much my heart got attached to him. I missed him a little bit, but not much.

It was winter time, almost month was left before new year. And TeenTop were preparing for their comeback. They were very busy, and so was I. I got better in languages and my teachers were giving me more homework, I was memorizing a lot of dances. I was spending most of my free time in dance room, every time I entered there I secretly hoped that ‘he’ would be there but I was wrong all the time. And I couldn’t even blame him, he must be exhausted. One week passed. I still haven’t talked to l.joe properly. In two days they’ll have comeback. They were going to perform on Music core, and I secretly bought two tickets to cheer for them. Me and my roommate were going there, She was really nice girl her name is Lizzy. We became friends since our first meeting and I told her about me and l.joe. She became our first shipper.

  Next morning when all the trainees were having breakfast Andy came to us, he seemed happy he said:

-Kids, I’m so proud of you, all of you is doing great job and everyone is improving so much, that I decided to give you a little present-he took something from his pocket-These are backstage passes of Music core,  each one of you would be a personal assistant of TeenTop members.-and the he started coupling  us, I had that little, tiny hope in my heart that I would go as l.joes  assistant but I was Chunjis… Aiish! YAA ! Waeee?! Okay calm down. Maybe it’s even better, I’ll know my true feelings. Wait! What?! C’mon ! Seriously?! That something like a girl is going to be near l.joe the whole day? She tries to make out with every boy she m