i'm sorry but i think i wouldn't be able to update for few days i have exams later this year and i have to study. (Oh and i have 10 followers, :D  i know it's not a big deal but anyway thank you ) HAVE A NICE DAY <3

They were performing. And I was still thinking about that kiss. Ouch. It hurts more than I expected. I must build walls around me! It’s the only way to protect my heart from pain. But that kiss made one big hole in my wall, and it’s hard to repair. Every time I try to but brick in it, it would fall down and break in small pieces. My mood dropped, I just wanted to run somewhere. This terrible feeling! GO AWAY! And the worst is that we are not a couple, we aren’t even close. I realize it now, I only saw him inside the building and those sweet moments were just for bet. I’m so stupid. But I’m still angry with him, couldn’t he find another place? Aiish.

They finished and we started helping them with clothes and stuff. I wasn’t looking at l.joe the whole time, but I could sometimes feel his stare. I was the last one to be in the room , I had stuff to put in chunjis bag, he was tired and asked me. When I was about to leave he entered the room, he said:

-Sunhye, haven’t you seen the black bracelet with beads? I lost it here, I’m sure I had it on when I was on stage. It’s.. well.. it’s really important for me

-No, I’m sorry I haven’t seen it, but I’ll help you to search for it-we smiled at each other and started searching. After couple of minutes we found it on the floor, he sat on the chair and breath with relief. Then I continued packing, my back was facing him when I took step backwards and I slipped on something. In one second I was sitting on chunjis lap, he’s hand on my waist and my hand on his shoulder, so I wouldn’t fall down.  We stared at each other, oh my god. So awkward. I was about apologize and stand up, when door opened, we both turned our heads towards it. Really? This can’t be happening, is this drama set or are we filming mv? L.joe was standing there with his eyes wide open and I could see he was angry. Pshht! In your face! He looked at us and without breaking eye contact with me he grabbed something on the couch and the slammed the door. I felt guilty and I wanted to run after him and explain but I didn’t do that because, I was still sitting on chunji. I quickly got up when I realized it, we apologized to each other and left the room. TeenTop and we were in different cars, and all I could think of was l.joes kiss and his reaction when he saw me